Credits: I II III IV

Quotes of the moment.
"When you get tired, think back to days like this when you regretted it. Think of the days you treasure. Receive strength from it and live on."
-Shin Jihyun(49 DAYS)

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

-Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." -Tom Robbins

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
- Ida Scott Taylor

Peyton: That's what he writes. But what he says is a totally different story.
Haley: Sometimes people write the things that they can't say.

"Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

— Lucas Eugene Scott

"Don't leave, don't leave.
Lies, lies.

My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
One day, I will. ;)
Music is my soul.
Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
One biggest weakness, once truly and faithfully in love, there's no more "I'll find someone better." Love is the only way that could lead her to become a complete idiot.


Wednesday, October 28, 2009
You and I @ 8:46 PM
Listening to: You and I by Park Bom

YAY. (: Park Bom released a solo single! I'm so in love with this song. Kept repeating the song. An R&B song, but touching. Go watch the music video.
Her voice is amazing. I had always loved Park Bom's voice since the first time I heard it in Big Bang's songs. Her voice is kinda' like Rihanna's voice. Very suitable for R&B songs. She's really cute~ and beautiful. Exactly like a doll. Yah~I admire her!

Beautiful. ;)

Things are quite normal again. I hope. My friends told me that I've been eating a lot these past three days. O_o; I'm gonna be fat. Today, I've eaten...nvm, you don't wanna know. XD Wonder what's wrong with me. Haih.
We celebrated Yeong Shen's birthday today. (:

Happy Birthday Loo Shy SheRn.
May you find happiness. (:
And good luck for your SPM of course.
Look at the people around you, appreciate them.
Don't ever let yourself regret on your school life.
As you get older, you'll eventually realised that school life is
the most meaningful moment in you life.
Believe me, it's true.
So, spend these last days of your school life.
Unless you're going back for form 6. ;)

That's all I guess. 'Till then, annyong.
Anyway, here's the translation of the song. Beautifully touching. ;)

You, When I fall
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feel alright
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don't be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I'm be right here baby

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feel alright
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I'll be there for you baby

You and I together, It's just feeling alright
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

Credits: kimchi hana @ YGLadies (translation)

P.S. No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go
Yes, this song is for you.
It would be a lie if I said I didn't miss you.
Anything? Ordinary? @ 12:50 AM
Listening to: Anything But Ordinary by Avril Lavigne

I don't know whether humans or whatever it is that made this happen, but it's really depressing and funny at the same time to see how complicating and crazy things around us are when it already reaches the time when we're all supposed to be prepared for something important in life. Wow, that's one long sentence. In short sentence, exams coming but our surroundings are screwed. But it's a normal thing though. Every time there's an important exam whether it's PMR, SPM and now, STPM for me, there's always tons of trouble arising. As usual, it's just another challenge for God to make me stronger of course. Too used to it already. -_-; It's weird though when people would said, "Don't think about it, you're having exams, just concentrate." That's not the point. Anyone is smart enough to separate studies and problems. I don't know, maybe some can't, but so far the people I knew are perfectly fine with it. It's like two different things...ergh, I so-don't know how to explain it though. Whatever it is, without hesitating, I confirmed there's chaos going on around me, and I seriously don't know what to do. And don't start with the "concentrate with your exams bla bla bla" 'cus I KNOW. Yes, I'm in depression but I still can study. So... ergh. omg, I'm about to swear so I should shut up.
I need meditation. Before I lose my hair and become bald and starts getting wrinkles and panda eyes. Yes, may this chaos end. Om Mani Padme Hum.

It's 1 am in the morning. I'm gonna rest my heart, and let my brain conquers my body for now.

