Credits: I II III IV

Quotes of the moment.
"When you get tired, think back to days like this when you regretted it. Think of the days you treasure. Receive strength from it and live on."
-Shin Jihyun(49 DAYS)

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

-Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." -Tom Robbins

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
- Ida Scott Taylor

Peyton: That's what he writes. But what he says is a totally different story.
Haley: Sometimes people write the things that they can't say.

"Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

— Lucas Eugene Scott

"Don't leave, don't leave.
Lies, lies.

My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
One day, I will. ;)
Music is my soul.
Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
One biggest weakness, once truly and faithfully in love, there's no more "I'll find someone better." Love is the only way that could lead her to become a complete idiot.


Saturday, January 31, 2009
@ 10:31 PM
Know what's the scariest part when you fall in love?
Knowing the fact that you still can't forget the feelings on that particular person even though you said you did.
It's funny... when you told yourself you don't feel shy anymore like last time, but the fact you still feel happy when talking to that someone.
It's funny... when you told your friends you don't have any feelings to that someone but the fact that you kept talking bout that someone to your friends everyday.
The funniest thing is.. you said you won't be worried to get hurt because of that someone yet you still shed tears for that someone.

Gosh, I'm getting sick of myself. I'm disgusted with myself. Shoot me. Pls.
Friday, January 23, 2009
The choice. @ 7:56 PM
Every single person in this world would be given the choice in their life. Many different choices that needs serious thinking since every single of it has its consequences.
This video makes me smiled till' my cheeks hurts.

Lucas: Suddenly it was as if the roar of the crowd, the echo of the final buzzers, the cheers of my teammates were all sounding from 1,000 miles away, and what remained in that bizarre, muffled silence was only Peyton. The girl whose art, passion, and beauty had changed my life. In that moment, my triumph was not a state championship, but simple clarity. The realization that we had always been meant for each other and every instinct to the contrary had simply been a denial of the following truth -
I was now and would always be in love with Peyton Sawyer.
Monday, January 19, 2009
Peyton Sawyer @ 6:18 PM
Which One Tree Hill Character Are You?
Are you Lucas, Rachel, Brooke, Nathan, Haley, Peyton, or Mouth?

Peyton Sawyer
You can be insecure at times, but you're strong and a fighter.
Music is a huge part of your life, and gives you strength when you most need it. You're not afraid to speak your mind, and you hold your family close to you.

from: Facebook

I got Peyton Sawyer! (: She's my favourite character. She loves music. She's strong. I just love her. She's like a role model to me. I want to be like her. And we have SOME similarities in our character. (notice the statement that I enlarged) Hilarie Burton is really good in carrying that character. I like her. She's so pretty. :D

Peyton Elisabeth Sawyer is a fictional character on the CW television series One Tree Hill, played by Hilarie Burton. A cheerleader, as well as a talented visual and musical artist, Peyton has a heavily guarded heart due to the number of lost loved ones in her life. She goes through life changes throughout the series as she finds love from Lucas Scott, to Jake Jagielski and back to Lucas again.

Peyton is a beautiful, talented artist who portrays her emotions through her art. She keeps her heart guarded most of the time, for fear that if she lets anyone in close she will lose them like many others. She forged a friendship with Brooke Davis during the third grade and that friendship has continued over the years. She then joined the cheerleading squad for Brooke and they have shared their ups and downs together. Peyton drives a 1963 Mercury Comet Convertible in all five seasons which at times happens to be a major plot point as it was because of it that she met and first spoke to Lucas.

She is often inspirational for other people such as Stella (played by Andrea Bowen) with whom she felt a kinship (they were both artists with similar personalities) and helped reunite with her foster family in deleted scenes, or Molly, a young girl who admired the Peyton from Lucas' book. Over the years she has grown apart from art and closer to music, which she used between others to launch a CD to raise money against breast cancer and create her own label.

source: Wikipedia

"Every song has an ending, but is that a reason not to enjoy the music?"

— Peyton Elisabeth Sawyer
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Gee (: @ 7:49 PM
Omo! This is my 200th post. And I'm gonna post about Girls Generation (SNSD). XD Miane oppa(s). I wanted to wait my computer to be fixed first, (currently using my brother's laptop) then only I will spam my blog with TVXQ. But since SNSD just recently released their new MV, and I think it's really cute. The fact that there's Minho from SHINee in it but seriously the song is addictive and cute. X) I loove it. Yoona is really pretty! I love her!

