Listening to: Meet Me Halfway by Black Eyed PeasLove the lyrics of this song.
TO THE ONE AND ONLY MAN OF THE FAMILY,
Dear papa,54 years old... still young in the inside. XDStay healthy and happy always.And hope you'll enjoy today's birthday celebration with the yummy yummy Baskin Robbins ice-cream cake. (while knowing the fact that your beloved children will be the ones finishing it :9)You're the BEST daddy in the world!Love ya so much~! :D(yes, I'm daddy's little girl, got a problem with that?) I cried so much that time huh? XD
I can't go any further than this.
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish.
I spend my time just thinkin' thinkin' thinkin' bout you.
Every single day, yes I'm really missin' missin' you.
And all those things we used to, used to, used to, used to do?
P.S. "I'm hurt" today. :(
Why you so bad?
Thanks to my sis for the ice-cream though to cool my burning heart.
Happy Birthday WeeN! :D @ 1:12 AM
Listening to: Haru Haru (Orchestra version) by Big BangThough in my previous post I mentioned it was my last, I just couldn't miss posting a birthday post to my one and only elder sis! :D
WEE NEE ANGELINE
You're a great sister and I'm lucky to have you as my sister! ;)My birthday wishes for you:Hope your dreams come true!Hope you get a job soon! :DHope you have a happy life in the future!Hope you stay healthy always!Hope you meet your hot hot idols! XDAnd lastly, I hope our bond will never broke, ever.Forever sisters yow. ;) P.S. Sarang hae unni! :D
Friday, November 6, 2009
Graduation Day @ 9:33 PM
Listening to: Sempurna by Andra & The Back BoneI blame this song and Kenangan Terindah by Samsons for making me cry like a small girl today. I wasn't supposed to cry today. -_-; But then, I had actually been listening to Sempurna this few days and when they played the song at the hall... I just... lose myself. Blame the lyrics and the music. Very... touchy touchy.
Kau begitu sempurna Dimataku kau begitu indah Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu Disetiap langkahku Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa [Reff:] Kau adalah darahku Kau adalah jantungku Kau adalah hidupku Lengkapi diriku Oh sayangku, kau begitu Sempurna... Sempurna... Kau genggam tanganku Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku Takkan mampu menghadapi semua Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa [Reff:] Kau adalah darahku Kau adalah jantungku Kau adalah hidupku Lengkapi diriku Oh sayangku, kau begitu Sempurna... Sempurna... Kau genggam tanganku Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku
This song... brings memories... Anyway. this is my last post. When STPM is over, I'll continue blogging again. 'Till then, I'm gonna miss blogging. And today's graduation is full of tears. Most for the Form 6. And what's unexplainable is how much I cried today and yet during my last day when I was in form 5, I didn't feel anything. I didn't shed a tear at all. But this school... haha. I guess, that's the magical thing about BB to me. I'm gonna miss everyone, especially my family in school. :`)Bye bye 'till STPM over.
In an ordinary fairy tale land
There's a promise of a perfect happy end
And i imagine having just short of that
It's better than nothing
So you'll be mine
Forever and almost always
And I'll be fine
Just love me when you can
And I'll wait patiently
I'll wake up everyday
Just hoping that you still care
P.S. Honestly, what I really felt is this:
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Insecurity kills a soul @ 7:59 PM
Listening to: The Reason by HoobastankThis song brought back memories when I was 14. A popular song at that time. (: The message from this song is really deep.The Form 6 Farewell Party was a big enjoyment. :D I'm glad it went well. The decorations were grand. Thanks to our mommy. XD The cupcakes are really cute. The balloons... scares me a bit but still okay. I love taking pictures. The urge of pressing the capture-button is always there. I need a camera. O_o; Owh, that would make me become more addicted in taking pictures. Anyway, the best picture I've taken today is this one.Simply amazing. I guess no matter what, skies always gave me this good feeling of satisfaction in art. The balloons which are gold and white in colour seems to fit the picture with the sky 'cus in my theory of imagination, the gold represents the sun and the white represents the cloud. Haha. I'm such a dreamy kind of person, I know. Balloons scares me, but it is still cute though.Being optimistic keeps me healthy and happy all the time. But somehow, what's hidden behind it seems like a lie. A denial. Trying to avoid the truth that would caused pain. But still, I'm okay. It just scares me at time. Well, insecurity is always my ultimate weakness. Falling in love TOO deeply falls at number two though. Too late to said that. What's left is facing it though, no matter how scary it is and how it haunts every night in your dreams.Graduation Day is tomorrow. No more school in my life anymore after this.Goodbye to "The most awesome moments a person would spend in life"
