Credits: I II III IV

Quotes of the moment.
"When you get tired, think back to days like this when you regretted it. Think of the days you treasure. Receive strength from it and live on."
-Shin Jihyun(49 DAYS)

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

-Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." -Tom Robbins

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
- Ida Scott Taylor

Peyton: That's what he writes. But what he says is a totally different story.
Haley: Sometimes people write the things that they can't say.

"Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

— Lucas Eugene Scott

"Don't leave, don't leave.
Lies, lies.

My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
One day, I will. ;)
Music is my soul.
Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
One biggest weakness, once truly and faithfully in love, there's no more "I'll find someone better." Love is the only way that could lead her to become a complete idiot.


Sunday, June 29, 2008
Family Day. @ 1:09 PM
Translated to Malay is 'Hari Keluarga'.
('day' is 'hari' and 'family' is 'keluarga')

It's kind of weird why they called it as "Family Day" that day. I mean.. well, not many people bring their family or anything, or there's an activity for families. But, I guess I can conclude the 'family' they are trying to show is, people in SMK Bukit Bintang is one big family. Yea~something like that I guess. I had to take care of the "Jumble Sale" with Hani. But we were separated to different "stall".. maybe section.. whatever.. She has to sell the books and I have to sell the soft toys. XD Yea, it suits me. And the soft toys are sooo cute and cheap! Felt like taking everything back home. But, I only bought a cute-skunk-toy. And 'took' a dolphin toy. No, I didn't steal it. The student that was selling the stuff beside me said I can take it, so I took it. ^-^ They sold off the soft toys, but I left before it was sold off cus' me & Hani went for a walk. XD Yea~curi tulang... Plus, there was a problem that day. I had misunderstands someone and did the wrong thing. Stupid. Yeap. I was the one that's so stupid to believe someone else. I felt like I don't want to trust anyone. Stupid. I cried again. Isn't there any moment where I won't cry? I thought I'll never cry in that school, but I did. *sigh* So stupid of me. Still not good in controlling my emotions. >_< Oppa, I'm useless in this. But~luckily, my mood is bad to OK cus' me & Hani get to go for the Family Day Concert that has fews of indie singers. I don't even know any of them except O@G. I was excited because I loove their songs since last time. And, to get to meet them this easily, I shouldn't let off this opportunity just like that! And omg~I didn't regret I went to that concert. The results?

I get to take picture with Radhi, the vocalist of O@G!!!
Me & Hani so lucky, right? ;D

and also with other CUTE members of O@G! <3
from left: Eric the bassist, Hani, Fizul the guitarist & me!

kyaa~and during their performance me and Hani was so close.. like touching the stage already! Seeing the singer that I like performing so close, my heart beats like crazy!! Thank you O@G for making me happy like this. It was the greatest experience..! The first singer that I like that I could see so close for the first time is O@G. ;) Radhi was so friendly, Eric is sooo cute+shy and Fizul is soo funny! XD I didn't realised he make weird face, until I saw that picture. Too bad that I didn't get to take picture of the group altogether. >_< I recorded the performance! And guess what? There was this time that Radhi was singing, he came sooo close to the camera!! To MY camera~! Gah~~ I went crazy! And Hani went crazy!! It was a craaazy experience. We went mad after that! XD

The conclusion of that concert is that, I went crazy because of a singer that I looove their songs.. and I tried to imagine myself meeting TVXQ. especially Micky.. Wonder what will happen..?

Xiah Junsu has a cute smile but is damn HOT when he's serious.
Yeap..I'm serious.
Friday, June 27, 2008
Carwash. @ 2:34 PM
^-^ I miss Shark Tale! Listening to this song reminds me of the fishes & other aquatic animals, washing "cars" a.k.a. whales. XD

Anyway, that's to show what I did. Carwashing again with the upper six. Well, at least today we have MORE cars! ;D And more help.. I think. At least we didn't broke anything. >_<; But, we got really wet today. Well, I think I did got wet, thanks to the Mr Presiden, Lee Kong Yew. (no fair! his name sounds Korean!) He started the splashing-attack first. Well, I keep telling everyone, he's no good in splashing the water to the car cus' he'll end up making someone wet. And it's true! Everytime he's the one slplashing the car with water, someone would end up getting wet. I'm one of the victim. AND!!! He broke my pail!! T-T I was afraid mom would scold me, luckily she didn't. How did he break it? By kicking it after everyone was trying to splash the water to him. XD Yea~ He didn't hurt his leg though. O_o; That is one strong leg. And after the carwash, went to mamak to get some food. The funny thing bout this is that me & Hani was soooooo worried about the price cus' we didn't have enough money. Well..not much. And it turns out we had to pay for a really low price that we never had thought. hahaha.. Both of us so pabo~! Anyway, to get there, me, Hani, Pei Fen, Menaga Kong Yew, Kavi & Siva walked. Yup~Not far away lar.. And we even spare the time to play in the playground. Here..