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turbulent, succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Monday, October 26, 2009
As long as you said, "Wait For Me" @ 10:01 PM
Listening to: Wait For Me by Theory Of A Deadman

You are not alone tonight
Imagine me there by your side
It's so hard to be here so far away from you
I'm counting the days till
I'm finally done
I'm counting them down, yeah, one by one
It feels like forever till I return to you
But it helps me on those lonely nights
It's that one thing that keeps me alive

Knowing that you wait for me
Ever so patiently

No one else knows the feeling inside
We hang up the phone without saying goodnight
Because it's the sound of your voice that brings me home
It's never been easy to say
But it's easier when I've gone away

Knowing that you wait for me
Ever so patiently
Yeah, you're everything I've ever dreamed of having and
It's everything I need from you just knowing that you wait for me

What I'd give
What I'd do
Knowing I'm not there for you
Makes it so hard to leave
What I'd give
What I'd do
Anything to get me home to you
And this time I'll stay

And you wait for me
Ever so patiently
Yeah, you're everything I've ever dreamed of having and
It's everything I need from you just knowing that you wait for me

Listened to this song in McDonalds just now, and I've already fallen for the music even though I couldn't catch the lyrics. Something about the guitar, and the tone of the singing...attracts me. End up finding the song which was actually sang by a band that I never heard before. ^^; However, I'm really surprised how coincidence the lyrics are...with...well, it's coincidence. The music is actually kind of saddening, but...the lyrics made me feel a little... better? I don't know.
However, I realised I'm being quite harsh and sensitive (which is normal for a girl) in my previous posts but yeah, I don't want to be that weak though. I'm gonna be okay. (:

Plus, I was reading some... "history" messages/conversations... and realised... things. I'm so lucky. Luckiest girl in the world. Thank you God for that. ;) I'll appreciate it to the fullest.

P.S. I'll always wait for you. ;)
As long as you tell me to.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Fly fly fly, Butterfly. @ 9:18 PM
This was my favourite song in G-Dragon's new album, and the music video made me love it even more. I'm so in love with the MV and the song of course. It's an animation music video, very beautiful and full of fantasy. I simply loooove the graphic. If only I could watch it in 3D. (: He reminds me of Peter Pan in this MV. Sweet.

Dear G-Dragon, I loooove you for making this song and music video. This had just made my day. ;) Yeah, my day was kinda' gloomy today for some reason.

P.S. Should I keep updating my blog?
Or just close this blog for a while?
Why? 'Cus I'm upset yet I'm denying it.
Gee, I'm so sensitive. -.-;
and yet Pei Fen said "I respect you for being so patience".
Well, not really. *sigh* I wished to be stronger.

*turns into a Butterfly and fly fly fly away*
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Yunho's Kissing Scene in HTG @ 1:24 PM
Listening to: My Heaven by Big Bang

I don't know why, this kind of soft, slow kind of kiss makes my heart beats more than those kind of passionate French-kissing. I prefer this one more. Very mysterious and... sweet in its on way. ;) Yunho appa is hot btw. Lucky Go Ara. I kept replaying that scene a few times. ;P
Good job for Yunho appa though. He mentioned bout being lonely after going for solo acting, poor guy, he must had missed his other members. As a leader of the group, this guy is really good. Even though they are so famous now and rich too, Yunho still has that very humble country guy in him. He can be considered one of those people who has a really difficult life when he was young and work hard until he becomes successful now. This guy could be a really good role model to those youngsters. And he's very handsome and father-like. I think he's the manliest in TVXQ.

aaawww...sweet. (:

P.S. The flu is killing me. -.-
My voice sounds like a toad.
Damn you, flu!

Monday, October 19, 2009
Surrogates @ 8:21 PM
Something tells me I GOTTA watch this IN cinema. Bruce Willis! :D

The trailer excites me.
From the Director of Terminator!
I don't know why robots attract me though I'm not a fan of machines.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
정말보고싶어... @ 11:41 PM
Listening to: Bogoshippeo(I miss you) by Jisun

I love the sound of the piano. Such a deep song. And kinda' sad. Jisun really has the voice of an angel. (:

Today's One Tree Hill episode... the painful reality of life are shown clearly for each of them. It's really sad the part when Q's ghost are shown, looking at his jersey and he left while wearing the cape that Jamie made for him. I love to see how smart Jamie was when he starts talking like an adult. (: Cute kid.

"Numbers are funny. They can measure you, time you, and analyze you all they want, but they all know what really matters is how you play the game. You ever hear the expression you can’t measure heart? Well the truth is they can’t measure any of it: heart, want, need. You can’t measure a dream."
-Nathan Royal Scott

"A man of words and not of deeds is like a garden full of weeds.
And when the weeds begin to grow it’s like a garden full of snow.
And when the snow begins to fall, it’s like a bird upon the wall.
And when the bird away does fly, it’s like an eagle in the sky.

