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Quotes of the moment.
"When you get tired, think back to days like this when you regretted it. Think of the days you treasure. Receive strength from it and live on."
-Shin Jihyun(49 DAYS)

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

-Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." -Tom Robbins

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
- Ida Scott Taylor

Peyton: That's what he writes. But what he says is a totally different story.
Haley: Sometimes people write the things that they can't say.

"Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

— Lucas Eugene Scott
Music♪

IN HEAVEN BY JYJ
"Don't leave, don't leave.
Lies, lies.
Saranghae,saranghae."
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My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
One day, I will. ;)
Music is my soul.
Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
One biggest weakness, once truly and faithfully in love, there's no more "I'll find someone better." Love is the only way that could lead her to become a complete idiot.


SPEAK NOW.♥

Friday, July 31, 2009
F.A.M.I.L.Y. P.I.C.T.U.R.E. (: @ 7:45 PM
Pictures are captured moments.
Even though one picture might be considered not perfect just because, one of the people accidentally close their eyes, or maybe looking somewhere, or not smiling... but yet, the picture that was considered, "ruined" is actually a proof that shows that, that moment
DID happened. Every minute, every second that happens in our lives is important and if only humans could have an unlimited "box" in their brain, just to keep all the moments in their lives, I'm very sure no moments could be forgotten. Of course, the happy ones...for the sad ones, it might be kept only as a lesson for us in the future. ;)
And I tell you, pictures with your loved ones, especially your family, should always be unlimited.

At last, my family had an official family picture after for so long. :D
(That explains why we took a long time to take a perfect picture. click to enlarge.)

and my favourite picture is of course the candid one. ;P Why is it candid? Cus' it's really hard for the cameragirl to make my dad smile and when he did, she said, "Hah! Macam tu lar senyum!!" And the picture turn out like this...

Hee. I love my family. (:

And the picture that was chosen to be framed at home goes to...

Everyone is smiling! YAY! :D Success!
Yes, it's photoshopped. ;P Noticed my clean & clear face?
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
It's always there. @ 4:19 PM
Dear Molly,
this is gonna sound a little strange but I'd like you to paint over my old closet door. The thing is there is never a time when you will be more honest, and your convictions will be stronger, and your motives will be more pure than they are right now. Which means you should chase whatever excites you. Be confident, and take risks, and paint over my words so you can start writing your own. My story may have inspired you, but I'm certain your story will inspire the next girl to live in our room. I want you to know you don't need somebody to write about you in order for your life to mean something. You can write about yourself... make your own destiny. Then years from now the next girl will keep what you write on that door long enough to remind you how inspired your life is. And you can tell that girl to paint over the door because you realize the words you wrote, the friends you had, the urgency you felt will always be there under the paint. The love you professed will always be there, the spark of something undeniable, a seed of hope, the truth for better or for worse burning fiercely just below the surface.
Love,
Peyton Sawyer.

Another inspirational quote from One Tree Hill. Gosh, I'll never get bored with the series. I need to meet Peyton Sawyer for an advice. And ask her, "Peyton, if you're in my situation, what will you do?" Yeah. I kept giving people advices that I nearly forgotten I, myself need one. But, wait, I never listened to advices. -_-; Blame the Taurus nature characteristic, s.t.u.b.b.o.r.n-like-a-bull.
Didn't go school today for.. I'm-not-sure-what's-the-reason-is. ;P In less than three months I would be sitting for an important exam which will qualifies me to a university. Recently, I realised I love studying and preferred to study than work. O_o; Amazing right? And also, I can't live a day without blogging or writing out on a book about how I'm feeling or whatever words that's inside my head O_o; Should I write a book or something? Nah, not good enough. Unless I'm Mark Schwahn's or Mitch Albom's student. X) I've already set my mind what would happen when 2009 ends, the decisions that would be made. What's left is the results from it and I'm not sure whether things would happen the way I think it would be or not. But yeah, we'll never know. Whatever it is.. a promise is a promise. I'll keep mine and you'll keep yours. That's where the trust rebuilds. But if it's broken, you'll not only break my heart, but will also make my future suffers with the pain from the history added up with the pain from you.