Yeap. I took this picture of these FORM 6 students.
They are (from left) Kong Yew, Hani & Kavi.
And yeap~they are 19, 18 & 18 years old.
(but..you can assume them as 9, 8 & 8 years old.) XD

hahaha.. But~we had fun that day. That's what important.

I'm still wondering.. what kind of person Changmin is?
He's cute, sweet..but sometimes evil, or scary but also can be nice.
Too many in one. ^-^ I still can't understand him.
But, he's still CUTE. ;D
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Feel The Vibes. @ 2:10 PM
I NEED to buy this album! So that LEAD albums that I have are complete! Plus, as usual, LEAD's songs are awsome and this album has definitely cool songs..as usual.. it's LEAD's style. AND~~~ This made me even more excited, Shinya sang aLOT more than usual. Well, for those who are LEAD fans knows that Shinya usually raps a lot.. But~he has a really cute voice!! I'm happy he sang a lot in this album! <3 style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">Obviously he's trying to attract me back! ;P and..i nearly fall for it.

I want the CD!! It's so cool and pretty! And it's GREEN!!!

They look so cool and matured~! Damn HOT! XD Can't believe I'm saying LEAD is HOT now. Look at Akira & Keita..don't even look like the "babies" in the group anymore. All grown-up! XD And their voices has improved. I'm amazed.Though I love listening to Shinya's singing, I'm glad he still raps cus' what I love about him the most is his rapping skills. ;D

Okay.. Today at school. So, I brought the big-red-pail to school and the students were looking at me like I'm.. I don't know. Something like.."What the hell is she doing, bringing that big pail to school?" It's for the CARWASH okay! I admit lar, when they said I so semangat.. But who cares.. They should thanked me and Pei Fen. ;D Why? Plus us two with the president, there's only 3 pails! See.. What happens if there's only one pail? How the hell are you going to wash the cars?! And what makes me a little angry is that, some of them did bring clothes to change, but didn't bring the cloth to wipe the car. I don't know lar what to say anymore.. But, Hani, I forgive you. XD But then, nevermind.. we did have a lot of fun today. ^-^ Washing the cars and very kecoh lar.. Plus the rain sometimes starts again and then stopped again, don't know what's wrong with the weather! But~we accidentally broke the..how to describe..that thingy on the window.. Well, the teacher, Mrs. Lee is the counselling teacher, and she's really nice, she forgives us and even gave RM10. (The charge for the carwash is supposed to be RM5 only) She said it's okay.. at least she knows that we are honest and felt bad about it. That's enough already. O_o; Yea..I know.. Such a kind person like Mrs. Lee is too rare to find now. Then, we played water balloons, but there's only few, not very fun like during orientation. Anyway, we took a picture of..

our feet! ;D
(note: the dirty one with mud is Hani's. XD
next to the right is mine..then..Kavi, Franklin, Siva, Kong Yew, Shalomie, Pei Fen, Menaga)

XD We had FUN~! We always do I guess. XD Just that the only senior having fun with us is the president. I guess he's the friendly type and could hang out just with anyone.
Anyway, today he's also in! XP And.. there's so many moments when he was in front of me. I'm a little nervous but not gonna show it of course. XD He's so so so cute!! I love his smile! Sadly, he doesn't talk to me much, but talks more to my friends. Haih.. so sad. Hani even said.. "I think he's scared of you lar.." Haih.. Am I that scary meh? Tried to talk to him sometimes, but he's kind of.. I don't know lar.. scared? Maybe.. XD

ah? What am I talking about? Nothing.. hahahaha.. Another crush? Maybe.. yea.. Ala.. Just a crush..Normal lar for a girl like me.. Just that.. I'll make sure this one won't realised my feelings for him. How can he know lar? He's not even interested in talking to me, how would he end up reading this blog or who lar..in the school so rajin want to read this blog. XD

ooops.. Talking bout this..here..

