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Quotes of the moment.
"When you get tired, think back to days like this when you regretted it. Think of the days you treasure. Receive strength from it and live on."
-Shin Jihyun(49 DAYS)

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

-Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." -Tom Robbins

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
- Ida Scott Taylor

Peyton: That's what he writes. But what he says is a totally different story.
Haley: Sometimes people write the things that they can't say.

"Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

— Lucas Eugene Scott
Music♪

IN HEAVEN BY JYJ
"Don't leave, don't leave.
Lies, lies.
Saranghae,saranghae."
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My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
One day, I will. ;)
Music is my soul.
Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
One biggest weakness, once truly and faithfully in love, there's no more "I'll find someone better." Love is the only way that could lead her to become a complete idiot.


SPEAK NOW.♥

Tuesday, September 29, 2009
You're My Teddy Duck or I'm Your Teddy Duck? ;) @ 7:50 PM
Listening to: Touch My Body by Mariah Carey

This song makes me feel sexy and wants to be pampered. ;P

Today is seriously... tiring. Couldn't finish the PP questions 'cus my body felt so weak due to holding myself from throwing up since the teacher doesn't let us go out during exams and yes, I forced myself to finish up the paper but my brain couldn't work anymore. Pass up the paper, went to toilet and... well, I won't describe the disgusting part. Add up with the stress for not finishing the paper, something happen and I got to know something that seriously annoys me. Seriously I say, people should start
minding their own business. Sometimes their action which they think is sooo-called "RIGHT" might only add up the problems. Hope they are cheering happily now. -.-; Very immature I can say. So much for friends should point out our mistakes but ending up making it worst. I blamed myself too for keeping quiet. If we act earlier, this won't happen. Ergh, I'm so not messing my mind with those thoughts.

Moving on, the good part of today was... well, some of these crazy friends of mine came up with funny sentences and well... they just went insane. Blame the trials.
We start with our hilarious Mek Leng. ;P

Hui Leng: You know... they called it "kacang busuk"? (stink bean)

Me: what? Kacang busuk?
Hui Leng: You know..it's like green in colour.
Me & Hani: *thinking*
Hui Leng: can eat with the skin..
Hani: Petai ker? (note: Petai is actually Parkia speciosa)
Hui Leng: hah! that...
Me & Hani: laaaaa...! *starts laughing like crazy*

And after that, Hani had a slip of tongue when she tried to say one Malay phrase.

"Memang kacang lupakan darat."


Seriously don't know where the word "darat" came into her mind. XD Maybe she mixed up with another phrase, "lupa daratan". I don't know, actually what she says will end up becoming something funny. That's Hani. ;P She's gonna kill me when she reads this.
Then, Iskandar came up with another phrase that he kinda' changed to something else.

"Jangan salahkan ibu yang mengandung, salahkan bapa yang tak pakai kondom."
(Don't blame the mother that's pregnant, blame the father that didn't wear a condom)

This is what happens when they become
over-creative. XD
Got my specs today. At last! After all those dizzy days... @__@ And you know what was my first clear view after those days of blurry visions? The rain. When I went to get the specs, it started raining and end up running in the rain. First day with Footy, it has to get wet already. Yeah, I named my specs "Footy" 'cus it has a "footprint" symbol on the temple arms. Shut up. X) Plus with that, went to Guardians to buy BRANDS and the counter girl was smiling seeing me all soaked wet. I wonder did I look really funny when I'm wet? ;P Oppps. That sentence sounded so wrong.


Anyway, what happens when your parents are celebrities? You get to photoshoot with them! :D This is really sexy and hot pictures of Mr & Mrs Kwon. (Kwon Sang Woo & Son Tae Young) with their baby, Luke for W Magazine.

