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Quotes of the moment.
"When you get tired, think back to days like this when you regretted it. Think of the days you treasure. Receive strength from it and live on."
-Shin Jihyun(49 DAYS)

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

-Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." -Tom Robbins

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
- Ida Scott Taylor

Peyton: That's what he writes. But what he says is a totally different story.
Haley: Sometimes people write the things that they can't say.

"Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

— Lucas Eugene Scott

"Don't leave, don't leave.
Lies, lies.

My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
One day, I will. ;)
Music is my soul.
Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
One biggest weakness, once truly and faithfully in love, there's no more "I'll find someone better." Love is the only way that could lead her to become a complete idiot.


Sunday, August 31, 2008
F.U.N. @ 2:18 PM
Today was...one word, FUN. :)

Woke up at 8. (I think) Got a message from Ashwin. Bad news. He can't go to Sunway Pyramid. I was half asleep when I read the message and I was like, "What the..am I still dreaming?" -____-; No, it's not a dream. The message is real. I asked Hani first, and she didn't knew about it. >__<>lar now.."

Ash confirmed he can't go. Hani came to my house looking sooo dissapointed. *pats* And yea, she keeps holding her handphone and looks at it for many times. We decided to go with only the two of us, but can see how unhappy Hani was. Yea, she's waiting for today to come. When we're in the cab, she sms-ed Ash and we were trying to find a way so that he can make it. Result? Yea, it works! :D Ash is coming and Hani & me were "YAY~!"

Went to A&W, we had curly fries+french fries with cheese and float. At least that could hilangkan my starvation. =__=; Hani & Ash is being soo quiet. Boring betol. Usually those two has the big mouths. X) *gets chased by Hani&Ash* Got ulcers in my mouth and I still can talked a lot. And eat a lot. >__< I'm gonna be fat.

We watched "You Don't Mess With The Zohan". ^_^;

This picture makes me go.. "Eww."

My god. This movie is not supposed to be [U]. This is like.. corrupting all the children's mind. Plus, we got budak kecik with us. XD That movie is damn. Memang tak terkate lar.. The annoying part was there's this guy trying to get attention(I guess) by laughing so loud. >_< Feel like throwing something to him. I was like.. "omg. You don't have to laugh that loud!" Stupid. I don't want to say much bout the movie lar.. Go watch for yourself. It's funny, hilarious but too many lucah parts. ^^; And I think got kutuk kutuk/perli perli some famous people lar..Mariah Carey was in it and she's pretty. That reminds me the part when she told the fella in the TV, "I love you too ..horny guy. Remember to buy my latest album." Well..something like that. :D

We went to the Arcade. Played the car race game. :) It's been quite a while since I last played that game. I looove car race game but~I don't even know the name of the cars. X) Don't care lar. I got 3rd place. (: After that we took purikuras!(sticker pic) I looove purikuras!

oops. that hand wasn't meant to do that.
Hani, I'm not gatal ok. It's a brother-sister touch. X)
btw, Ash, stop growing!

Ash is the best in making that expression. XD
Hani looks cute with the ribbon.
Me? Omg. Hancur. Rosak gambar. Soo weird.

That damn chicken! They should make it in english!
I don't know how to delete the stupid chicken head!
Ruining my fav pic! >_<

We met Diana and her friend, Myra there. Went to teman them eat in KFC. Makan lagi. Haih. I'm seriously gonna be fat. Ate burger. >__<>*vomits*

Myra & Diana

omg. my specs! Damn.

Okay. After that.. What happens when 3 gediks+crazy+c**e go to a shop full with dolls, toys &... er.. stuffs? Well... these happens..

Hani the "horny". (p.a.e.d.o. X))

Ash the "budak kecik." (look at the eyes..awww..)

Lene the "fat". (omg. look at that gemok cheeks! >_<)

Yea. That's what happen. We'll be like taking pictures, rounding the shop and didn't buy anything in the end. X) That's us. We're awsome people. ;D

So.. that's all. Am I crapping too much? >_<> gediks! X) Thanks for rocking my day today. I had fun. Really. The most enjoyable day before Merdeka. I appreciate it. Let's hang out again next time and have more people. XD Or maybe. Add on one more people. ;P Ahakz. Today was fun cus' I spent time with the best people in my life at this moment. ;)

HANI & ASH, you're da' BEST. <3

edit: btw, this car was promoted outside SP.