Gee gee gee! X) So cute. I want a hot body like them.
I'm so pissed with the computer right now. TVXQ updated a lot of things recently. They went performing their "HAHAHA" campaign at a school. TT_TT How I wished I'm from Korea and study there. Jaejoong in Taegoon's MV, looking HOT holding a gun.
Hani, you better take care of your husband, his popularity is increasing 100000000+/second.

However I think I'm gonna stopped posting for now. Next week is Chinese New Year! :D Woohoo! Angpow angpow! Going back hometown! YAY! A place where I could rest my mind. Oh oh! This Friday is BB's Merentas Taman which I'm gonna attend. Yes, semangat betol. I haven't been running for a year already. It's part of my plan for working out to get my dream body. ;P

That's all for now. B.Y.E.
Note: Might be editing this post to celebrate my 200th post. ;)
Haunted by "It's Over" @ 6:42 PM
Hani aku da jumpe lagu tu! X)
This song keeps haunting me these days. Whenever I turn on the radio, this song would be played. The other day was even a coincidence, turn on Hitz FM and they played this song. Wasn't interested, so I turn on Fly FM. O_o; They started to play this song too. I thought I pressed the same button or something, so I turn on Hitz, then Fly FM again. Still the same song. O_O; Creepy. Since then, I kept "meeting" with this song. Suprisingly, every time I listened to this song, the radio won't be mentioning who's the singer and what's the title. Usually it's advertisement after the song ended. -__-; The interesting thing is, everytime I listen to this song, I have no idea who's the singer BUT I imagined Kim Jonghyun from SHINee sang it. O_o; Seriously, the voice kind of suit him. So yeah, I just imagined him singing it. And then, I just found out Jesse McCartney sang it. The video clip is interesting though. The way they showed how he erased the memories he had with the girl in the end. It's like everything collapsed.

by Jesse McCartney
(lyrics are written by Jesse McCartney)


We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna' to erase you from my mind
'cause it's over
I said girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby 'cause it's over

I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
No trouble stayin' occupied

Oh they ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need's another episode
Keep conversation short and sweet because

'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna' erase you from my mind
Baby 'cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you
And move you like the way she moved ya before

And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Girl you know it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over

Omo. I miss Yoochun and Jonghyun. :'(
Saturday, January 17, 2009
사랑참아프다 @ 12:52 AM
If liking someone and being liked by someone can make a person suffered these much and experience such extraordinary pain in their heart, let's just end it.

Though no matter how much the word 'end' kept coming out from the mouth, it's still there.

I really need to start.. concentrate on my dreams... until I don't even want to fall in love anymore.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Glossophobia @ 7:10 PM
Stage fright may be a symptom of glossophobia.

-__- Duh. Stage fright was my greatest fear. That's why when I want to get involve with music, I prefer to be the composer than the singer. However, I faced that fear last year and I just realised I still had this phobia, glossophobia.
One of the causes of glossophobia:

- a series of beliefs formed early in life some of which have to do with speaking (ex.What I have to say is not important) and some of which have to do with competence and failure (ex. If I fail, I'll be rejected; I'm not capable).

Five causal elements were found to be present in the experience of performance anxiety/stage fright:

(1) I perceive or imagine the presence of significant others who are able to judge me.
(2) I consider the possibility of my visible failure at a task.
(3) I feel a need to do well to avoid failure
(4) I feel uncertain as to whether I will do well.
(5) I focus on my own behavior and appearance.

Yeap. That is sooooo ME. Oh, and this statement describe myself the most:

Some glossophobics have been able to dance or perform in public as long as they do not have to speak, or even speak (such as in a play) or sing as long as they cannot see the audience or they feel that they are a character or stage persona rather than presenting as themselves.

source: Wikipedia

I need a mental treatment for this. Felt like taking drugs before doing any speech. Seriously. Today was an extremely stressful day. First was during Economics, and then, MUET. Ergh. I suck when it comes to all these.

"The average person at a funeral would rather be in the casket than doing the eulogy."
-Jerry Seinfeld

Sooo true. I hate hate HATE this!!!
Moving on.. lately Hani and me are kind of disappointed on certain things/people.