Anyway... I'm stepping down tomorrow with my 3 lesbos, Hani, Pei Fen & Menaga. ;P Time sure passed so fast. We've faced tons of problems in that library and hated to be in the library but yeah...as time goes by, all of us are starting to love it and felt that we're gonna be missing it. Humans' feelings are amazing right? (: It changes cus' of the power of the heart.
That's all for today. Byeee~! I'm gonna be alright, I guess. ;)
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Think again @ 8:00 PM
I've been hearing people saying, "People will never change." -_-; I was like... wtf? I think people who said that will only be the ones who are closed minded or maybe... blind? Things changed around us. People changed too. How can you said people will never change? I believed and always will believe that people do change. Why? Think it like this, from the day you were born. Wait, from the day each one of us in this world were born, you already start changing right? Cus' the day we were born, each one of us are actually the same. We were born with a pure and innocent heart. After that only, things started to change, and we do change. Humans are funny you know? Cus' they always said they don't like something that actually reflects themselves. It's like saying, "I don't like that person's attitude that actually is the same with mine." ;)
Come on, they'll change. You and they, themselves have to wait and see. If they do, sincerely, wants to change, give them a chance cus' you're actually giving yourself a chance too. ;) Don't ask why, it's like karma.

Anyway... The "comet" that Lucas Scott saw which changes his life. (: Yeah, it's Peyton Sawyer's car, 1963 Comet Mercury. He fixed it.
(The car's year freaks me out. Cus' of the number '3' & '6' which always relates with my life. A coincidence? I guess.)


I like the word "Comet" written at the side. (:
Monday, July 27, 2009
Tribute to Yasmin Ahmad @ 7:00 PM
Saturday night, we had lost such a talented person that had actually made our country proud with her work. Tribute to this wonderful lady that touches my heart with the movies and tv commercials that she made.

Yasmin Ahmad
July 1, 1958 - July 25, 2009
Film director, film writer, scriptwriter
Movies: Rabun, Sepet, Gubra, Mukhsin, Muallaf, Talentime