This one somehow attracts me because of the word "Coupe".
I don't even know whats that. XD I'm stupid when it comes about cars.
Refresh. @ 2:06 AM
Had a good sleep yesterday I guess to refresh my mind and take out all the stress/pressure/anger/sadness or whatever unnecessary feelings in my mind. It was kind of weird though cus' I woke up at 4 a.m. suddenly. My mind was like..nothing in it. I was thinking.. "What happened yesterday?" After a while, I went to sleep again.

creds: http://seemikedraw.wordpress.com

this somehow reminds me of the past.
If only you were honest enough and just said that right in front of my face,
I wonder how will my memories of my first crush would be.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Confused. @ 2:08 PM
I'm having it again. That confusion. It's coming again. I shouldn't post this up. But..I don't know what the hell is wrong with myself. That feelings coming again. SHIT! I hate this. Someone.. pls hit my head right now.
I hate this feelings. Really. I hope I'm not being like the one I'm thinking right now. Damn it! I hate this. Go away you.. stupid feelings! I don't want to go through this again. *sigh* I really really hate this. Why am I thinking like that and why am I thinking like this? Why do I have hopes? Why am I hoping? What am I expecting? Why am I disspointed? What am I thinking? I'm crazy. This is stupid.
I am being really stupid right now.

Damn. This is ridiculous.
What's wrong with me!! ):
Ugly. @ 1:19 PM
...yea, that's me. *gets whack*

Hey..it's true okay. I have the experience. But..who cares. It's in the past. Just that the word "ugly" is still fresh in my memories. (: I cried too much. Malas already. Anyway, this issue came up cus' Ashwin said he's ugly. *shoots*

Ash, you're not ugly!!!

I don't know how many times I've been repeating that. Gosh.. Some people just don't realised they are good looking. :D Ash, you're smart, handsome and sexy. hahaha.. I can't say the bad word. But still, you're like a budak kecik to me. *pats* So, I went to his blog, and he posted some of his pictures and he said he's short, dark and ugly. -____-; He's not ugly! I'll let you all judge for me and show/tell him that's he's not ugly!!!!

this pic belongs to me! Muahaha.. p.a.e.d.o. ;P

-____- Yea. Everyone show that face and say, "Can that even be considered as ugly?" Whoever thinks he's ugly, must be blind lar.. Really. And he even have high cheekbones! *envious* Some people even had plastic surgery just to get that kind of cheekbones, okay. He can be adorable. I admit it. :D But, he's like my brother lar.. Budak kecik. :P The 2nd pic is my fav and it's MINE! Muahaha.. *p.a.e.d.o. mode*

Anyway, today the celebration was a.. success? Can say that lar.. The "Here In My Home" performance was good and better but, since most of the students don't even know the song and the meaning of the song, they all like..kind of blur. >__< "Colours of BB' was okay too and I enjoyed on the stage seeing our head prefect, Arif shouted "Merdeka" for 7 times. XD It was.. damn COMEL! Haha... But holding the flag for so long is so tiring. =___-; The flag was kind of heavy or I don't think I was feeling well that time. I got stomach ache before that and my whole body was weak and had a head-ache! Stupid. I thought I was gonna be sick and I'm soo not looking forward for that. Luckily I'm back healthy. YAY~
Co-curriculum Day was ok. I mean, it's not that we're involved in it, so it's just boring. Plus, it just reminds me about Co-curriculum Day in my previous school last year. I was upset and angry and sad and whatever lar.. I don't even get any certificate for that day. Okay.. I don't want to start it again. But, all of my friends got it. Me? *sigh* Like what Franklin says, some people just don't know how to appreciate the hard work we've been doing. Franklin's case is the worst. It's just that, I mean.. Just because of one mistake he did, all the hard work, all the contributions he has given to the society was forgotten just like that. Stupid people. Sometimes, life is just too unfair for some people. ):

These days.. my heart is... I don't know. XD I felt like something..but I don't know what it is. I've been having nearly the same dreams 4 times for these past 4 nights. >_<>he's in it. ;P
Tomorrow going to Sunway Pyramid with Hani & Ash! YAY~ Can't wait! Gonna take looots of pictures! ;D

Btw, more recent picture of oppa(s). 29 August 2008 at Kimpo Airport.