Hani: TT_TT Aku rindu 2008.
Me: Aku tau..aku paham. Semue da lain.
Hani: Ramai cam da berubah. Da tak cam dlu..
Me: Cepat betol berubah. Baru sebulan due tak jumpe. Lepas 10 tahun agaknyer memang lain da smue.

*sigh* Life. People changed. Lives changed too. I still need to overcome my stupid phobia. Ergh. When will I grow up? I guess I'm still traumatised by what happened last year during MUET test.

"Isn't there anything I'm good at?", this pessimistic question keeps repeating in my head.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009
First and Last Impression. @ 8:11 PM
We always think about how we love someone and why does the other person treat us back like that. Love is complicated when it comes to unrequited love. Especially it's among friends or someone you're really close to. It does hurt a lot when you love someone but they gave these hopes which made you think, "Does he/she love me back or is it just a pity feelings?" When they gave these I'm-not-sure-I-like-you-or-not treatment, we get angry and said, "Quickly make up your mind!! Do you like me or not??" As usual.. humans will never understand it unless they experience the same thing. Yes. Imagine this. Having someone that has been a 'friend' and that's always nice to you, suddenly came and say, "I like you." It's not easy. In this situation, you will either be scared, confused or desperate. There are situations when the person enjoyed getting the love and care by the 'friend', but when the 'friend' asked for their true feelings, they become speechless. Why? Why does it end up like this? It seems as if he/she likes the 'friend' but.. they are confused. There are some that are desperate for attention. Some are just lonely and want to be loved. It's true, playing with people's heart is definitely a cruel thing. But... it's not easy for them too. UNLESS, they are just those kind of playgirls/playboys. There are also situations when they felt pity for the person or they felt like they owe the person, so they had to return the love. This one is for those who can't think wisely though. Some also are just scared that the friendship or relationship they had before would end or changed. In conclusion, just because of the sentence, "I like you.", the person could be predicting a lot of things that would happen in future.
To tell the truth, there are really low possibilities that both of them will end up truely love/like each other.
I guess.. I can't blame that person. He's human too. Right? (:
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Pain. @ 7:40 PM
"You know that romantic notion that all the garbage and the pain is really healing and beautiful and sort of poetic? It's not. It's just garbage and it's pain. You know what's better? Love. The day that you start thinking that love is overrated is the day that you're wrong. The only thing wrong with love and faith and belief is not having it."
- Haley James Scott

Lucas: Listen I just wanted to say I'm sorry that we didn't get to spend more time together tonight.
Peyton: How'd it go with Brooke?
Lucas: I realized tonight that it's over between me and Brooke and she realized it, too.
Peyton: I love you Lucas.
Lucas: I love you too Peyton.
Peyton: You don't understand. I've been holding this in for a really long time... I just need you to know. I love you... I'm in love with you.
Lucas: Oh

Keith (to Lucas): It's a special thing, saying 'I love you' to people you love. Because you never know when you'll lose them, or when they'll lose you
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Pessimistic @ 12:55 AM
It's scary thinking about my future. Why?
Cus' it's scary that I had dreams but it looks as if I'm not doing anything to achieve it.
It's scary that I'm now at a place I'm supposed to be but not at a place that I wanted to be.
It's scary to think if I fail this one, I would disappoint my loved ones and if I pass this one, I would end up getting to do something that I don't like. Something that I'm capable with but I hated it so much.
It's scary to think everyone knows what they are doing, that's why they chosed this path and when they asked what I really wanted to do, I told them and in the end they would go, "But why did you go for form 6?"
Yes. It's scary cus' it's not even related to my dreams.
It's scary to think that some of us still don't know what they want to be but eventually they will find out and become what they wanted to be while I'm still stuck with my stubborness to go for what my dream is.
You see.. if you still don't have a clue what your future is..that's still okay. It's better than being the one that knows what they want but doesn't even know how to start.

Besides that.. being in love with someone that's way better than you is a scary thing too. I'm glad you didn't accept me. It's too obvious I'm not even close to good enough for you. Someone that doesn't even sure with their future shouldn't fall in love anyway.
That's what I thought.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Happy Birthday Diana! :D @ 11:30 PM
Diana! I just realised we never took picture together yet!