Last picture is... WOW. Nice and extremely sexy photoshoot I can say. (: Luke is cute! Reminds me of my second cousin/nephew, Brian! :D Can't believe when he can start talking, he'll call me "aunt". XD

Teyun Brian Shuen Yu♥♥

I tried holding him though. That was the first time I carried a small baby. O_o; Scares me alot. I've always scared to carry new-born babies 'cus their body is really soft and "fragile". X) That's all for today. Hopefully tomorrow my body is healthy enough to answer my favourite subject, Economy. HOPEFULLY.
Annyong~!

I'm so in love with ice-creams. :D
Oh, and cotton candies too.

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you love my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

P.S. It's a message for you.
Don't imagine too much. ;P
I love Y.O.U.
Monday, September 28, 2009
The butterflies fly away @ 3:59 PM
Listening to: Party In The USA by Miley Cyrus

This song makes me dance. (: Miley is HOT in the music video and she's younger than me. O_o;

Nose and throat bleeding is normal right? Maybe it's the weather. But, what annoys me is when the throat bleeds, the food doesn't taste nice. Taste like blood, yuck. -.-; And when the nose bleeds, sometimes it doesn't flows out from the nose and hardens inside, ending up blocking the nose. -_-; So-not a comfortable moment.

PA paper kills today. -.-; And I just realised... you know what I hate the most about exams? The time! It's not enough! Everyone was damn stress today 'cus there wasn't enough time for us to finish up all the questions. 3 hours are definitely not enough. My eyes are killing me too. I need specs. I need specs. I need specs. Rabun is so-not fun. My head is hurting like hell.

Moving on, I just got to know Changmin is gonna act in a drama too which really surprises me. O_o; It's called, "Paradise Meadow".Changmin will act as a 20th years tycoon. Really looking forward. I'm happy most of them are getting involved in the acting world, though that means less singing which is not a good thing too. I love their songs. But I think they would be more successful when they get involved in acting, so yeah, I wished them success. (:
AND~~~!!! Yoochun and Jaejoong's duet song and PV is OUT! Omg. I'm so so so SOOO buying the single no matter how expensive it is. Yes, I'm that crazy. ;P The single, "COLORS~Melody & Harmony~" is definitely worth buying single for me and Hani. 'Cus our husbands mah... XD Both are really talented, and the music video is really colourful. Loving it. (: Here's the hot hot HOT cover.
(click click click to enlarge/original size picture) XD


CD only
CD+DVD ♥♥
I'm buying the one that has DVD but I prefer the CD cover! Paint♥ :D

Can I be honest here? ;P I'm so so in love again with Micky;Park Yoochun!! :D His voice, his songs, his smile, his eyes, his Adam's apple, his ... cute face! *pinch* Love his hair now aLOT! Damn HOT. (: Both of them even appeared in Japan shows and had photo shoots with only two of them. Gosh, me and Hani are sooo gonna enjoy these. ;P


*squeals* Micky with that hairstyle is seriously, adorable. (: Oppa, kiss kiss, hug hug! :D Sarang hae! I'm going crazy over this guy again and again and again. CUTE. Love his smile. Kyaa~! Okay, I better go off now before I go insane on these hot guys. Another crazy paper tomorrow.-.-; I want exams to end FAST! I prefer studying without having exams. ;P Anyway, more pictures of them to come, in the next posts. That's all, annyong~~~! :D

Hero;Kim Jaejoong & Micky;Park Yoochun♥♥♥
Oppa, sarang hanmida! (:
P.S. Baby, don't be jealous.
I really really really love you more. ;)
Sunday, September 27, 2009
You appear in my dream just like kaleidoscope colors @ 4:51 PM
Listening to: When I look at you by Miley Cyrus

The piano piece in the beginning of this song has a really beautiful melody that kept playing in my head. Seriously, the first time I listened to this song, I had goosebumps listening to the piano sound. There's just something about that melody that gave me...some kind of feeling. Plus, Miley's voice is really amazing. She could really sing the high notes with her rock-ish voice. This song is actually the song for Miley's upcoming movie, "The Last Song". ;) For those who knows me well, would understand how the title already interest me. I'm so watching the movie next year. No one can stop me. ;P I have to watch it even though I have to watch it alone. Watched the trailer and I had goosebumps when the song starts playing. Add up the anxiety, this movie is actually based on the novel by Nicholas Sparks. Yeap, the guy who wrote the beautiful love stories like "A Walk To Remember" and "The Notebook". I missed both of that good movies, I'm so not gonna miss this one though. (: Anyone wants to join me?