M: so..Lene had a crush on someone again.. Why can't I be beside her?!
Awwww.. Yoochun oppa.. *hugs* He's just a crush. You..are more than anything. You are what they call.. a soulmate to me. ;)
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Step by Step. @ 2:09 PM
Step by step... ~

I looooove this song. You might ask me back, which singer? Yea~cus' there's like 3 group singers that I knew that sings this song, I mean, same title but different songs. LEAD(Japanese), Tohoshinki(Japanese), Battle(Korean). I loove all that songs! I first listened to LEAD's one and then, Tohoshinki came out with the same title, a really nice song too, and now I found out a Korean group sang a song with the same title, and as expected, a really great song too! Eventhough I don't even know who they are(heard about them before but just don't care much.. XD), but yea..they gave me a good impression the first time I saw them in 'Step By Step' MV. I looove the dancing so much! The dance steps with the music suits together! I just love the part when they sang, "something..crazy" and they did this 'crazy' finger-spinning-near-head.. you know..the one when you wanted to 'show' that someone is mad/crazy. XD The dance is awsome, just that the way all of them dressed..O_o; weird a little I think. A really unique style. All of them wore an obvious-different clothes. I mean, the clothes are so different that you can know which guy is which. Got what I mean? Anyway, I really want to learn their dancing, cute+cool in the same time! XD Oh yea, one more fact bout these guys. They were formed through the Arirang aired show, 'Let's Cokeplay Battle - Shinhwa!' The show is similar to America's 'American Idol,' except Shinhwa style! So.. they are like Shinhwa's juniors or students or anything lar~ XD

Yea... You know now what I mean by

But then, they are still cute lar.. XD To me, all Korean guys artists are cute

and HOT. But can never beat Micky lar...
oh yea, you can watch the MV here: Step By Step by Battle

aaaaww.. Now that I mentioned Shinhwa after them, I miss Shinhwa so much~!!!

aaaww..Eventhough I just started only to become a fan
of them, I already miss them soo much! You guys are awsome!;D
(Eric, Dongwan & Minwoo is going to military this year)

Okay..bout me today.. Well.. Not much I guess..oh yea! Today, Economics are like mad~~! @_@ My head started spinning already. Don't know why, I got stuck at one topic, and the ones after that, I can't concentrate at all cus' I was busy trying to understand the first one. Really confusing~! I need a revision book ..like NOW! Oh! And during MUET, we were doing the speaking individual and group thingy again.. and...yea~I don't know what's wrong with my brain today.. I can't use it much . O_o; That's weird though cus' it was 'functioning' well during Accounts. I need to get enough SLEEP! XD But, I realised I OVER-slept everyday. =__=; *bangs head to the wall* Tomorrow we have to bring pail and cloth..for what? CARWASH! Yeap.. that's what the president of Form 6 Society, Lee Kong Yew told us just now. Mom was saying, "Why there's so many activities for form 6 ah?" I don't know lar mom..

Don't you think Jaejoong can look too innocent sometimes?

okay.. this one is not JUST innocent.. too much cute-ness that can make a person like me..... *melts* how can a person could become so damn cute!
ONLY Micky Yoochun I guess.. ;)
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Sky High. @ 1:27 PM
"take my hand now
I'll let you lead the way for now
if you believe in me

take my hand now
I'm out of the strength to fight alone
can you believe in me? "

(Song, lyrics, arrangement, guitar, and all vocals by aozorafantasii.)

This is my most fav song made by Aozorafantasii. I looove her! She's really awsome! This song sounds like it's from a Japanese anime or something. And she even made the MV for song and it looks as if it's a REAL MV from a singer that is well-known already. She's good.
Watch the video here:
Sky High by Aozorafantasii

So.. At school today was 'HARI KOPERASI'. They were babbling all about.. I'm not sure what.. XD Was damn sleepy, trying to get some sleep but Riba, my classmate keep disturbing. XD Aiyo~she's really funny and cute lar..! She has this sweet-kind-of-smile! Damn cute! O_o; And she's like so thin..thinner than Athirah. I think she told us her weight is like.. below 40 kg. >,< style="font-style: italic;">lar..

Oh yea, did I mention we had a new member in the family? I have a new cousin!!! ^-^ A cute baby girl~!

Teyun Carelin Xia-Lly
Aaaawww...look at the eyes!! So cute!!
(note:Actually the name is not confirmed yet. XD)

She is the 2nd child, sister of Darren. XD The cute dorky boy!

Teyun Darren Xian-Ming
Yea.. XD I know! Adorable huh? I wanna hug him!
But he'll get annoyed!
(note: I took this picture and I'm proud of it! XD)

So.. yeap.. The name is actually not confirmed yet.. Don't know why the father is taking a really long time to pick a good name. XD Maybe he's too excited. At first they were trying to think a name that's close with 'Darren'.. So..weird names came out.Then, 'Daisy', 'Doralin'(Doraemon's sister! XD), 'Diana'..too many.
My mom came out with 'Doreen'.. She said 'Doreen' and 'Darren' sounds nice together! ^-^; Before that, my uncle wanted it as 'Dessy'.. I don't know how it ended up as 'Carelin'. XD Btw, realised how Darren's chinese name sounded like 'Xiah and Changmin' combined? XD

Xian-Ming = Xiah-Changmin

XD I know.. Kind of coincidence.