Yoochun got hurt? *hugs* I hope he will get better. Poor guy. He must have been working really hard. Oppa.. You really make me worried sometimes. But no matter how hard it is..

You can always smile on stage and gave your best for us.
Thanks oppa. ;)
Friday, August 29, 2008
Horoscope. @ 2:35 PM
I've read so many horoscope but this is like the first time I found the one that has ALOT of true things bout me as a Taurus girl. Stole it from Ashwin's blog. ;P Thanks Ash!! I'll bold the ones that's exactly true about me. (:


A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance ,then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home.She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one.She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much for she afraid it will limiting her freedom.She always stand out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who are looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with any type of crowds.She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that " We're better off breaking up".She always remember her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every things should be done for "Happiness".She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of something, she will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up.If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to likes her friends and let she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.

See? That's really a lot. Especially the one about being in love today, but one day could act as if I never loved them before. That is sooo true. When I'm over a guy, it's really over. I don't even want to remember I once had a crush on them. XD And I think that's one of the good things bout me. :P

Anyway, today at school. I don't even remember I was in class. I think the whole day I'm in the hall. Damn. >_<>"Here In My Home" by the Malaysian Artistes For Unity.
I was supposed to join the singing, but right after the performance is the "Colours of BB". *sigh* And I don't want to let go of that one too. For some particular reasons. ;P *coughs* Anyway, I quit the singing and maybe I'll just sing along when they sang it. The song is really nice. It shows the REAL and the true Malaysians are supposed to be. (:
Stayback today again. Spent almost 3 hours to just process 6 books. X__x I think I'm gonna die. The classificating the books is the most difficult one of all. I don't even know bout those books and it took me a long time to classify what book it is. Argh! Pressure already. I think I used most of my brain for that already. Cus' on way back, when me and Hani and Menaga was walking, I don't know why, my head hit a pole. That's sooo embarassing. >__<>

Ash visited my blog and said he wants to go Korea. YAY~ And he says Korean guys are pretty. Omg. I think he's like the first guy to NOT say they are gay or pondan or anything like that lar.. He even said they are pretty and wants to be like them. Haha..

Ash, you're pretty, you can. :D

But, yea. It's true. They are pretty. But I'm sure they are not gay. Mostly gays look normal and mostly that looks like gay, they are actually normal? Something like that. ^-^; Cus' the pretty ones will be attracting the gays, but they are not gay. Get it? >_<
And of all TVXQ members, no matter what, the most beautiful is of course Jaejoong. I'll post a few pretty pictures of him but I don't care those who wants to say he looks like a girl, he's gay or WTF you want to say. What's important, I know his real attitude, I saw it myself, at least I watched about him and all, and he's a nice guy and really has the manly character and of course, better than you guys who's gonna insult him. ^-^ Joongie GO!

How can he be beautiful and then HOT?
Need to ask advice from him how to get such a beautiful face!!

See now what I mean? He can be beautiful. But, just a little make over, he can be HOT. ;D That's one of the good things bout him. I think, they're jealous with him. That's why. I'm really happy to see some of the guys that respect TVXQ and even take them as their idols and wants to be like them. They are the ones that realised how cool and manly TVXQ is. (:

But oppa.. ^^; No matter what..

Yoochun oppa is still the prettiest in my heart. ;P
Oppa always be number 1 in my heart. ;)
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Sleepy. @ 2:15 PM
-_____- I think I can't live a day without sleeping rather than eating. I think sleeping is more important than eating. Yesterday, didn't sleep at all after school and can see how tired I was after that. Even effected until today. >_< style="text-decoration: underline;">really lazy pig.

Today Hani still didn't come. But she said she will go school tomorrow. Good, I was bored without her! Anyway, thought the holding flag and getting my foot stepped by Sasi is all over. Arif came to the class and told me we have to do the "Colours of BB" again this Friday for the celebration of Independence Day. (Malaysia's Independence Day is on 31st August, this Sunday) But this time, I will be representing the librarian. ^^; Yeap. Rebecca cannot represent it cus' she have class that day. So.. I took Rebecca's place and Tabitha took my place now. And yea.. I'll be holding the flag again and I'm still not good in walking like.. I don't know, the slow-walk for the thing lar..and this time we had to stay on the stage a little longer to sing "Merdeka" song and also Arif will do the "laungan merdeka". You know.. like shouting "Merdeka" for 7 times. *imagines* :D I'm looking forward for it. and try not to laugh. ;P