And when the sky begins to roar, it’s like a lion at the door.

And when the door begins to crack, it’s like a stick across your back.

And when your back begins to smart, it’s like a penknife in your heart.

And when your heart begins to bleed, you’re dead, and dead, and dead indeed."
-James Lucas Scott narrating a poem.

Anyone who can really understand that poem, explain to me in normal words pls. 'Cus I only understand the last line.
Moving on, went to Kopal's, Suren's, Kavi's and Siva's house today for Deepavali. (: Festival of Lights was fun too this year with all these people. Love ya people!

Hui Leng.Kopal.Siva.Huey Nie.Joanna.
Hani.Suren.Pei Fen.Kavi.Wani.Arun.

Anyway, that's all for today. Such a tiring day. But I enjoyed it though. ;)
Goodnight world.
and say hello to Siva's cute doggy!
! :D
*kiss kiss* He's very hyper.
Nearly got kidnapped by me due to his adorable-ness.

Saturday, October 17, 2009
Oh yeah, I'm in love with you @ 9:46 PM
Listening to: Oh Yeah by MBLAQ

I'm so addicted to this song right now. And the dance... SEXY~~~!

Told you so!!!! XD I already mentioned bout those two hot guys that caught my eyes and allkpop.com also posted a topic about those two and it's about their body of course! :D Omg! Coincidence I know. ;P And and and~~~~ they have really up-close pictures of those two hotties. Here's the post.

(click on the picture for very large picture. ;P)

Amidst the heated competition of boy bands and solo artistes - both old and new - fan girls are now rejoicing at the unexpected influx of testosterone that has been dearly missed in the earlier half of 2009.

Among them,
Lee Ki Gwang of B2ST BEAST and Lee Joon of MBLAQ are responsible for a great majority of the sudden rise in blood pressure and uncontrollable breathing pattern in females. Both members of each rookie group revealed their "chocolate abs" in the past few days, prompting netizens to draw the two hot bods in comparison.

Lee Ki Gwang bares his upper body for the first time in a scene from the
MV teaser of BEAST's debut track "Bad Girl."

A representative of BEAST claimed, "In the middle of Lee Ki Gwang's busy schedule, he made time to exercise regularly and, hence was able to build chocolate-like abs." On the other hand, Lee Joon flaunts his body in a more playful manner during MBLAQ's debut performance on M! Countdown. Although his upper half is only slightly covered by, what appears to be, a regular t-shirt that has gone through a paper shredder several times, the public got the chance to take a closer look at his defined abs as he lifts his shirt while doing a body roll (bless you, choreographer!)

creds: allkpop.com
Scream girls. ;P I was seriously smiling the whole time reading that post. And yes, MBLAQ's performance is very very entertaining thanks to the choreographer that made Lee Joon's dancing part very........ *drools* I'm cheating on Micky! NOOO! XD hee. I'm so-not gatal okay. ;P

My sister said something that kinda' made my heart... I don't know.. sad? Or just... longing, missing or empty?

"Since so many new boy bands debuting, I'm starting to miss TVXQ again.
Actually, the dancing boy group originally popular from TVXQ."

I miss them too. :( And yes, I agree about the popularity that TVXQ has. Their fans even broke the Guinness World Records for the largest official fan club in 2008 and 2009. Cassiopeia is amazing. (: These guys could be a legend. They'll never be forgotten. Everyone will always miss them. I'm proud of them. I seriously, really have to meet them one day and no one can stop me except death. Unless, I know when I'm gonna die though.

The 5 guys who made a difference in their fans' lives.
I'm one of the fan, and I'm truly proud about it.
Life is an adventure and Love is the Roller-coaster @ 12:08 AM
Listening to: Roller-coaster Love by Jisun

"Everyone needs a someone"

Interesting movie with quite a simple story line. ;)

Happy Deepavali everyone! :D
Friday, October 16, 2009
@ 6:58 PM
Listening to: Kiss Kiss Kiss by Hwayobi feat. Sleepy

This song is addictive. (: The MV is extremely SWEET! Hwayobi and her boyfriend, Sleepy look really good together. It just made me smile seeing how happy and sweet they are in the MV. Love her voice too.

