Credits: I II III IV

Quotes of the moment.
"When you get tired, think back to days like this when you regretted it. Think of the days you treasure. Receive strength from it and live on."
-Shin Jihyun(49 DAYS)

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

-Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." -Tom Robbins

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
- Ida Scott Taylor

Peyton: That's what he writes. But what he says is a totally different story.
Haley: Sometimes people write the things that they can't say.

"Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

— Lucas Eugene Scott

"Don't leave, don't leave.
Lies, lies.

My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
One day, I will. ;)
Music is my soul.
Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
One biggest weakness, once truly and faithfully in love, there's no more "I'll find someone better." Love is the only way that could lead her to become a complete idiot.


Monday, January 7, 2008
Suffering but still Smiling. ;) @ 1:55 PM
Emma: I know.. TT_TT 10 hours.. My usual is supposed to be only 8 hours though.

So, today's title says it all. I'm suffering for yesterday's and today's work. The 10 hours yesterday and waking up at 10 today is.. X___x I suffered today when I was working. My back hurts a lot.. Feels like fainting. Well, the worst part is that my gastric nearly "comes again" and luckily I could endured it. >,< style="font-style: italic;">*sigh*
Plus, can't sleep peacefully with the pain at the back+arms+legs...Waaa~ It's only a week of work and these are the results?! Lene.. You can't give up now!! You can do it! You still need to survive.. for like.. 3 months. *faints*

Anyway, eventhough I'm suffering today, I was able to smile of course when I went to soompi and all of the fans were mentioning about a show, "Exploring the Human Body" (EHB) which has TVXQ and Super Junior in it! I don't know where they watched it online, but I can see that the show is really fun! YA~ I really want to watch it. Maybe not now, but I will! ;D

Is that my oppa? At the right, in the last picture??! Yea. He changed his hairsyle. And looks even hotter. XD Somehow that hairstyle reminds me of Junsu in Anycall MV. Definitely looks the same! Oppa just love to copy Junsu is it? XD

Like this.

hahaha..cute, huh?

These two are always adorable when they are together! XD Sometimes, I feel like I'm jealous with Junsu. :D

Junsu!!! I really envy you!!!! Can I become you for just a day? XP
YA~Yoochun oppa! You're so adorable! *kiss*
You gave me happiness. ;)
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Exhaustion. @ 3:01 PM
Emma: yea.. >,<>

Title for today.. Showing how.. Tired I am. Today I had to work for 10 hours. >,< __=";">,< (Now I'm good in complaining too. XD) Let me see.. Was busy making french fries. Then, one of seniors told me to clean my place. On the same time, another senior asked me to pack some fries. Then.. I was busy making fries. And then, this senior started scolding me, saying that "How many times I have to told you, this girl. Clean the place!" I answered, " I had to pack fries.." I didn't even finish my sentence she said, " Then, you want to wait for your fries to finish and then you clean is it?!" Yeap. She raised her voice. Oh yea, take a note here.. Malaysians are well known by foreigners as a really polite people. But actually, Malaysians can be really rude. It's not rude.. I don't know why, when you learn Malay language, and when you got scolded in Malay language, it really feels terrible. >,<>,<>

Seeing this beautiful image of him.. All the bad feelings just go away.
Love you... Yoochun oppa.
Saturday, January 5, 2008
My Page. @ 11:57 AM
Watched Junsu's "My Page" performance in 2nd Asia Tour 'O' in YouTube. And.. omo.. How can the cute-voice Xiah turns into someone that has a really seducing dance. XD Plus, the 'rain effect' somehow reminds me of Bi Rain though. Junsu's S-line is so much hotter than a girl's S-line.

argh!! He's damn hot when he wears that cap! At first I thought Xiah is too cute to be hot.. but~nah.. He can be hot too!! XD But~Yoochun oppa is hotter! XP

So, today.. at work. Hurm.. As usual.. Just that more people blaming me on other people's 'work'. Well, that's normal for someone new. Let's see.. Someone make little fries ready, and when I was making fries there, people complained why did I make so little fries. Okay then. Normal. Then.. People teaches me how to do something, but then, when I was doing it like how that person teaches me, other people complains I did it the wrong way. *sigh* Okay okay. Humans. We can't do anything about it, right? Humans just love to complain. See.. I'm complaining about it too. Okay. Fine. I'll just be patient for 3 months. And Akith suddenly told me that's she's not sure whether to accept if the workplace would call her. So.. I'm losing my hope to have at least a friend to work with me. TT_TT Okay, I'm complaining again. Anyway, Hani got the job in King's! ^-^ Chukai mida Hani!! ;D

Anyway, today.. I'm half good mood, half mood. SOMEONE just had to destroy my entire good mood. >__> Annoying people. *sigh* Today I went back from work while it's raining. When I was about to arrived, mom was already going to "pick me up". Luckily I arrived before she go to my work. I guess I'm feeling really 'hot' because of the headache. Ergh! Need to get some rest. Need to see my oppa!