The movies she made, I can tell this, truthfully, every one of it has a really deep meaning. It actually reflects the reality of this world and teaches lessons to the audiences. Come on, to be honest, I don't think there are many directors that could produce a movie as good as Yasmin Ahmad's in Malaysia. Seriously, I absolutely agreed that she actually had made our country proud but it's really sad that not many could realised it. I went to Yasmin's blog, and she did mentioned about how people from other countries loved her movies. It's really a shame that her work doesn't receive the appreciation that she deserves. I love her movies. And even her TV commercials left a meaningful message to the audience. Gosh, I don't know whether there's anyone out there that could make movies as good as hers. I'm gonna miss her work a lot. Not only me... she has fans in and outside from Malaysia. Everyone will miss her work. The latest work she was working on is actually a Malaysian-Japanese co-production. I was suprised and looking forward after reading the synopsis. I hope they are able to finish up the shooting and make that the best and last movie from her. The movie title is "Wasurenagusa"(Forget Me Not), and here's the synopsis:
Inom is a 17-year old Malay girl who lost her parents in an accident in her infanthood. She lives with her only living relative—her 80-year old grandmother who is Japanese, and very wealthy.
Presently, her grandmother, Hamida, is on her deathbed. Feeling sorry for her granddaughter, Hamida asks her to take out an old Japanese lacquer box from inside an old chest.
She holds her granddaughter`s hands tightly and says, "Everything I have, I leave to you. And everything you need to know about my past is contained in this box. After I`m gone, take this box to a little village called Saigou. There you will meet the family. They are farmers. The father of that household is called Yusuke. His mother was my cousin. The last I heard from Yusuke was that he became a father, right before you were born. Take this box to Yusuke, and when he opens it, he will know what to do."
A few days later, Hamida dies. Inom visits her relatives in Japan after her grandma has passed away. There she meets her distant cousin, Msaharu, and soon falls in love.
But he doesn’t like her open behavior, part of her strong Malay culture. Neither does his family. Only the neighborhood children and animals like her.
One day, when a horse in the family is having difficulty giving birth, she suddenly whispers to the horse, and miraculously, the baby is born safely.
Masaharu happens to hear Inom talking in the bathroom. He looks through a hole and finds that she`s talking to the birds. She wears only a thin bath cloth around her. He holds his breath to see her beauty and finally runs away.
From that day onwards, he avoids her even more. One night at dinner, Inom tells the whole family that she loves Masaharu. He says he doesn’t feel the same.
She is hurt and so she packs secretly and leaves them. Masaharu, realizing she is gone, feels such a panic that he takes a horse out to chase after her. But he isn’t able to catch up with the train. Later that day the family talks about how crazy Inom was and laughs about her. Except Masaharu. He quietly leaves for his room. He takes out a pen and a piece of paper to write a letter, but halfway through, he stops and lowers his head sadly.
I demand for this movie. Come on, it's not that often to see Japan and Malaysia making a movie together. Anyway, I just want to say... R.I.P. Yasmin Ahmad. Everyone will miss you and your work. I believed that your work had changed the lives of certain people in this world and show us all the reality in life and teaches us lessons too. Thank you and goodbye.
School is back to normal. Wait, it's always normal. The librarians interview went on well, it was a tiring day but I did enjoyed watching our juniors answering questions by our President and Vice President. XD Kuan Yong and Kogul really gave them a hard time. Me, Hani, Pei Fen and Menaga remembered back how we were during the interview last year. It's not as tensed as this. We were lucky I guess. Oh yeah, we started our new timetable today and gosh, 2 hours of Business seriously kills. -__-; Pn Shima gave Franklin the chance to teach what he studied and I think it's quite a good idea to have our own classmates to teach us and of course at the same time the teacher would be there to point out if we might give ajaran sesat. XD However, I'm not looking forward in teaching though, cus' I suck in making people to understand what I understand. ;P
Anyway, I hope things would get better from now. Hopefully. That's all for today, bye!
Sunday, July 26, 2009
It's not that easy @ 8:58 PM
Have you ever came across a situation where you're supposed to blame someone about something but ended up getting the blame? And it seems like you're wrong and that person is right? And you think it all over again, it's quite true but at the same time it's not? Humans' thinking is complicating. And the way I acted suprised myself too. No matter how angry I am with someone, I ended up forgive and forget about it so easily. But having trust is just too difficult. Cus' in the end the history would haunts me back and build up a barrier that separates me from having trust on someone. I kept thinking about the bad things that would happen not because I'm a pessimistic but I'm just preparing myself for what's coming in the future. Cus' hell yeah, I had the feeling that my future is not gonna be quite an easy one. It's true that women are complicated, but it's men that made women a complicating human.

Btw, news bout my guys, TVXQ, Yunho is acting in a new drama with Go Ara, titled "Heading to The Ground". Looks like the guys are heading to acting careers now. I wish the best of luck for Yunho appa. (: And also looking forward for others to get involve in acting too, especially Micky. ;) Oh yeah, and I didn't know Xiah sprained his ankle during concert, he's using a wheelchair now. :( Pity oppa. Must be careful next time. Oh and there's also, Jaejoong went to W-inds concert??? O_o; It's really suprising to me cus' I knew about W-inds first last time, and never knew W-inds and TVXQ could get close this much. Oh oh! Looking forward if TVXQ would get to know LEAD. That'll make my two most favourite boy groups meeting each other. :D

Btw, they said that girl groups is a new trend in Korea now. Lots of beautiful and talented young girls debuted this year. And of course, I was looking forward for Park Bom whom usually appeared in Big Bang's MVs, to debut in her group this year. She debuted in a group called 2En1. :D I loooove her voice. And she looks absolutely like a doll.


Cute right? (: Should go watch her in videos, she's like a living doll. Cute and bubbly.
Oh oh not to forget my idol! Still and always thinks she's the most amazing female Korean celebrity to me. :D Yoon Eun-hye unni!♥

Beautiful, sexy & elegant. (:
Gosh, she looks good in anything!


Looove her! :D I want to see her acting again!
Lastly, miss all these guys.

sarang hey oppas! :D
Hope oppas are doing fine! Aja aja!