It's the month for the boy groups to finally debut! :D The month for all the girl fans go crazy again. We'll start with our beloved SM boys which are showing their new mature look now. ;) HOT. (click to enlarge)

Key looks beautiful. O_O; Minho and Taemin are so mature. Jonghyun is ♥. ;P Onew needs a better haircut and more smiling in photos 'cus he's cute when he smiles. XD Watched them in Music Bank today. The new song, "Ring Ding Dong" is very catchy but something about the lyrics... well, there's one part when they kept repeating the word, "Elastic". ;P Then there's also one part that sounded like Super Junior's "Sorry Sorry". So far, I love their new style. Moving on.. in today's Music Bank, B2ST/BEAST debuted! *applaud* Congrats to them! Their dance moves are quite alike with 2PM, and very hot indeed. ;) Enjoyed the performance though. Watched their MV teaser before and one guy already caught my eyes of course. ;P Lee Ki Kwang.♥♥

Lee Ki Kwang♥

Cute. ;P Very very cute. I love how he dance, very... sexy+hot. Next is MBLAQ which was produced by Bi Rain. Yes, they are under his company, J Tune Entertainment. Haven't debuted in Music Bank, but their MV was already released and I can say, "Very good". Their dance moves are quite alike with Rain's style and I do love the song too, titled, "Oh Yeah". Looking forward for more from them. And yes one guy caught my eyes too from this group. ;P Hee. First impression is always important okay. His name is Lee Joon. Yes, another "Lee". XD
Lee Joon

omona. Look at those abs. ;P Haha. Since when did I fall for guys' abs now? -.- Blame Hani. Ish. I'm still more to beautiful eyes and sweet smiles okay. These two guys have it. ;P However, there's one more similarity of these two guys, Lee Joon and Lee Ki Kwang. The first time I saw them in the MV teaser, they both already revealed their... well, body. O_o; Coincidence ok!

Lee Ki Kwang
Lee Joon

Hurm...My comment... I like Lee Ki Kwang's shoulders and Lee Joon has better abs. ;P
Anyway, good luck for both groups. I'm not gonna go crazy over them much though. I already have DongBangShinKi. ;) Yes, I still love them no matter what.
Oppa(s), Sarang hae! ;)

P.S. 너...진짜 괜찮아니?
나는...네 화분 @ 12:00 AM
Listening to: Flower Pot by Loveholic

Sherlene got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...
... that you are not to shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find and keep.

The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it.


It's 16th October 2009.
Happy 8-Months...


사람들은 우리 끝나기만을 바라죠
이게 주어진 현실이라면 운명 따윈 믿 지 말아요
우릴 질투할 뿐이죠
내가 말한 모든 진실들 그대만 믿어주길 바랄 뿐이죠
그대를 잃을 수 없어 힘들게 하네요
Baby 무슨 말을 해야 할지 몰라요
다만 그댈 위한 맘은 변함이 없네요

내 사랑... 정말보고싶어.

나는 당신의 것, 당신은 나의 것...영원히.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Heaven's Love? @ 2:47 PM
Listening to: Crazy by Simple Plan

This song has a meaningful message behind it specially for the world. The lyrics are really well-written. And the music combination of drums, electric guitar with a little of keyboard melody gave a really deep feeling to the listeners.

Watched the trailer of a Malaysian movie. Wasn't interested in it when I saw the advertisement board at the cinema, but when I watched the trailer, something tells me I'm gonna love the story. It's not like the normal love story, there's moral values involved. More like a religious type of movie. I can say the music is not so bad too. Maybe I should try watching it.(after STPM) I might learn something from it.

It kinda' reminded me of the drama series, "NUR KASIH" which my mom, elder sister and I are kind of addicted in watching it every Friday. Seriously, I love the series. Very interesting and a lot of good values are shown and things to learn. I think I would consider it as one of the best Malay series I've ever watch. And I'm seriously in love with the music they used for the series. Gave me goosebumps and very very beautiful. I need to know who composed the music. And they should really come out with a soundtrack CD.
I bet Kopal would like to watch it too. XD Kopal, cite nie memang best. Pegi tengok.
The main actress is very cute. I'm sure anyone would fall for her lar after watching the series.
Here's the trailer for the series. Even the trailer is amazing.