They said when you love someone, you gotta be honest, always. But what I realised, most people lied. I mean, well, it might not be a good thing, but also not that bad lar. It's like, when you love someone, you tried to avoid saying things that would hurt that person. You said good things and also carefully give advices that doesn't sound too harsh. That was when you're in love with that person of course. After that, when you do not have that special feelings anymore, your honesty boost up like a rocket. XD True, harsh, honest words came out just like that. I realized it 'cus it's really obvious. Sometimes I felt like, "Wow. So all these time, everything is just an act or fake words?" But then, that's the negative thoughts of course. When I think it again, I just laughed though. Well, laughed at myself 'cus I actually believed that, the person is telling the truth about myself, in the end, I found out the truth, the ugly part of myself. I guess, good words are always nice to hear but then, even though the bad ones are not nice to be heard, at least it's the truth. The truth is always better than the lies even though the truth would end up being the worst of all. ;) So, try to be honest. I'm not saying not to lie at all, 'cus everyone always lie, but just depends on how much you lied. I'm being honest here by saying that I do lie too. I'm not an angel okay. -.-

Gosh, the song is really... addictive. Still listening. (: I'm gonna buy the novel too. I think this song can be the perfect last song.


I want to watch!!! The trailer excites me 'till now.


This is NOT the movie poster. It's a fanmade, but I think it still looks great though. Plus, the movie is not a Disney production.
Btw, I "caught" a really good quote just from the trailer and yes, it's beautiful. (:

"Sometimes you have to get hurt for the people you love,
but doesn't mean you love them any less."


There's one more sentence after that, but I didn't get the end of the sentence. "Sometimes you even make sure....." I don't know. Have to wait for the movie or the real trailer. (:
You know why I love certain Facebook quizzes? 'Cus the results seems sooooo true.

Sherlene took the quiz "What do you need most in a relationship?" and the result is "Understanding & Patience ".
Although you're not willing to admit it openly, you are very aware that you can be a very difficult person.You're ...a suffering soul and sometimes loose control of your emotions. Both your biggest wish and greatest fear is falling in love.Your heart desires a lifetime companion, someone who is understanding and who will never give up on you.


That's all for now. Trials gonna kill me this whole week. So, wish me luck to go through it. This song is gonna accompany me too. :D Aja aja hwaiting! Annyong!

P.S. He loves me. ;P
I love HIM! ;)
Friday, September 25, 2009
Don't lie to me @ 8:42 PM
Listening to: What a girl wants by 4minute

Tired. Nearly fainted at tuition today. My head is killing me. Menaga said my face scares her. I wonder how did I look, like a zombie maybe. Damn tiring. When I was showering, my whole body was still warm which is kinda' weird. I felt like I was about to black out or something. I'm so not liking this unhealthy body with trials going on now.

You know there are times when you want to depend on someone and complain everything to someone, but in the end you couldn't and just let everything inside stays in there. Torturing right? But yet, you still feel you needed someone. Just because of experiencing having people hate you 'cus of your "depending on other people too much" makes you scared to depend on someone anymore. What I'm afraid? When they leave. It's really scary. Seeing someone walk away from me already makes me... feel this sadness inside. That's why I kinda' avoid from looking someone walking away, but yet, in the end I still stare at their back when they walk away. -.- I have no idea what's wrong with me.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
When people leave, I lie to myself saying "They'll come back." @ 9:32 AM
Listening to: When I'm Pessimistic by Rinto

Randomly found this song in the search for some pessimistic songs. Surprisingly, very awesome song and I don't usually like J-Rock.