"Truth is still absolute. Believe that. Even when that truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you've ever imagined. And even when truth is more cruel than any lie."
-Lucas Eugene Scott
Saturday, July 25, 2009
The Boy Saw A Comet @ 2:51 AM
"The boy saw the comet and he felt as though his life had meaning, and when it went away he waited his entire life for it to come back to him.
It was more than just a comet, because of what it brought to his life. Direction. Beauty. Meaning. There were many who didn't understand, and sometimes he walked among them, but even in his darkest hours he knew in his heart that someday it would return to him. And his world would be whole again. His belief in God, and love, and art, would be reawakened in his heart."
- Lucas Eugene Scott



Thursday, July 23, 2009
Time out @ 9:39 PM
Hui Leng sang to me today, "Take time...to realise."
I need some time out. Watching One Tree Hill for inspiration and finding out news bout those beautiful guys in Korea.


SHINEE's Taemin playing a piano piece by
my favourite pianist, Yiruma, titled "River Flows".


2PM's NICHKHUN in CECI.
(extremely sexy. ;P click to ENLARGE.)


and last... the ones that made me smile all these years when I'm down and lonely...

Dong Bang Shin Ki SeolLelm CF.
MICKY~~SO CUTE!!! ♥♥♥

Park Yoochun. I miss this guy.Oppa... I'm sad and broken. What should I do?

"People always leave or Peyton always drives them away?"
- Peyton's subconscience

Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Que Sera, Sera @ 12:44 AM
When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Quack Sherlene, Sherlene,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Quack Sherlene, Sherlene,
What will be, will be.

When I was young, I fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will we have rainbows, day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said.

Quack Sherlene, Sherlene,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Quack Sherlene, Sherlene,
What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, what will I be
Will I be handsome, will I be rich
I tell them tenderly.

Quack Sherlene, Sherlene,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Quack Sherlene, Sherlene,
What will be, will be.

But please... tell me the truth.
Am I still yours?
Saturday, July 18, 2009
I'll never say @ 9:16 PM
Haven't been online for 3 days. I'll just let the pictures tells the story.

16th July 2009: Sister's (WeeN) convo at Terengganu. ;D
omedetou onee-chan! :D

We went to Pantai Batu Burok.
(tran
slation: Ugly Rock Beach ;P)
thanks to the awesome models, Daddy & younger sis. ;D

17th July 2009: Orientation Nite 2009
note: for more pictures, visit Facebook. ;P
Thanks to:
Hui Leng
for choosing the fabulous dress for me
.
Mommy for the beautiful heels. (though I suffered a lot wearing it. -_-)
My sis (WeeN) for the fabulous make-up.
Hani for the pictures. :D
Franklin for sending me & Pei Fen back home safely. XD
ALL the Form Sixes that has made this night happen. ;)
EVERYONE for making it an awesome night!

I'll never forget this night. ;) Thanks everyone.

Well, that's all for now. (: I had fun for these few days even though I was sick in the outside and also in the inside. I'm still smiling, don't worry. I have to always remember what my Business tutor said today,

"Hidup adalah komedi bagi mereka yang berakal,
hidup adalah tragedi bagi mereka yang beremosi."
(Life is a comedy for those who are smart,
Life is a tragedy for those who are emotional.)

Something like that. But I don't agree to this 100% though cus' I'm an emotional type of person too. ;) Hey, if you don't have emotions, how can you have a heart?

"What is it that makes us human? Not somebody you can program. You can't put it in a chip. It's the strength of the human heart. That's the difference between us and machines."
- John Connor, Terminator Salvation

I'm seriously, deeply missing you like crazy.
Say that you love me. Please. :`(
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Key & Lock @ 8:59 PM
Me and Franklin came up with this theory. Well, he started it first lar.