That's all for today. I have to do my homework now. XD Yea~I know.. What to do lar.. I'm now..STILL.. a budak sekolah.. ;)

Okay..who thinks U-Know Yunho is one HOT+matured-looking kind of guy ..
hands...UP!! *waves like crazy*
Pluuuus... he loves children. ;D

OF COURSE lar I still love you Yoochun oppa.. ONLY you.Don't worry... ;)
Monday, June 23, 2008
Replay, Replay, Replay @ 7:03 AM
Emma: hey hey.. it's not blogdrive that's crazy, it's me.. XD I updated late for the date I wanted to, that's why blogdrive send you the email. XD I did the date that I want to but not on that date. Er..you got what I mean? XD Kind of confusing.. Hahaha.. but thanks for the birthday wish! Really appreciate it! Thanks for still visiting my blog! ^-^

At first when Hani introduced me this song originally sang by a new SM Entertainment group, SHINEE. The song title is 'Replay, Noona, you are so pretty." Nice song, but I wasn't into it at first. Until.. I heard Lisa's cover for the song. She turn the Korean song into an English songs and the lyrics are written by herself! How talented is that?! She is also known as aozorafantasii. She really really have a great voice! I love her voice so much!!! And mostly, she sang Japanese songs, I heard the Japanese songs that she sang, and her Japanese is damn good!! I tell you, she's gonna be successful in singing. Plus, she plays guitar and she reminds me more of YUI. ;D
Here's her myspace
(She approved me as her friend in myspace already! YEAY~)

I'm watching more of her videos. And she sang Jay Chou's song, 'Qi Li Xiang'. Damn! I love this girl's voice! She's from China, but grew up in US and she learned Japanese. So, she's good in English, Chinese and Japanese! And she has a really nice voice! I envy her!!!

I felt a little bad for SHINEE since I only love this song after hearing Lisa's version. XD Hahaha.. Actually SHINEE's version is not so bad too, cus' the dance are awsome! And the only that was crazy bout them was Hani.. XD She was saying bout one of the member, Jong Hyun..is her new boyfriend. Me? I couldn't recognize which one is which at first, but then I know which one that attracts me. XP Here's their pictures.

aaaaawww... so these are TVXQ's new juniors. I bet they respect TVXQ so much! Wonder how TVXQ gonna say bout them. So.. my fav is the last guy. Same age! XD His name is CHOI MIN-HO. A really cute guy! He has a sweet smile and beautiful eyes+lips. ;D

haha.. cute. But, Micky ah~ don't worry. I still love you. Forever. ;)

Anyway, recently at school, there was a teacher's retirement. His name is Mr. Agis. (I think that's how they spelled it. XP) This is the first time I see how important it is when a teacher retires. Cus' in my school, everytime a teacher retires, it will only be the same. Some performances, giving the teacher presents and some other things. Somehow.. In SMK Bukit Bintang, there's something different. Everyone worked really hard, (eventhough it's last-minute.. XD) But.. I don't know how to describe it. The touching part was during the video made by the students. It was to remember him as a discipline teacher. It's funny but somehow touching in some ways. I bet if our school did that for the teacher that I know, I might end up crying in the end already. XD I wonder what the teacher was thinking when he watched that video. Haih.. All the sudden '
3月9日' by Remioromen came up in my mind. I miss that song!! Oh yea, don't forget to mention what I did for that day. For the first time in history, I, Wee Vian Sherlene performed on stage without having all the fears that was in my thoughts all these years I have lived. (Wow..that's long.. XD) The people who knew me would have known that I have this phobia performing on stage. That's why when I wanted to get involved in music, I'll say that I want to be a music composer rather than a singer, dancer or anything that needs to perform on stage. XD I had this thoughts that a music composer only "stays behind." But then, that day, 20th June 2007.. I performed a Bollywood dance. XD I know kind of hilarious that I performed for the first time and it's a Bollywood dance. But, I actually glad that I performed it. Because.. Indian dance is..all about freedom and fun. It has made dance become something that we enjoyed rather than having pressure trying to remember the steps. When you love the music, you'll love the steps and in the end you'll remember it eventually and performed perfectly. ^-^ Let me see.. the songs that I performed for is.