Yoochun oppa.. Eric oppa... Hope tonight I could meet you guys and as usual.. you both gave me smile. A smile that is really my real happiness.
Only certain people could give me that. And that's why I love you both. Forever and ever. XD I'm crazy already. Gotta go sleep now.

I love his smile! XD *hugs*
Micky is staring.. jealous...XP
Friday, January 4, 2008
K.I.S.S.U. @ 1:04 PM
Emma: Emma!! XD I love your Korean name. It does sound like a Korean name. Not like mine, sounds weird and not like the usual Korean name. >,<>

How does a kiss feels like?

Kim Sam Soon: It's.......sweet-smelling.

Don't know why, I love that answer. If someone asked me that. Erm.. Not sure. I haven't had a real first kiss with someone I truly love. To me, a first kiss is really really valuable. It is considered first, when you actually kissed with someone that you love and also..that other person loves you too.
That's a first kiss. The sweetest kiss ever. Wonder who I will experience it with? XP

So.. Why am I talking about this. Well...

Xmas Date with THSK ~ Winter Love talk
Xmas with THSK ~ Winter Love Talk
(note: pink/peach words = Lene)

Q: How do you usually spend Christmas in Korea?

JJ: We'll go drinking!

YC: There are many ways of celebrating. Having a party with friends or family or going out to play

Q: In Japan, they'll spend Christmas with their other half. If it were you guys, what do you want to do with your girlfriend?

YH: I want a normal date. Going to the movies together, sipping red wine while eating.. I would like to do something like this (Yunho sounds romantic!)

JS: I would like to walk on the streets holding her hand. I also want to take photos together to keep it as a memory. (cute Junsu!! Sweet too!)

YC: Even if it's only for 5, 10 minutes, I would still want to meet up with my girlfriend…. Then I want to kiss her. (omg.. ♥♥♥Park Yoochun. I love you.*dies*)

Q: Wow~~ That was a very strong exclamation

CM: I….. (hahahaha..Changmin..unexperience kid. :) )

JS: Changmin isn't interested in these kinds of things! (ie: Dating)

CM: That's not true! I want to go to the amusement park, and then sit on the Ferris wheel together

JS: What do you want to do on the Ferris wheel?

CM: What? Just talking…. (so innocent! >,<)

YC: I want to kiss. (a kiss on a Ferris Wheel?♥ Yoochun oppa!! Do you know that is one of my wishes in life?)

JS: Stop it, you're just thinking of kissing (It's okay Junsu, Yoochun oppa is romantic as always.)

Q: (laughs)Right. You just released a single entitled [Forever Love]. Does everyone here believe in a love that's everlasting?

YH & JS: I believe! *answering immediately* (wow~never thought these two can be so confident!)

JJ: I…….. would like to believe in it

YC: I think it's very amazing. (me too oppa.. ;P)

Q: What about Changmin?

JS: Changmin isn't interested in these kinds of things!

CM: That's not true! It's a little different from what Junsu said. It isn't that I'm not interested but it's just that I've never thought of it before. Because I don't really have experience in this area (hurm... good excuse. XD)

Q: Ah~ I see. So what kind of Christmas presents do you want to prepare?

CM: I would like to give my girlfriend the same kind of flowers that we used for the photo shoot. Then what I would like my girlfriend to give me is the 'times' we spent from dawn to dusk (sweet + romantic)

YH: Oh~~ I… I would like to become a Santa Claus just for one day for the one I like. I would like to do stuff that only women do up to now, like cooking. (cute~)

JJ: Umm………. I can't think of anything just relying on my imagination!

YH: This person, is very practical, therefore, this question isn't suitable for him

JJ: OK OK. *laughs* I'll answer this question too. I want to book the whole amusement park for my girlfriend then tell her 'Just for today, the whole amusement park is yours!' (wow.. Well, he's rich, he can do that.)

YC: I want to go too! (hahaha... interrupting people's date!)

JJ: Why? *laughs*

YC: Then, I also have something I want to do. It's very cold during winter right? I would like to wear a huge jacket to cover my girlfriend *gesturing while he speaks* (T/N: He means he wants to wear a jacket large enough to cover the 2 of them then they'll be moving in unison.) I really want to do that. (omg! That's sweet+cute!)