Man is the key, and woman is the lock.
It's simple. Every time the key is in the lock, the gate in heaven opened and one human is released into the earth and there we have a baby. (: Then, we tried to relate with true facts. Man is simple, like the key, they just go in the lock, turn a bit, and the lock is opened. But woman is complicated. The lock won't let the key go in easily so that's why we have locks that needs password. ;P

Not sure if any of you get it, but yeah. XD We were bored and so.
Our class had to move again and again cus' there's no electricity. -_-; Last week we were thrown out because of the lisan thingy. Then this week, no electricity. But then, we had it back during recess. Then, had rehearsal after school. The sore throat was killing me. -__-; Ish. My whole body has reached its limit. In a few hours, I'm gonna be in a car, heading to Terengganu for my sister's convo. Please please... I need to have a good rest before O'Nite.

Anyway, I should start packing already.
And you, take care of yourself. I'm gonna miss you
sayang. Will you? :(
Monday, July 13, 2009
Will you miss me? @ 7:47 PM
Went to Times Square yesterday with Hani, Hui Leng, Ashwin & Suren. We were finding for dresses and Hui Leng was the fashion critic. ;P I think she nearly got annoyed with me and Hani's "choosy" attitude. And for the boys, Ashwin and Suren really look exhausted and hungry. ^^; Sorry boys.. surely they won't follow us to go for shopping anymore. Anyway, I bought a dress picked by Hui Leng. It's a cute one. (: There's one more that's really beautiful too..black colour. But I didn't buy it cus' it's kinda' big. I think. Haih.

Went to buy coloured contact lens today. (: Planning to wear specially for O-Nite. And I learned to wear the lens today with the salesgirl. She's so pretty and friendly. :D And she said I'm really steady for someone that never wore contact lens before. To tell the truth, it's not easy.. -_-; Cus' I really touched my eye ball. But yeah, getting used to it. Oh, and my left eye power increased to 100 something. -__-; My eyesight is getting worst. Tu lar.. ushar mamat hensem lagi. ;P

The prefects officially stepped down today. Him too. Yeah, him. The ducky. ;P Congrats to the ducky. I'm starting to love ducks now. XD
That's all for now.

I'm going to disappear after tomorrow. Gonna miss me?
Sayonara. ;)
Friday, July 10, 2009
I'm always here @ 5:50 PM
I'M THE WORST GIRLFRIEND I, MYSELF HAD I EVER KNEW.
I've decided. Do what you want. I won't bother you for now. I won't complain, I won't disturb you. Live your life for now and I'll support you in silent. I don't want to depend or complain to you anymore. I don't want to cry and complain not getting your attention. You don't have to always be there for me. I'll be strong alone for now without you. Do what you want to do cus' it's your live, your future. Don't even care about me for now. Just remember one thing, when you're sad or angry or when you needed someone, I'm here... still here, always... for you.
Maybe Yeong Shen is right... maybe I'm not trying to understand your situation. It's my fault. I'm sorry.

Ergh. I hate having fever. -_-; My whole body felt so weak. Today at school, I got to know things... Well, humans these days doesn't know the meaning of TRUE friends. I'm getting annoyed with their attitude already, but yeah, I'll just let it be. If you people want to go on acting like that, go on. Even though I can't see the truth, having God to know what you people are doing, makes me satisfied enough already. (: So yeah, good luck. Keep on faking and pretending. I ALWAYS said, if there's something that you people are not satisfied with, just said straight. Instead of PRETENDING. -_-; I know lar you people are very good in acting. But stop F***ING "polluting" the word friendship. If you hate that person and kept talking bad about that person, then what for you still try to be close to that person and even PRETEND to be nice to that person??? F**K OFF LAR! You people make me SICK. Those who make fun of friendship like you people...are just too much. And oh yeah, another thing that made me angry the most today is when people starts using MONEY to hurt other people's feelings, well, well done. You just made me officially think that you're the worst person I ever met. Cus' I'm the type that HATES the most when people starts boasting about money by threatening or hurt other people. Pantang giler aku dengar orang bangga sangat die banyak duit. Banyak duit tapi takde moral pon TAKDE MAKNERNYER. Oh yeah, one more thing, don't start complaining saying that I'm not telling you people straight about how I felt, cus' you people started it FIRST, so you people come to me FIRST. Aku da malas dah dengan orang macam korang nie.

