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"When you get tired, think back to days like this when you regretted it. Think of the days you treasure. Receive strength from it and live on."
-Shin Jihyun(49 DAYS)

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

-Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." -Tom Robbins

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
- Ida Scott Taylor

Peyton: That's what he writes. But what he says is a totally different story.
Haley: Sometimes people write the things that they can't say.

"Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

— Lucas Eugene Scott
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"Don't leave, don't leave.
Lies, lies.
Saranghae,saranghae."
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My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
One day, I will. ;)
Music is my soul.
Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
One biggest weakness, once truly and faithfully in love, there's no more "I'll find someone better." Love is the only way that could lead her to become a complete idiot.


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Friday, December 3, 2010
Give me one better day @ 8:42 PM
Listening to: One Better Day by MBLAQ

I need cheery songs at this moment before I start getting emotional.

So, I read people's status about December, last month of the year... and so on. Kind of ironic that my name means "snow" in Chinese and I'm somehow attracted to cold things, (ice-cream, abc, ice-blended) and also Winter is my favourite season BUT December always turns out to be the month when something unhappy occurred. Don't make me remind about last year. -_-;

However, if I was myself on those days when I directly showed my feelings to people, I'll start crying, whining, complaining on how terrible life is and expect comfort from people while demand to get something I want no matter what... well, I guess that part of me changed. I'm turning into that quiet-keeping-things-to-myself kind of people that uses her self-defense mechanism more often than anyone could even realised. Sometimes, I prefer people not to ask or even mention a thing about my course, what I'm studying or what-so-ever my future lies from this thing I'm learning now. There I said it. No, I don't enjoy studying this, and I swear I never will. And you know what's even hurting, the fact that I had this image of myself, sitting at those offices, buildings, wearing that working attire, doing paperworks, wow... seriously, I can't barely even look at that image. If my parents didn't raise me well, I might be hanging myself in this room already. O_o; Okay, that's scary. I hate it when I got emotional talking about the career that I don't desire. I shall shut up now before my panda eyes turns me into a gothic girl.

So basically, the disappointment I'm having now is actually regarding the concert I'm gonna missed tomorrow.(and also the chance to go Singapore/oversea/out from Malaysia for the first time) But I still have that habit when I'm sad about something, I'll start thinking back all the other sad things and made myself feel so pathetic. Well, it would sound childish to be pouting about not being able to go to a concert, but I guess, things like this had always been something that matters to me alot. The last time I had this kind of disappointment was when I missed TVXQ's concert 3 years ago because of my exam and obviously it was the last concert where they had five of them together. I remembered crying in the room, listening to their songs instead of studying Accounts. (the last paper that made me missed the concert) But I don't do that now anymore. Honestly, I'm sad, but I don't know how to react anymore.

I could tell that some of my old school friends that haven't contact me for quite a while might said I've changed, and I never denied that. Like I mentioned before, I might be showing my feelings to people last time, but rarely do that anymore now to the fact that sometimes I'm afraid I might turn inhuman. Since I came into this University, there are a lot of things happen, mostly unhappy ones. The worst part, it always happens in one shot. "Attacking" me with multiple shots at one time. To that extend, I was too used to it, that I couldn't care less anymore. It's like the word "hope" is fading from beliefs on my life. The only thing I expect was awful, terrible things in the future. On the other hand, the people here might assumed that I'm the type that wouldn't care about anything, without feelings. Regardless my history.

*takes deep breath, let go* And there goes my sadness. As easy as that. Though it would occur again when I'm sad about something else. Dancing helps too though. It helps me more often now. Anyway, I'll smile and move on. Like I had always do. Sometimes, I feel like being an adult is hard. Well, I think a lot of people would agree with me too.

So... I thought I could meet you tomorrow for
the 2nd time in my life.
I guess I was wrong. >_<
But, I still love you, Yong Junhyung/Jaesoon.


:D it's great to see your smile oppa.
You're a strong person too, and it made me learn to be strong too.
I still want to meet you, please wait.

P.S. Sarang hae