JS: You watch too much movies! (Same as me!!! ;P)

JJ: I want to do something else too! I want to bring my girlfriend to Shibuya and tell her 'Wait for me in front of 109'. Then on the large screen, I want to play a video that I made just for her. And I'll tell her in the video 'I only have you, this fellow, in my eyes!' *screams* (is it me or this sounds like in a movie. XD)

JS: Is it okay to say 'this fellow'?

JJ: Saying these words there, I really feel very embarrassed. However, there's no difference! World peace! (T/N: He said some popular phrase used in Japanese Variety shows nowadays)

JS: I really want to change that phrase for you

Q: *laughs* So how will you spend this Christmas?

YH: Last year, we had to work in Japan. There was a very amusing incident that occurred. After we finished recording, we went to a Roppongi. Suddenly we heard someone go 'Excuse me…'

JJ: When we heard that I wanted to say 'Ah~ We're discovered?? Our popularity is on the rise!!'

CM: Then the couple said to us 'Can you please help us take a photo?' So we helped the perfect couple take a photo (hahaha.. the couple didn't even recognised them! XD)

JS: What do you want to do this Christmas?

Manager: …………

YH: We have to work this year too?! It's okay… (lol. the manager. XD)

Translated by: Sparkskey
Credits: Hkcassiopeia, CTF

Someone kill me now! No, don't kill me. Catch me! *faints*
Park Yoochun, once again you suprised me by making reasons for me to love you. (>///<) As if Yoochun oppa has read me mind. Is this..once again.. one of God's hint for me...? A hint to tell me NOT to stop loving Park Yoochun. The ultimate guy in Lene's heart right now. Oppa, do you know? I really really really love you. I want to love you. I want to meet you and fall in love with you. I want to experience a beautiful love with you. Even more beautiful than the white snow.
omg... I'm going crazy right now. Feel like crying right now.

*sigh* Bout today, went to work as usual. Ended up didn't work at the counter. I'm too nervous, I definitely can't. So, I learnt 'packing order'. What I like about that work is that, I don't have to face any customers. Yup. I don't think I'm good in communicating with people. So, I can't. Don't force me anymore. Anyway, I'm quite happy since I got along with one of my seniors that actually the same age with me. XD Yeap. She's waiting for SPM results too. Well, at least there's someone that's the same age with me and I could have conversations with her. She's kind of quiet but she's really nice. >,< style="font-weight: bold;">certain
drinks, but since I didn't know that, I gave them what they asked for. TT_TT They are so mean. I'm pretty sure they would have knew that they can't drink the drinks but then since I'm new, they make used of me. Mean people! You people is definitely those kind of people I won't ever remember after I left! Luckily, the seniors forgave me since I'm new. Plus, today hot oil splashed a little on my fingers. Stupid oil! XD My beautiful hands ruined because of the stupid oil! *gets whack*

Hurm.. I want to meet oppa in dreams tonight. I miss him.

Tohoshinki Tokyo Fanmeeting 071227

: as tagged + chepi22@soompi

Changmin's expression is priceless! Cute baby! To be honest. There's lots of Yoochun oppa pictures in this fanmeeting. And all of it almost kills me. XD I'm too selfish to share it in my blog. But~ nah~ He's my fav guy. I'll share it. But not in this post. XP Next time. Ultimate cuteness of my fav oppa. Can I hug him? Pls??

Oppa...Na, oppa choo-a.. Chongmal choo-a..

I think.. I've gotten too crazy already.

TT_TT Oppa.. Sarang hey..
Can oppa kiss me?
Oppa, my first kiss is yours. ;)
Thursday, January 3, 2008
Wedding. @ 2:38 PM
Nice song, kind of catchy. I thought it was a slow kind of song from the title. XD Saw some Korean show that has Shinhwa. Kind of like Love Letter, the different is, they all are dressed up as brides and grooms. >,< style="color: rgb(102, 102, 204);">Eric looks so so handsome with the outfit.

Oh yea. Found this is friendster. Make your own Korean name.