Hanging out with some old friends today, Athirah and Sofiah. I'm sure the old memories refreshes back when we start talking about it. I wonder would it be the same when I'm out from BB? Meeting all these awesome people from BB again after few years and starts talking about how silly and fun we was at this time. I wonder. Or maybe I'll be forgotten? I don't know. The reason why I like to blog everything that happen in my life or write it in a diary, because I don't want to forget anyone that ever appeared in my life no matter the person that I love or hate or they love or hate me. 'Cus each one of them made a difference in my life, and in result, it's who I am now. Plus, I think I have short-term-memory-loss. I should go check my brain or something one day.

My life can be considered sucky now, plus with trials, I'm sure the results of it would be a total disaster. Though I don't really mixed my emotions with my work though. It distracts the emotions more. So, hopefully I'll be fine even though there's some kind of pain inside. I wonder how long this is gonna be? How long will people keep leaving me? When is it will be the time when someone would actually stay? Or will there ever be?
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
A Fallen Angel destined to be in hell @ 7:10 PM
Listening to: I hate myself and want to die by Nirvana

I'm addicted to punk rock, grudge rock or whatever rock recently. Don't know whether it increases the stress with the loud music and bad words but it sure does let out all my anger inside. Anger on myself of course.

Things are being sucky these days. I amazed myself by not crying or have some self-inflicted moments. At those days, I would be half dead already with all these fuck off things around me. I don't even know why the hell I'm exist in this world? Like come on, whatever I do, in the end I would end up hurting the people I claimed that I love them. I'm pathetic. I'm disgusted with myself. I seriously am hating myself right now. And things seems to get worst. Well, at least I deserved the punishment of making people suffer the pain I caused. I get to go through all these fucking pain shit alone. ;) I hope those people are happy when they see me dead though. Since the beginning, I'm not an angel from heaven. Just a fallen angel that kept repeating the same mistakes by making people hurt and totally destined to be in hell. Yes, that's me.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Self-inflicted @ 12:08 AM
Listening to: Self-Inflicted by Katy Perry

A self-inflicted wound (SIW), is the act of harming oneself where there are no underlying psychological problems related to the self-injury, but where the injurer wanted to take advantage of being injured.

Take advantage of being injured? Haha. I guess, injuries physically and mentally can be counted the same. If it's humans, yeah, it's possible. Injured themselves in the outside and also inside. It's like a hobby, they know it hurts, they still do it. Why? Well, I guess only that person themselves knows it.

Like I said, when things gone right, there's always some sacrifice to be done right? It's like a cycle. Good things happen, bad things happen, then good, then bad, then good. The cycle won't stop. It's like, when good things happen, you have to sacrifice something from the bad things. While the bad things kept happening, the good things came as a reward. Funny how human balanced life is. Totally balanced. People getting hurt all the time, people being happy, being sad, angry... All of it. 'Till their last day.
Haih. I don't understand why do I have to be a bitch? But then, someone told me today,

"You can't expect everyone to like you, right?"

I guess his right. Not everyone in this world would accept the negative things about me. I can't make all of them to like me. I've gone through it before, and yeah, I suffered it so much and in the end, the only good thing that happened, is the realisation of how some people just hate you without understanding you. And there comes Steven R. Covey's theory about the 7 habits.
Habit 5: Seek First to Understand, Then to be Understood. I should really get that book. No, actually, everyone should read it to get a grip on what life is all about. Well, maybe not all about the book is great, but still, that theory is a good one. Still, there's someone to blame and of course, I'm that person again. "You just won't stop hurting people huh?" My conscience was teasing me over and over again since just now. Yeah. I'm the evil one. HA.HA.HA. I'm eeeevil. I really brought unhappiness to people around me huh? O_o; If HELL GIRL does exist, someone would have wrote my name and I'm so going to hell already. Watching Lady Gaga's "Paparazzi" music video makes me feel evil even more. Can't believe I enjoyed watching how cruel/evil she is in that video. Creepy. I'm so freaking myself right now.