I'm seriously not in the mood right now. -_-; My fever and blood temperature is rising like hell. Shoot me if you want. I can't stand it anymore. I'm angry with everyone except my friends. If you people (the people that hurt my friends) think you are my friends, think twice about what you people had done. And if you people still don't want to admit, then go on live your happy life like that... forever.
Yes, this is the real me. I'm showing my true colours now but I've seen YOURS too.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
When you're not around @ 5:39 PM
... I just feel a little down,
This is kinda' silly right, it's not okay to me...
And I think I'm gonna hate it boy,
if you turned your back on me.

Love this song. "Replay" by Lisa/aozorafantasii. We're singing this song for O'Nite. (: Had practice today again and Kavi wore real saree today for the movie we're making. XD He looks fabulous. Oh oh, Ashwin and Kopal might be going for O'Nite. :D I hope they can. Pls pls pls pls!! (: Haih. I know, it MIGHT be an issue, but if they don't want us to bring people, they should have write there, "NO GUESTS ARE ALLOWED TO BE INVITED" right? Just because they are from that school, and you already know them, doesn't mean they can't be a guest right? -_-; Ish. Oh yeah, Hani went crazy today, she was carrying Iskandar's guitar and started spinning around and she starts getting dizzy, walking like she's drunk or something. XD Such a waste, we didn't record it.
Anyway, on our way walking to the LRT, it was raining. I love the rain. (:

This video is short but touching. A message from Michael Jackson's daughter, Paris. It's really sad. TT_TT


The smell of your skin lingers...
Baby, I miss you...I'm trying to avoid that, but it's hard.
I might be asking too much but at least say that you love me. :(
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Disappointment @ 6:01 PM
I'm really happy today. (:
No.. I lied.

Today's Mentor-Mentee's topic was"DISAPPOINTMENT". Yeah, as if they read my mind. -_-;
When Pn Yong was asking whether do we have any disappointments now... I just smiled.
Disappointment? Haha. Hui Leng was babbling to me asking why I refused to complain bout things that I'm not satisfied. Malas ah. Seriously. I really don't want to end up becoming the girl that complains a lot and annoyed...people or... someone. Or maybe I'm just trying to hide myself from my past. Baka ne? That's me. I hate being like this. Maybe it's just PMS.

Practised with Iskandar, Hani, Dania & Pei Fen today. I felt satisfied after singing. Letting it all out. Though my voice sounded so terrible, I just ignore and sing it all out. The sound of the guitar is sooo... calm. Hani, Pei Fen & Menaga bullied their father, Franklin today just because of Roti Milo. XD Teruk lar these people. He came all the way back just to buy roti milo for his daughters. Such a good father. ;P

There's a reason why girls hide their feelings from the person they love. You know why?
Find out yourself. (: YES, I memang mengade-ngade.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
I'm sick with... @ 4:21 PM
...MYSELF.

Don't feel like going school these days. Studying at home is not such a bad idea.
Not in the mood to post about anything actually...maybe just a bit.
Me, Hani, Pei Fen & Dania are going to sing while Iskandar plays the guitar during O'Nite. Today, we spent time singing in the class when we're supposed to be studying. Singing makes me happy. The sound of the guitar played by Iskandar makes me feel calm. I guess... when I'm feeling down, and I just don't want to burden people with my PMS attitude or being emo, music accompanies me in my heart helping me to be able to cover up my sadness/loneliness.
Haih. I'll shut up now.

I, PMS, like a bitch, you would know.
Monday, July 6, 2009
I don't care @ 9:33 PM
I don't careee... ek ek ek..ek ek..



Haha. I love this song by 2EN1. Hani, I bet after you listen to this song, it's gonna be your officially favourite song. :D Especially the lyrics. Giler mendalam wey. ;P Say thanks to 2EN1 for such and awesome song. I love Park Bom's voice! Ah... but Hani won't be able to online until STPM is over cus' her parents didn't allow her to go online anymore. :( Haih... Gonna miss online-ing with her.