Ni Nachle by Imran Khan feat. Lucky
2.Mahive from the movie Kal Ho Na Ho
3.Kuch Kuch Hota Hai from the movie Kuch Kuch Hota Hai (my fav!!!! <333)
4.Randaka from the movie Anniyan
(thanks to Shalomie for the info. ;D)

Picture~~~ XD not much. I really want to watch how I performed, but not sure whether anyone recorded it. >,<

Tabitha, Rebecca, Shalomie, (omg i forgot her name! O_O;), Hani

with my partner for Mahive & Randaka.
omg.. XD my expression is terrible! Damn wrong timing!

omg.. I look like a monster! XD messy hair!
Hani still look cute after all the sweat!

It was a GREAT experience! Thanks to everyone! I had fun!! ;D Eventhough no one cheered for us in the second song. XD Yea.. It was total silent after we performed. No one clapped. It's okay lar.. At least we had fun on stage and had tried our best. ^-^ It's okay. I bet Yoochun oppa had that kind of experience before too, right? Anyone would. ;D

I'm listening to songs composed by Aozorafantasii and it's in Japanese! She's damn good!Whoever would like to listen just search in YouTube or download her songs or found out bout her, here:

I can bet you, the first time you hear the songs she made, you will think it's from a Japanese singer that is well-known already. She's really talented. And I recommend 'SKY HIGH'. It's a beautiful song. I envy her!!

this is her blog. But~it's in Japanese. I can't read.. >,< But, she's really like Japanese already now. Damn kakoii~!

Wanna hear her singing? Just listen here! (I'm totally promoting her right now! XD) Everyone, whoever that's a fan of hers, let's make people realised her talent!

Aozorafantasii, GANBATTE kudasai!!! AJA AJA HWAITING!;D

Okay.. it's now for my BABY~~ XP
First thing, Tohoshinki's new single, 23rd single,
どうして君を好きになってしまった- だろう?/
Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou?
(Why Did I Fall In Love With You?)

What I can say bout this new single, the song is omg.. TOUCHING. The first time I heard it, while reading the translation, tears coming out of my eyes! Seriously.. The music.. The melody.. The meaning of the songs. Seriously I'm saying, if you're not a fan of Tohoshinki, but if you're a music lover especially Japanese song, this song is just too beautiful from my opinion. I'm saying this not because I'm a fan of Tohoshinki but as a music lover, this song is really really meaningful. Of all the songs by Tohoshinki produced this year, I'll rate this one as number one. Yeap. It IS. I just loove the chorus when they sang, "Doooouuuuuuushite.." That part is beautiful and sad in the same time. Omg! Micky, I cried!!! Seriously, if I listen to this thinking bout Micky, I'll cried even more!
Yoochun, I love you damn so much~! My love to you is priceless. ;)

Micky, why do I love you?
Because it's YOU. ;)
Thursday, June 5, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. MICKY Yoochun<3 @ 1:32 PM
My jagiya's birthday! ;P His fans gonna get annoyed reading my blog. hurm.. but.. who cares. I still want to call Park Yoo-chun, jagiya jagiya jagiya!!^-^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY jagiya! I love you jagiya!Okay, I'm starting to embarassed myself. Micky, pls don't read this post if you EVER/ACCIDENTALLY got in this site. XD It's embarassing.

Anyway, it's his birthday today. And I haven't been creative for a long time. So, it's not that pretty, but it's definitely special. Specially for Micky. ;)

*blushes* Extremely cute+adorable pictures of him. (below) hurm.. That means Micky still have to read this post so that he can see the messages I gave him for his birthday. ^^; But~sorry Micky! Didn't get you a present. Wished I could send something to you as a fan. A BIG fan. ;D

Anyway, found these totally cute pictures of him in soompi.

Big Smile

So..he ends up like 'that'? XD I know! He's still the same! It's so obvious!His teeth.. the bunny teeth.. XD The lips.. the upper-smaller-than-lower-lips.. XD omg.. He's such an adorable kid. Not only him, his brother Ricky/Yoo-hwan. ^^ Yea. Only two of them, no wonder he loves his brother so much. They only have each other as siblings. Haih~ they are two beautiful sons. And even the mother is pretty. I bet she's really proud with these two sons. Especially Micky as the first son. XD That makes she loves him so much, so..whoever that's gonna be his wife, got to be READY. Like Me! XP

*in love* I know.. Park Yoo-chun is such a..





omg.. the last picture. *falls in love again* Love is the most beautiful thing. Especially the love I felt for you, Micky Yoo-chun. ;)