However in the evening, I had fun. (: Really. Especially when it rains. Being with you in the rain, was amazing. Damn, couldn't stop staring him which is really~~~ embarrassing. ;P I'm so in love with you, got a problem with that? My sister and Yeong Shen, had a great time together too huh? XD Gosh, you both are like real brother and sister already. You know what? Falling in love too deeply is extremely dangerous. *climbs up back* But today seems magical. I'm so into fairy tales for that moment. Have you ever thought this?

"I wished the rain will never stop."

hee. ;P Gosh, before I embarrassed myself even more, I should be off now. Heading hometown at 8. Kelantan, here I come! Gosh, I miss the calm air and the millions of stars there. Anyway, going sleep now. Owwh. Not to make this post soooo obvious, (yeah right.) I'll put some K-Wave in. Actually, some sexy K-wave. omg. *pervert alert*

Kim Jong Kook
(can't believe he's called the manliest man in Korea with that huge body but has a really sweet voice when he sings. XD )
Nichkhun Horvejkul (2PM)
(look at those arms. O__O;)
Park Jae Beom (2PM)
(hope he's doing fine. I believed he'll be okay. He's matured enough.)
Kwon Sang Woo
(can't believe with that cute face, his body...)

O_O; I have no idea why I'm posting all that. But kinda' change my view on those Korean guys. Too much of muscles scares me. XD I still prefer cuteness... like these..

Song Seung Hyun (FT Island)
damn, he's cute. ;P
Micky I love you~~ :D
Micky;Park Yoochun. hee. handsome. but....
Still, I loooove him. ;) Ducky is the hottest.

P.S. I love HIM. ;)
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Everyone's life can be worst, not only yours @ 2:24 PM
Listening to: Hurt by Johnny Cash

This song was originally by Nine Inch Nails, but it becomes popular because of Johnny Cash's cover. This song is really, seriously, meaningful. And what surprises me was, the song sounded familiar and when I watched the video, I was like... I know this song! I remembered watching it over and over again during primary. The video is really touching. It's like trying to show his past and his regrets. If you really concentrate on the meaning of the lyrics, you'll understand him.

what have I become?
my sweetest friend

everyone I know

goes away in the end


I really don't understand certain people. Think logically, if a person is not in the mood or angry, it's true some of them doesn't like to be disturb at that moment. I respect that. But hey, as a friend, imagine this, your friend ignores you completely and walk pass by you without even looking at you. Then, you understand, saying to yourself maybe that person is not in the mood and doesn't even want to talk. Okay, now imagine this, as you walk, you saw that person, that friend, that was having that "no mood" face when walking pass you, is actually now, laughing and talking happily with other people. So, how you feel now? I'm sure most would conclude that that friend is actually angry with you right? You're not in the mood, you don't talk. I'm like that too sometimes. You need to be alone, okay I understand. But imagine having your friend doing that to you. It's like you did something wrong. If there's something wrong, is it hard to just say it? What's the difference anyway? Body languages doesn't "tell" the reason, but mouth does. Don't want to tell? Don't want people to know? Then, why SHOW? I seriously... Gosh, if I f**k**g did something wrong, is it so hard to just tell? What, just ignore it 'till the end of the world? I don't get these people. Fine, wants to be alone. But I think the meaning "alone" is actually means, "staying away from your friends with moody face and being with other people with a smiling face." I'm being a b**ch. -.-; Blame the PMS. Blame the Business paper. Yeah, it sucks. I'm screwed. Lack of sleep these few days, I felt like a panda. Pandas are cute okay. ;P

One of Peyton Sawyer's artwork.

