Credits: I II III IV

Quotes of the moment.
"When you get tired, think back to days like this when you regretted it. Think of the days you treasure. Receive strength from it and live on."
-Shin Jihyun(49 DAYS)

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

-Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." -Tom Robbins

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
- Ida Scott Taylor

Peyton: That's what he writes. But what he says is a totally different story.
Haley: Sometimes people write the things that they can't say.

"Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

— Lucas Eugene Scott

"Don't leave, don't leave.
Lies, lies.

My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
One day, I will. ;)
Music is my soul.
Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
One biggest weakness, once truly and faithfully in love, there's no more "I'll find someone better." Love is the only way that could lead her to become a complete idiot.


Thursday, November 18, 2010
Stronger With You By My Side @ 4:57 AM
Listening to: Been Here All Along by Hannah Montana

It might sound insane, or maybe I'm just in my own world.. but Park Yoochun and Yong Junhyung... you've been here all along... (: My dreams seems sweeter and less nightmare thanks to you too.

Yeah. I guess, I'm more like a die-hard-fan. I could even thank my idols like this. Hard to make people understand, but I bet there might be fans out there that experience the same feelings with me.
Anyway.. bathed at 2 in the morning, and it's 5 am and I'm still awake. I guess that already explains how abnormal I am. Some issues came up into my mind and starts messing it up. Again. Though I do believed that one day my head might explode due to extreme tense which actually wasn't necessary to be even think about. I really do hope problems should stop from coming, but I guess, "There's no getting up without falling". I have to keep falling so that I'll learn to find the strength to get up back as a stronger person.

Sometimes, in life, we would always encounter those "misunderstand" moments with the people who are close to us, but I guess you can never blame them because they themselves are not perfect. But no matter what, humans have expectations on people. I do admit that I wished that the people around me could at least understand my feelings and situations, but on the other side might think the same way too. The different thing was how and what we want people to understand about us. Assumptions and early judgments are obviously unavoidable though. So what more can I say?

Sometimes I just felt like screaming out all the problems I had that no one ever knew, but what's the point of it? What has been done, is done. What for mentioning it again just to put it as an excuse? People would just say that's a lame excuse or somewhat ridiculous but of course, the people who do have that sort of thoughts wasn't aware that each humans in this world, has some way of handling their emotions, some way of things that would make them sad or angry. No one is the same. Just a little bit of consideration would really harm a person... is it?

*sigh* As I mention in my previous posts, for a million times, I really hate talking about sad things in my blog. It's supposed to be a happy blog.
My tense was reduced by watching Junhyung's fancams in YouTube and made myself listen to their songs over and over again. Besides that, I'm glad my family makes me feel really happy too. I guess it's true that family is the only ones that would never treat you differently no matter what happens. Amazing how God could create such a beautiful bond in this world.

I'll end this now. Maybe I shall doze off a bit. Goodnight.

Yong Jun Hyung
Thank you. For coming to Malaysia
and made me fall in love with you.

Park Yoochun
I know it's been quite a while since you disappeared,
making me feel lonely and suffering from the thoughts of missing you,
but oppa... I'm glad you're doing okay. (:
I'm happy to see your spirit again.

P.S. Saranghae.

You still there for me.
Wherever there might be.
You're with me.
You've been here all along...