1. Surname : Korean surname is the
last number in your year of birth.
- 0: Park
- 1: Kim
- 2: Shin
- 3: Choi
- 4: Song
- 5: Kang
- 6: Han
- 7: Lee
- 8: Sung
- 9: Jung

II. Middle name : is your month of
birth .
- 1: Yong
- 2: Ji
- 3: Jae
- 4: Hye
- 5: Dong
- 6: Sang
- 7: Ha
- 8: Hyo
- 9: Soo
- 10: Eun
- 11: Hyun
- 12: Rae

III. Name : is your date of birth .
- 1: Hwa
- 2: Woo
- 3: Joon
- 4: Hee
- 5: Kyo
- 6: Kyung
- 7: Wook
- 8: Jin
- 9: Jae
- 10: Hoon
- 11: Ra
- 12: Bin
- 13: Sun
- 14: Ri
- 15: Soo
- 16: Rim
- 17: Ah
- 18: Ae
- 19: Neul
- 20: Mun
- 21: In
- 22: Mi
- 23: Ki
- 24: Sang
- 25: Byung
- 26: Seok
- 27: Gun
- 28: Yoo
- 29: Sup
- 30: Won
- 31: Sub

From the results I've seen, all came out with weird names. XD Even mine are weird.

Park Dong Mun.

But~ you realised something? Yup. It's related. XD I'm kind of proud with that name anyway.

Park Yoo-Chun
Dong Bang Shin Ki
Mun Jung-Hyuk

Hahaha.. Yeap. The middle is my idols and the first and last name is my fav guys. Love them! ♥♥♥*proud+happy* Maybe God is giving me some hints again. ;D

Ya~today.. I didn't go to work! XD No lar.. Just got holiday. >,< style="font-style: italic;">*faints*
I'm all ready for the challenges. One wish only. I don't want to work at counter, pls? TT_TT I'm horrible in facing customers. It's so scary. I always had the scary feeling I'll make mistakes. >,< style="font-style: italic;">*dies* pls kill me! I'd rather clean the toilet or do any cleaning than taking the counter. I don't want!! But~I still have the bad feeling that I have to. :( Yoochun oppa~ Eric oppa~ Save me!!

urm.. >,<>

^^; sorry Lene...

TT_TT oppa...
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Snow White. @ 6:40 AM
Recently I'm addicted to K-dramas. And also their OSTs. And I totally love "Que Sera Sera" and "Snow White/Taste Sweet Love" OSTs. Everytime I listened to it, those moments in the dramas came up in my mind. And "Snow White" OST gaves me some kind of 'energy' though. Hurm.. Let me see.. Maybe because it reminds me of Ma Young-Hee, the main female. She's strong, determined in whatever she does. Her work, her love life. I really want to be like her. Oh yea~ and this drama is also about the main male younger than the main female. Except that, the main female is in love with the main male's brother. >,<


Ma Young-Hee (Kim Jung Hwa) has been in love with her best friend Han Jin-Woo (Yeon Jung Hoon) since the first time they met in high school. Han Jin-Woo, on the other hand, does not see Ma Young-Hee's love for him and blindly goes out with other girls in front of Ma Young-Hee. On a trip to Japan, Young-Hee meets a young man on the street who takes her back to his apartment since she is drunk. Young-Hee accuses this man of raping her even though he didn't, but before she can rightfully press charges, he runs away as the government officials of Japan chase him down for an expired visa. Upon returning to Korea, Jin-Woo stops by her apartment and introduces his younger brother, Han Sun-Woo (Lee Wan) who just happens to be the young man she met in Japan. Jin-Woo asks if Sun-woo may stay at her place, and Young-hee accepts out of love for Jin-Woo. The story unfolds as a sudden high school classmate of Young-Hee, Jang Hee-Won, (Oh Seung Hyun), begins to court Jin-Woo.

Kim Jung Hwa as Ma Young-Hee

A happy-go-lucky girl. She's really strong, she was really good in sports in her school. She likes Jin-Woo since at school. >,< style="text-decoration: underline;">beware! You will regret what you have just said. She's so so much prettier in real life. And of course, she'll become pretty in this drama in the end.

Lee Wan as Han Sun-Woo

Stubborn, kind of childish sometimes, caring, did good things without anyone knowing. He's really good in playing piano since his mom is a pianist.(he looks so damn sweet when he plays the piano!) And he composed ringtones. (that's why I love his character! note: Lene loves composers & pianist.) He loves his brother. He also can be a really good and caring brother from the way he treats Nako. Always confident in whatever he did. XD Damn, the more I think about his character, the more attractive he is. Anyway, girls, beware, he's a hottie! ;D

Yeon Jung Hoon as Han Jin-Woo

Works as a news reporter. To be honest, this guy is really really REALLY sweet! Ever since Young-Hee saved him in school, he treated her as his bestest friend. >,< style="text-align: right;">Oh Seung Hyun as Jang Hee-Won

She works in the same company with Jin-Woo. Started using lots of 'tricks' to get Jin-Woo's attention. XD I think she's one of the funny things in this drama. The various ways she tried to make Jin-Woo likes her is really funny. She's from the same school with Young-Hee too, except that she was ugly and she did a plastic surgery and wa-lah~. She's annoying though but sometimes her character makes Jin-Woo thinks she's really cute. XD I guess..Jin-Woo's taste is kind of different from any other guy.