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair

P.S. I love HIM.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I'll be your biggest fan @ 5:02 PM
Listening to: Paparazzi by Lady Gaga

I don't like the verse of this song, but the chorus sounds so sweet and nice. So yeah, now I'm addicted to it. Plus, I'm not a fan of Lady Gaga. O_o; I always hated the song, "Just Dance". Somehow, I watched her performance in VMA 2009, and I think it was a really awesome performance. I could feel that she sang it with all her heart and let the music unites in her. The bleeding part was
really cool, which is surprising that I'm not disgusted with it.

Business Business, management management. First trial paper for tomorrow. I don't know why, I kept remembering
Frederick Winston Taylor's name. XD Classical management sounded so cruel and... I don't know how to say.. lack of humanity? It is stated in the book that they conclude workers are not loyal, only wants money and doesn't work properly. Something like that. I don't know. Maybe that can be true. I'm sure the management is really strict at those times. Now? I felt like some workers are quite pampered. Well, for some countries of course. I think Japanese people still have the really strict management. Okay, enough Business. -__-;

On my way back, I stand at the end of the train and felt like I'm on a roller-coaster. The difference is that it doesn't go up and down. Just a straight line which kinda' brought me to lala land when I look at the railway. The destination looks so far to be reached yet... time seems to pass so fast and there I was at the destination. Interesting. I wonder if the life's journey is like that too. The destination is what we aim for life.


Moving on, I reached at
Taman Bahagia station, called home and no one picked up. And the weird thing that happen that time, the phone booth on my right was ringing, I just look at it. Then, it stopped. I tried dialing up again, and this time the phone booth on my left was ringing. I was like, O___o; Then, it stopped. Weird, I know. Anyway, in the bus, they showed BOA's "Eat You Up" MV which excites me a bit and I was smiling watching it till' this girl starts staring at me. ;P

That's all I guess. I'm gonna go continue study my favourite subject, Business. -.- Yes, I'm lying. Btw, I'm very happy today. Because of... Ducky. (: I blame you for my happiness. ;P

Beautiful Peyton Sawyer (:

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me

Papa-paparazzi

Baby there's no other superstar

You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi


P.S. I love HIM. ;)
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Life is a maze, Love is a riddle @ 2:07 PM
Listening to: The Show by Lenka

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
and I don’t know why

This song sounds like a happy song, but the lyrics are kinda' sad yet optimistic. It's true that life is a maze, but love is a riddle? I don't know, you judge.

Love is an amazing thing you know. No, I'm not trying to be emotional, romantic or what-so-ever. Actually, I read yesterday's newspaper about this 107-year-old woman that wants a husband for the 23rd time. Yeah, she got married that many already. XD And besides that, there's this Korean drama in KBS about the husband that falls for another girl and they are having divorcement. Then something came up my mind. Muslim guys can marry for four times, and it makes me think how the hell can they have the same feelings towards four woman at the same time?! I mean, if they said they love them equally, I never believed that. I always believe that a guy and a girl can love each other 'till the day they die, without sharing with other people of course. Unless they are separated. I mean... like other countries, like in America, if they don't love anymore, okay, divorce. Then, be with who you want to be a.k.a. the new person you claimed that you're in love with. And I always hear people here saying how bad marriages in Western side is because of the high percentage of divorcements. But I think, divorce is waaaaaaaaaaaay better than sharing the same person that you love. Don't want a divorce? Then, learn to appreciate what you have now. (: That's all I can say about it.

You know how in most dramas, when everything seems to be fine and then things slowly becomes bad and turns worst? It happens in reality like a cycle. I'm gonna be okay. I'll prepare myself to always be strong. But one of One Tree Hill quotes made me realized, actually, I'm not that strong enough. I just act like I am, but there are times when I become so weak and starts speaking to God in silent, without no one noticing. But still... it works sometimes, but sometimes... you just need someone. Like what this quote is trying to tell us.