Happy Birthday to this girl that:
-has the most amazing laugh in the world. XP
-when she got excited, everyone runs away from her.
-she's a lovable and a sweet person.

LAUGH ALWAYS with Diana and you'll lead a happy life! ;P
Hope you enjoyed your birthday my friend!

Moving on.. yesterday night I had this dream getting chased by this guy holding a bazooka, trying to shoot at me. O_O; And he missed me all the time, the people everywhere become the victims. Zomg. this must be the effect of the video. -_-;
Daddy is going to send the keyboard for repair! YAY! I love my appa! (: I just realised I don't even know the road we have to take for Merentas Desa. O_o; They said it's gonna be two rounds. Zomg. Crazy ah? In the previous school, one round pon da nak pengsan.
Anyway, tomorrow is Friday and end of first week of school in 2009. Time sure passed so fast. Oh, and my first library duty starts tomorrow. Wow, I'm so looking forward for it. Yeah right. -__-; I totally enjoyed becoming Quater Master last time than librarian now. Sure, QM is kind of heavy work, carrying this and that, but it's fun. Librarian has too many conflicts and issues and too complicated.

Kopal: Tu lar.. suruh join prefects, tak nak.

Haha. Yeah. Kopal always said that and me and Hani would go.. "Tu ah..tapi prefects pon banyak hal gak. Same jer..." ;P Even now, we're having some issues with Koperasi. -___-; Hani sms-ed me saying she wants to quit. I felt like quitting too. Getting shouted everytime you want to help is a fun thing huh? Maybe I should just quit. Though everywhere I go I will still get the blame like what Hani said. -__-' Masalah betol. Selalu kene underameciated. ;P No difference anyway cus' I still have librarian.

CHINESE NEW YEAR is around the corner. YAY! (:
Lai lai ang pow
... ;P
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Love you! (: @ 8:13 PM
Yes. I love you. Do you love me? Let's love! Love love love! ;)

These first three days of school has been tiring to me. I know, the 'real' thing has not yet to come, and I'm complaining already. ^^; And my head is really 'heavy' right now. We have a new MUET teacher, Miss Muhanta. She's really nice. (: Another English teacher to be loved by me. I love all my English teachers. :D Merentas Desa is in this month and sports house practice will start next week. Omg. I need to be ready physically and mentally now.

Moving on...ZOMG.
Hani is gonna hate my blog after this. XD

Only a few fan girls were pissed about the initial photos of TVXQ's Jaejoong partying with Han Hyo Joo at the "Heaven's Postman" staff party. However like a rush of PMS, moods quickly changed when new pictures from the "Heaven's Postman" staff party surfaced.

The new photos show Han Hyo Joo sitting next to Jaejoong and getting a bit too close for comfort. The reactions have been mixed. Some girls are saying that they're jealous / envious. Some girls are calling Jaejoong a traitor and turning on him. Some girls are saying that they want to beat up Han Hyo Joo. A few that think they look cute together, and there are some ELF-like fans that stated they wanted to die.

source: allkpop

Hee. I guess Han Hyo Joo ignored the threats made by the fans. X) That's good. To be honest, it's good to see TVXQ being with girls. I can prove to my mom and some other people that said they are gays or what-so-ever. :D Betol tak Hani? Chillex.. Tangkap gambar jer tu. Haha. It's hard to see Jaejoong acting with a girl, and yeah, he looks good in the picture. Can create your own imagination after watching him act with a girl. XP Han Hyo Joo is cute too. Again, I hope the fans won't bother her. -__-; Now, I'm crazy on seeing Micky acting with a girl. "Dating On Earth"!! Please please release that drama so that I can watch Micky's hotness. ;P

Who said Park Yoochun can't be hot?
This is the Hottest picture of him to me.
GO AWAY! He's mine! ;)
Monday, January 5, 2009
이기적인 @ 10:49 PM
(Igijeogin) meaning..selfish in Korean.

I just realised I'm becoming selfish these days. Ergh. Hate myself for that.
School starts today and this is my first time being extremely busy during the first day of school. Selling books like crazy with Hani & Pei Fen. Pei Fen was sick and she even had to stay back for duty. And tomorrow is my turn with Hani. You're right, Hani. Our nightmare for this year had just begun. Haha. And we even stayed back with Kopal, Ash, Suren,Siva & Kavi. First day of school. XD But still, I miss staying back with them. It's been so long. Imagine when school ends. No more us hanging out together after school. Wow. I'll totally appreciate the moments with them.
Oh yeah, Kogul was angry with me. ;P I need to talk good things bout him now. Hahaha. He's a nice guy and a nice vice president. Hey, that's an honest statement,okay. ;D I love bullying him.