I lost my favourite green pencil lead in the Physics Lab. :( Hopefully someone I know found it and give me back cus' I sticked my name on it. I want it back.... :'(
And today, we encounter several "accidents". XD Firstly, Hani accidentally threw her Roti Milo in front of me, (terbang jauh tu) then Kopal was about to feed me his burger and the burger accidentally fell. -__-; Aku nie bawak suwey ker? Then, as I was looking at Siva when we were walking back, he fell on the grass. -_-; Suwey nie suwey... Then, just now I fell on my butt in the kitchen. (-_-; laugh lar laugh...) Ish ish. Hari suwey nie. Haih. We'll be staying in the APD room this whole week. I still have to go to the class every morning to check on the fishes and the plants. And of course staying at my favourite spot every morning is already a daily routine. (: I just love that place. Even though there's a lot of mosquitoes. -__-;
I still want my pencil lead back. :(

Oh yeah, I learned this from my Business tutor.

"Diriwayatkan oleh Imam Ibnu Majah, dari 'Aisyah radhiallahu 'anha, Rasulullah shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam bersabda, maksudnya: "Pilihlah tempat yang baik untuk keturunan kamu, dan bernikahlah dengan orang yang sekufu."

I googled "sekufu" and found that. I remembered her mentioning that "Islam menggalakkan cari pasangan hidup yang sekufu." Something like that...haih... To be honest, after she said that, I kinda' been... thinking too much. Okay nevermind, I don't want to say anything cus' Hani and Yeong Shen would scold me. X) I'm just telling the fact okay.
Maybe I should go listen to "I Don't Care" over and over again. ;P
That's all for now. Bye! (:
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Don't ever leave me? @ 8:00 PM
I had a big scare yesterday. :( And I realised how much you means to me now. It was a scary feelling.

Today, went to Giant to find for dress for O'Nite with mom and sis. Found one but the seller was not there. -_-; Decided to find somewhere else since I still have one week.
Btw, I'm into 2PM recently. O_o; Seriously, their dance moves are like... HOT. Wished I could dance as good as them.(yes, I'm into guys' dance moves) "Again & Again" have awsome moves but "Hate You" is even better. Seriously. They are really cool. (:



I miss TVXQ though. Didn't check out their latest news. Haih. Wonder how all oppas doing now. Anyway, school again tomorrow... the prefects are going to step down tomorrow. -__-; But librarians will only step down end of this month. Hopefully, this week would be a better week. Please... just no more problems for now.

You... I really love you. Don't ever leave me... promise?
Friday, July 3, 2009
No matter what @ 11:03 PM
I'm sorry, I love you.
Stand By U by TVXQ
The video is beautifully made. I
love it.
Jaejoong look sooo beautiful and seriously, is it me or Junsu is getting hotter?
Changmin looks all grown up now, and Yunho, handsome as usual.
but... Micky, Micky, Micky Yoochun is ♥♥♥. ;)
Yoochun oppa... :'(
Thursday, July 2, 2009
If Only @ 7:58 PM
I want to watch this. Hani, nie movie yang aku cakap tu. It's a 2004 movie. The story line is amazing.

Does life wait...
Does time stop...
Does love end...
Do not say, "If only"...
If the person you love is going to die and you were given the chance to spend one last day with him/her, what would you do?




And there are beautiful quotes in the movie.

Sam: If there is just one day... one day that nothing matter but us...
Ian: I adore you.
Sam: I don't wanna be adored! I wanna be loved.




"How can you love someone so much...

...and not know...HOW?"

-Ian Wyndham
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Scared @ 7:29 PM
I thought so when happy things kept happening to me. I knew it that something...bad would happen. And I bet there's more to come.
I'm such a cry-baby. Pls kill me. -_-; I can't change that part of myself.

I was wondering.. some things don't last forever.
Some love won't last forever.
But how bout true love?
Or... does it really exist?
There was once I believed in it....but...

I'm crapping. :/
I'm scared. Really.

When I love something too much, it would be lost or gone,
When I love someone too much, the person would leave.

I always keep that in my mind. It's scary, but it's a fact in my life.
That's why I love to hug things/people I love. I'm scared all of that would be gone one day. TT_TT
and... tomorrow is Open Day. I shouldn't say this but...it's a fact that my results suck so much that I'm an embarrassment to my family and to the person I love.