I stayback at school today and learnt more bout my work as a Processing officer. Yea..something like that. And yeap, I had to do the thing I hated the most. Cutting the wrapper for the books. And this time using a really big wrapper with big ruler and it's BIG. I hate it cus' there's a lot of books to be wrap at one time. I hate it because I'm really slow in doing these things. (I took half an hour for 4 books only. X__x) I hate cutting cus' I can't cut straight or nicely. Argh~I just hate it, ok?! The only thing I don't like bout this post is wrapping the books part. The others are still ok lar.. I need to study more!!! Final exams is coming. Anyone please make me stop dreaming and start studying! Stop dreaming either you're awake or in the sleep. Just stop dreaming Lene! >o<

I should be dreaming bout these beautiful guys only.♥
...especially the one at behind,smiling sweetly.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Animal farm. @ 2:25 PM
Okay..Kind of weird for me mentioning about farm and animals all the sudden. :P Yea, Pn Mazlin mentioned bout a movie by George Orwell titled, "Animal Farm". She was shocked that none of us ever watched it or even heard bout it before. :D And so, she told us to find out bout it. Came back home, I searched bout it and like.. "oh.. patut la.." Never heard bout it before cus' the movie was in 1954 (>_<>never understand the movie. XD Now, also.. I need time to understand I think. Of course lar...There's cute animals talking like humans, but there were like revolution bla bla.. like politic or war that I'm not interested at all. For me, it's really boring. And I hate History. -___-; I watched the live-action movie online, and it's kind of okay. The dogs are cute. XD And the pigs.. well.. Haha.. ^^; cute too?

So.. yea.. the evil pig is really..well..EVIL.. and poor horse being slaughtered. TT_TT And I'm born in the year of horse. The movie was not that boring. Still ok lar.. Well, tomorrow at least there's one of the students in the class now had watched the movie. XD

DAMN! Avril Lavigne's concert is on this Friday! +___+ I want to go!!! I need money! TT_TT I want to see Avril! I loove her!

*frustrated* I need to get myself a rich boyfriend at this moment. :P So that he'll buy me Avril's concert ticket and YAY~ Okay.. in my dreams. >__< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">Ashwin. The bulimia boy. XD I think he has just seen the real Sherlene today. I had shown him my true self. Omg.. hopefully he won't tell people lar especially A.F. :D

Ash: he's born with that bengang face.

Yea. That's what HOT about him. Haha.. p.a.e.d.o.

TVXQ are lucky to have such talented fans. :)
creds & props to whoever that has done this.

my adorable Yoosu ;)
Love you both♥♥.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Nostalgia. @ 1:48 PM
unique..Is a word to describe this song.

The starting of this song by Yozoh feat. Eric Mun(Shinhwa) somehow attracts me to listen to the song till' the end. The reason I wanted to try out listening this song is at first I found out Eric is featured in this song. ;P Then, watched the MV. O_o; The MV is.. well. Watched yourself. XD What's important is that this song really makes me feel so calm and relax.

Anyway, at school today. Hani didn't come cus' she said she's still at her hometown. ^^; So, today I go crazy alone lar.. Iskandar was absent too. Vishnuu sat beside me while he and Shalomie both annoyed each other. XD I feel like I'm their child at the middle. Nothing much happened today. Econs teacher didn't attend the class and during MUET, we talked bout idols. So.. when teacher asked what's our idol..of course I think of TVXQ. But~it's not that they are fully my role model. Like.. I want to be exactly like them. But sometimes I do have that thoughts. XD I still can't think of someone I really want them to be my role model. But, Shalomie mentioned Prince William. And I remembered Princess Diana suddenly. ^^ I remembered the times when I was small, I watched the TV and when I saw her, I felt happy and interested to watch eventhough I don't even understand what they talked about. Just that.. I remembered, Princess Diana, during my childhood moments, the image of her is always in my memories. She's beautiful, she's really really someone that I wished to be when I was small. I miss seeing her in TV. >__< I miss her.

She's really an amazing lady.

Anyway, our oppa(s) back in Korea today! Pics in airport today. :) I just loove when I keep update bout them. ^-^

Yoochun oppa!♥♥ He look so simple yet so HOT. (:

HoChun <3>
oppa~love you. ;)