Read about Rocky Balboa in Arif's blog and somehow felt like I want to watch the movie. The quotes are really interesting. Especially the one when he explains about life to his son and about chasing your own dreams. Really. Wow. I want to watch it. Oh! Talk bout Arif, reminds me..the videos he told me to watch which he said, "Not scary at all." turns out to be.. ergh. Luckily I didn't get nightmares. The video, Rambo IV Kill Scene made me go. O_O; The beginning is already crazy (with the slashing the head part) and at the end when I thought it's over there's still the part that makes me go.. O_O; (the knife.the stomach. -__-;)There's people getting exploded into pieces. -___- Sungguh tak menakutkan yer, Arif? Ko ni memang ah. Mimpi aku yg sepatutnyer dipenuhi dengan muke Micky Yoochun tibe2 jadi mimpi yg dipenuhi org2 yg kepale meletup.

Anyway, that's all for now. (: I have another tiring day tomorrow. Need to get some rest, and dream about Micky. (and pls, no dreams about people getting exploded)
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Funky Days :D @ 7:02 PM
Zomg. LEAD's songs. Back in my head. (: *dance along with Funky Days* Shinya Taniuchi. My first Japanese hottie. ;P Maybe, I'll start talking bout them again. Moving on... Here's my 2009 to-do and wish lists. :D

To-do list
1. Tell dad to send the keyboard to be fix
2. Study for STPM
3. Remember to wish everyone happy birthday including fav singers. (:
4. Study Korean through net during weekends.
5. Check out TVXQ's news regularly
6. If keyboard are fixed, try practicing reading music notes.
7. NO watching movies at cinema at all until STPM over.
8. Avoid from going outings anymore EXCEPT if there is TVXQ's fansign session.
9. Cover up some library works before middle of year.
10. Stay healthy and work up to get Lee Hyori's body. (+dieting.)
11. Pierce 2nd holes for ears and get a tatoo and straighten hair. (after STPM)

Wish list
1. Able to read music notes.
2. Able to go university after STPM
3. TVXQ having fansign session in Malaysia and I can go.
4. Able to read in Korean and talk better.
5. TVXQ stay healthy
6. Able to get least Lee Hyori's abs.
7. Get rid of my pimples? X)
8. Dieting without getting gastric
9. Able to take picture with Micky? ;P
10. Everyone(friends, family, myself) stay healthy always.

DONE. (: Btw, To my future husband: We HAVE to get a son as talented as adorable as sweet as this guy, Lee Taemin. X)

It's his audition to SM. Extremely cute and talented. I'm glad he likes people call him cute cus' he is! I want to hug him and keep him as my son! :D Looove him like my own baby.

aigoo aigoo.. X) Such a handsome and sweet young man. Imagine him calling me 'noona'. Zomg. Damn adorable! I'll hug him on the spot! Ash! You're getting a new brother! :D Me and Yoochun decided to adopt Taemin. Treat him nicely. Oh, and you might get a new *coughs*appa*coughs*too*coughs*Jonghyun*coughs* I'm a bad umma and wife. ;P Taemin is sweet.. and cute adorable...but only as a son to me. X) but but..... Jonghyun!! ZOMG!! Jonghyun Jonghyun Jonghyun♥♥! Totally taken my heart with his voice!

Aigoo..Jonghyun ah..Stop seducing your sunbae's wife. Oh oh! Kopal is starting to like TVXQ! YAY!! XD And he likes Jaejoong. Haha. Ramainyer nak rebut dengan Hani. Pheeew. *felt relaxed cus' he's not into Micky* ;P Talk bout our Jaejoong with his upcoming drama.. ehem..

Yes. yes. Please help yourself to notice the "leaning" in the first picture and "hand" in the second picture. IT has caused chaos among his fans. ^^; I'm trying to pray for Han Hyo Joo's safety. She's a really sweet girl. I hope they won't bother her. It's normal to take picture close with someone that you had work for months. -__- I hope the fans won't be extremely close-minded about it. However, they do look good together. Aigoo. Don't disturb her lar Cassiopeians. It would make the others not being able to try out into acting world too. And I was looking forward to see them in Korean dramas like Shinhwa.