"We all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world,
to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there.
And that someone will find you."
- Lucas Eugene Scott

I know I might sound selfish, but sometimes I really need that someone. But I kept telling myself, to be independent and stay strong. 'Cus that someone can't always be there for me all the time...
I'm gonna be okay, I guess. (: Gonna go study now.

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but don’t show it

P.S. I love HIM.
Go Taylor Swift! Boo Kanye! @ 1:17 AM
Kanye West seriously has no life. Or maybe he's just bored. But, I totally think it's rude. Even Katy Perry thinks so too. WTF wey. Taylor Swift deserves it, so get lost! Damn, I'm pissed.
Okay, if you have no clue what I'm talking about, go watch the video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zWtD6fwgP5c


Can't believe it. She's giving her thankful speech and this guy just went up there, took the mic from her and starts saying that Beyonce's video is the best. WTF. Poor Taylor. And it was her first time winning in VMA.
TAYLOR, you're awesome. Ignore that immature guy. Or maybe boy. -_-;


Taylor, pls stay strong, like always!
Monday, September 14, 2009
Promises are meant to be broken? @ 1:56 PM
Listening to: In The Club by 2EN1

This song is awesome. I love how they mix the music with techno and slow pop. Amazing vocals by the girls too. This group gonna be a success.

Do you realised that humans make promises that they can't keep? Most humans of course. Is it just a slipped of tongue or trying to make someone feel better or just a promise that comes straight from the heart but it just seems that person were not able to keep it in the end due to unpredictable things? But I guess, this quote kinda' makes sense huh?

“Better a broken promise than none at all.”
-Mark Twain

Sometimes promises could keep someone alive. Or maybe realised. Or maybe also changed? A promise gives people hope, chances and beliefs. However, it's true that when a promise is broken, it hurts deeply as much as a broken love. Do you think love is a promise too? 'Cus I'm not sure myself. Love can be a promise, to always love each other but it can't be a promise too 'cus it's like an expectation from love. And that would sound like wanting something in return for loving someone. Broken promises could be avoided by not easily making promises but there are times when making promises is a must. So... if you think you can't keep a promise that you're about to make, don't ever make it.. That's why I think hard before making a promise to someone. Think about my capability and how I can really fulfill that promise. I always hate breaking promises. 'Cus I know exactly how it felt having someone breaking the promise to me. Unless you have no other choice though.

Yesterday's One Tree Hill episode is funny in the beginning but troublesome in the end. XD An unknown guy with the name Julian appeared as a producer and interested in Lucas's book but it seems he and Peyton knew each other. Hurm. XD Interesting. Jamie is soo cute when he starts flirting with Sam. And he's 5 btw. XD
Moving on... was supposed to go to school today. But... for some-private-and-confidential reason, I didn't. Trials starts on Thursday and gonna leave to Kelantan on Saturday for my uncle's wedding. *jumps* I miss my hometown. It excites me 'cus we usually didn't go back to hometown more than once in a year. So yeah. Blame the 9-hours-journey.
Yesterday, I realised me and my mom had one similarity. We can't stop spending money if we shop together. O_o; And I don't know what the hell got in me yesterday 'cus I was searching everywhere for nice clothes. So much for "I-always-hated-shopping". XD Okay, I blame Peyton Sawyer now. XD I looove her style, so kinda' find for clothes that's quite similar with hers.

I think I'm starting to like this style. :D
O_o; I don't dare to wear this, but it's pwetty (:
I've seen this accessory in the net before and I was surprised to see Peyton wearing it!!
I waaaaant! :D *starts hunting*
pics taken from:
http://onetreehillweb.net/style/index.html


She's really pretty! *__*
She wears leather jacket a lot. Maybe I should get one? ;P
Oh! And sweats too! :D Same same like me!

That's all for today. ;)
P.S. I love HIM.