Jo Yoon Hee as Tsukihara Nako

An orphan Japanese girl that's so in love with Sun-Woo. I guess it's because Sun-Woo once saved her life and always takes care of her. (who won't fall in love?!) She went to Korea to meet Sun-Woo and she's kind of adorable girl and sweet too. It's because she is lonely and she doesn't have any friends, that's why everyone felt so sorry for her. She even wants Young-Hee to be her sister.

I love~~~this picture! XD

Poor Sun-Woo.. >,< style="font-style: italic;">*grab Sun-Woo & runs away* XD

omg! i love love love love this picture!!! ♥♥Cute,huh?

So.. whoever that has watched the drama. Which one you prefer?

Young-Hee with Jin-Woo (the elder brother/hyung)


Young-Hee with Sun-Woo (younger brother/dongseng)

Haik. I choose... Sun-Woo!!! XD I love his character!

Anyway, bout today, at work..I was so busy working that I didn't realised it has passed 7. >,<>,< But then, I wasn't scared much since I listened to music and so music 'stays' by my side. XD If only music can become my boyfriend.. I love music so much and whoever that really understands me will only know how much I love music. No wonder I can easily fall for singers. ;P

Anyway, VOTE~

Best Couple for Snow White ;D
Which suits the best with Young-Hee?


Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Brand New. Year. @ 3:38 PM
It's supposed to be "Brand New" only. But since it's like 10 more minutes to the end of 2007, I add it up. I love that song though, no wait.. what I love the most about the song is the dance. Saw some clips of Shinhwa's fans dancing with the song, damn cool! I wished I could dance too!

A wish list for 2008

1. Able to play piano & starts composing.
2. Able to speak & write Korean alittle.
3. Able to rap some Shinhwa's songs.
4. Able to sang+memorized some of nearly all TVXQ songs.
5. Able to go form 6. (can't believe I'm hoping for this.)
6. Able to buy TVXQ & Shinhwa's stuffs.
7. Able to buy fav K-dramas original DVDs.
8. Able to buy other fav things.
9. Able to have a 'jjang' body. XP
10. Able to fall-in-love?
10. Able to study hard to achieve my dreams.
11. Able to go TVXQ concert.
12. LAstly, importantly, able to joined SM Entertainment one day.

A to-do list for 2008

1. Study music.
2. Learn playing piano.
3. Study Korean language.
4. Buy TVXQ+Shinhwa stuffs.
5. Buy K-dramas+K-movies DVDs.
6. NOT to fall-in-love.
7. Concentrate on dreams.
8. Go to TVXQ concert.

Haik. XD It's new year already. I was thinking so much for the list, didn't realised time passed so quickly. Can't see the fireworks much, as usual. =___=; My house is like surrounded by tall buildings. ^^; Well, at least my beloved daddy bought each for me & my sisters, ice-creams! <3 Lene's fav food!

>,<; First day of work is definitely tiring. But~I'm still satisfied since I didn't get any scoldings, and for the first time I had a good "Thanks" from the manager. A guy, a really kind one. He even talks really politely, not like some other guys. Eventhough, he does has a fierce face. He told me to clean the floor, wipe the tables.. I think I'd rather work at the lobby for the whole 3 months. XD It's not really complicated and it's the only thing that's I'm really good at. Well, other than cooking the french fries. Today the customers is kind of alot, I realised it when I kept going to the freezer and get new packs of french fries. I'm starting to love the freezer after I realised my mouth would came out "smoke" when I opened it. Like..you know, when you're at a cold country, eg. Korea.. When they talked, the "smoke" came out from their mouth. XD I just love that. And I did have a little fun in the freezer. >,< But, of course, I was freezing though.

YA~ It's already 1 am. I need to get more sleep now, or I'll get even more tired tomorrow. And will become lazy to wake up. XD

Oh yea~ guess what, after the fireworks stopped, it started raining all the sudden. >,< style="font-style: italic;">heeheehee.
. I always had this feeling "whatever happens, it happens for a reason." "Every single thing in this world has its own meaning." Lene's weird thinking, yeap.
If only there's a guy that would understand my weird thoughts.

Well, to me..for now.. There's are only 3 people. My daddy.



Park Yoochun


Mun Jung Hyuk

I love these guys.