Anyway, school is opening tpmorrow. (: Wow. Time passed too fast. Have to go sleep now. Nite nite. Maybe gonna be online on weekends only for now. Unless, I felt like the NEED to find out what's happening to TVXQ. ;D

Park Yoochun, looking hot as always.
He's waiting for me at the stairs.;) nite nite!
Girls Day Out! :D @ 3:39 PM
This was last Thursday, during New Year. Went to One Utama with my beloved friends from previous school. Rina, Diana & Hani. (: I brought my sister, Christine and Hani brought her sister Iera. :D We watched...

I loooooooove Adam Sandler as much as I love Jim Carrey. Except his character in Zohan. -__-; I really looove to watch him acting with kids. The first movie I saw him acting is Big Daddy. He's really close with kids. The movie is awsome. If only things like that do happen in real life. I was laughing non-stop when it comes to the part he talks like alien. And and the hamster is too cute!! :D
Wokay, here's the pictures of the day.

Diana. Rina. Hani. Lene.
We ate steamboat at Johnnys!:9
We went to a place I never knew existed in OU. O_o;
The sisters. (:
Iera. Hani. Lene. Christine.
Haha. Yeap. That's Diana & Hani. ;P
Hottest picture of Hani. ;P
It's like a fairy tale place. (:
The girls day out. :D
Can't believe I have really beautiful friends right? ;) They rock! We really enjoyed the day. Too bad Izzah couldn't join us. I miss my old friends. Sofiah, Ain, Alea, Set Fong, Iza, Tasya.. lots more. Felt like it's been so long. Where are all of you?? TT_TT

Oh oh! XD I've started to listen Japanese songs again. Thanks to Emma. W-inds songs are awsome. And and ONE OK ROCK too. (: My wish and to-do lists is gonna be posted later in the next post. :D

The bright smile that brightens my day.
My baby~Park Yoochun. I love you more than anyone loves you. ;)
Don't Cheat by Miss S feat. Nam Gyuri @ 2:31 PM
I want to thank Hani for introducing to me such a GREAT song that could describe the feelings most naive kind of girls/women felt when they are in love and when they trusted guys too much.

바람피지마 (Feat. 남규리 For 씨야)


Writings in the starting:
When a woman loves,
They become two-faced.
They call that emotion lust.
Loving to the extent of no pain.
Just enough so you can handle....
and get out fast if needed.
If I did...it might have hurt less...

Men don't know the woman's love
Men don't know the woman's heart
Men don't know the woman's love
Men don't know the woman's heart

Woman who trusts your love even though she knows
Woman who falls for it a few hundred times even though she knows
Woman who is regretful and thinks that this is love
Man who never knows this aching woman's heart

Even though I'm a woman who's very unfulfilling for you
I wish you can be my perfect prince always
Because a woman looks at overflowing love
and is still thirsty
I'm your woman

Don't cheat (Don't leave me alone)
Don't cheat (Don't leave me alone)

Don't look at other women other than me

Don't look somewhere else (Only look at me)
Don't look somewhere else (Only look at me)

The farther away you go, the clearer you become
(I get uneasy)

Don't cheat

Men don't know the woman's love
Men don't know the woman's heart
Men don't know the woman's love
Men don't know women as well as I thought

Even though we fight like we won't see each other ever again
Don't tell me that you want to leave me first
You hug me like a man first
Because I'm a woman that falls for your stupid excuses
even though it's clearly a lie
Don't play with a naive woman
Becuase I'm a woman that cries and laughs at your words

Don't cheat (Don't leave me alone)
Don't cheat (Don't leave me alone)

Don't look at other women other than me

Don't look somewhere else (Only look at me)
Don't look somewhere else (Only look at me)

The farther away you go, the clearer you become
(I get uneasy)

Don't cheat

Worried that my overflowing love will become addiction
Worried that you might become sick of my constant persuading
Even though you came into my heart on your own
I wish you wouldn't let go of my hand without my permission
Because you're my man despite what everyone else says
Because I'm your woman that can't live without your love
I'm a woman that isn't good with love
Because I'm a woman who's worried at whatever happens

I can't live because of you
Even though it's a repetition of tiring love
But I can't live without you
Because I love you more than anyone in this world

I can't live without you
Don't leave me alone
I can't live without your love
Don't leave me alone
Because you're my man
Despite what everyone else says
Because I'm a woman
Who can't live without love
I can't live without you
Don't leave me alone
I can't live without your love
Don't leave me alone
Because I'm a woman
Who's not good with love
Because I'm a woman
Who is worried all the time
Because I get concerned

Don't cheat

Men don't know the woman's love
Men don't know the woman's heart
Men don't know the woman's love
Why don't know know me well
After all the experience

Cre: YBG @ seeya.co.nr

Such nicely written lyrics. (: Awsome. Props to the writer of this song. I love this part the most.

"Even though you came into my heart on your own I wish you wouldn't let go of my hand without my permission"

Hee. Brings out back the sad memories. (: But.. I'm still okay. Though I'm satisfied with this song cus' it will make those kind of guys terase sikit. Betol tak Hani? ;P Hey, I'm not saying this cus' of my own case. Mine is not as bad as some of my friends in previous school. Some of them are a 100 times more naive than me last time. And it just makes me angry to see them getting cheated by some of those so-called asses a.k.a. TRUE playboys. That's why I hate playboys. -__- Some of them are not even humans.
Not saying only guys are like these. Some girls can be asses too, that's why we had playgirls. Whatever..some humans are just...too.. well..we just don't know.
I'll only accept one kind of playboy.

Playboy ParkYoochun.
I love him too much, I'll turn extremely naive for him.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Happy Birthday Siva! (: @ 2:17 PM
Before that, to be honest, I blogged this on Sunday, but I changed the date. ;P Couldn't blog yesterday due to some health problems. X) Sorry!

- Be happy always!
- Don't stop from making people laugh!
- Don't emo too much! :D
- Hope all your wishes come true!
- Good luck! (:
- You're 19 now! The oldest among us! hahahaha! ;P
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Hello 2009! :D @ 4:20 AM
HAPPY NEW YEAR! Bye bye 2008 & Annyong 2009! :D

Wow. 2008 is gone. I felt like it was yesterday when I welcomed 2008. And now, it's 2009. Yeap. Time does passed that fast, especially when you're enjoying your life. Was chatting with my friends through MSN, but it seems MSN hates me. -___-; It kept signing off. And YouTube is moving extremely slow than before. Nevermind. As long, I can still watch LIVE shows. I watched my oppa(s)!! :D However, I missed their performance in Kouhaku cus' I was out at GIANT with mom and Christine. Shopping. X) Hee. Be amazed that there IS at least some good clothes in GIANT.

Then, I watched CDTV till' now, and they were performing like at 4 am, Japan timing. =__=; Crazy. The sun has already started to rise at this time there. Gosh. These guys need some break before anyone would end up hospitalized like other singers. Luckily, they have a 2 days off. They'll continue their schedule this Saturday. So, oppa(s), get some rest okay? (: Your Purple Line performance in CDTV is still great even though you all look tired. I enjoyed it. I guess, it's worth it, after waiting for hours. Get some sleep now.

And because
JAEHO is the best couple in TVXQ and because we love them...

hee. No, they are not dating each other. (: They are really good friends.
And yes. This is how guys in Korea appreciates their friendship.

aaawww.. Taemin wants to hold appa too.
Taemin can become Yunho's 'daughter'! X)

awww..Jonghyun gets to hug both umma and appa. :D Such a fanboy. (:

SHINee needs to work hard too right? Make your sunbaes(senior) proud. (: I'm sure they'll be successful too. AJA AJA for both groups! However, TVXQ really needs to rest at the moment. SHINee, work hard is good, but take care of your health. Hee. XD I sounded like a mother pulak. Oh. My New Year celebration was calling and disturbing people, and singing with my sister like crazy and watch TVXQ. :D And and..eat ICE-CREAM! YAY! X) O_o; Just realised I haven't made the wishlist and to-do list for this year. Later ah. ;P

He's always a dork and I will always love him.
박유천, 새해 복 많이 받으세요!!

유천 오빠.. You will always be my "믹키".
My love for you is still the same. ;)