P.S. And the reason is still YOU. ;)
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Applying the 80/20 Rule! ;) @ 8:59 PM
Listening to: You Can't Break A Broken Heart by Kate VoegeleI'm putting Kate Voegele in my list of "albums I should buy". Her voice is amazing. And yes, her songs are cool. :D Watched this movie, that I'd always wanted to watch. Interesting and you could really learn something from this movie. I learnt about appreciations and forgiveness. (: And how amazing it is to have someone that you could spend the rest of your life with. And of course, the 80/20 rule. ;)
Interesting quote from the movie 'Why did I get married?' In most cases, especially in relationships, you will only get 80% of what you NEED and you will hardly get the other 20% that you WANT in your relationship. There is always another person (man or woman) that you will meet and that will offer you the other 20% which is lacking in your relationship that you WANT. And believe me, 20% looks really good when you are not getting it at all in your current relationship. But the problem is that you will always be tempted to leave that good 80% that you know you have, thinking that you will get something better with the other 20% that you WANT. But as reality has proven, in most cases, you will always end up with having the 20% that you WANT and loosing the 80% that you really NEED and that you already had. Be careful in deciding between what you WANT and NEED in your life. Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have. 'Wow, this girl in my office is a real looker. But it's not her Wynona Rider features that got me. I'm crazy about her because she's also understanding, intelligent, tender - so many things that my spouse is not.' Somewhere along the way, you'll find a woman or a man who will be more charming or sensitive. More alluring. More thoughtful. Richer. Have greater sex appeal. And you will find a woman or man who will need you and pursue you and go loco over you more than your spouse ever did. Because no wife or husband is perfect. Because a spouse will only have 80% of what you're looking for. So adultery takes place when a husband or wife looks for the missing 20%. Let's say your wife is melancholic by nature. You may find yourself drawn to the pretty clerk who has a cherry laugh no matter what she says: 'I broke my arm yesterday, hahahaha . . ..' Or because your wife is a homebody in slippers and pajamas, smelling of garlic and fish oil, you may fall for a fresh-smelling young sales representative that visits your office in a sharp black blazer, high heels, and a red pencil-cut skirt. Or because your husband is the quiet type, your heart may skip a beat when you meet an old college flame who has the makings of a talk show host. But wait! That's ONLY 20% of what you DON'T have. Don't throw away the 80% that you already have! That's not all. Add to your spouse's 80% the 100% that represents all the years that you have been with each other. The storms you have weathered together. The unforgettable moments of sadness and joy as a couple. The many adjustments you have made to love the other. The wealth of memories that you've accumulated as lovers. Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have. But faithfulness happens when you start thanking God for what you already have. But I'm not just talking about marriage. I'm talking about life! About your jobs. About your friends. About your children. About your lifestyles. Are you like the economy airline passenger that perennially peeks through the door of the first class cabin, obsessed with what he's missing? 'They have got more leg room! Oh my, their food is served in porcelain! Wow, their seats recline at an 80% angle and they've got personal videos!' I guarantee you'll be miserable for the entire trip! Don't live your life like that. Forget about what the world says is first class. Do you know that there are many first class passengers who are miserable in first class -- because they are not riding in a private Lear Jet? The main message??? If you start appreciating what you have right now, wherever you are, you are first class! ;)creds: to whoever that made this. Form 6 party is tomorrow. :D And the next day we're going to graduate officially through a ceremony. If only Seaport did the same thing last time. Anyway, I'm looking forward for it though. Gosh, time passed like...I don't know. A split second. I felt like it was just yesterday I came to this school. 1 and a half years. My friends kept telling me they don't want to cry this Friday. Well, we'll just see what would happen. Me? I'm a crybaby like always, but... I don't know. Haha. We'll see. Moving on, Minzy from 2EN1 showed her sexy abs! I so-want that too. Awesome-ness. (: I'll work harder after STPM.I don't want to talk about the issues that DongBangShinKi is going through now 'cus I don't like talking about bad news. No matter what I read in the internet or the rumours I heard, I won't believe it until they confirm it and just keep with the promise they made to the fans. Stay together, Always Keep The Faith. Junsu.Yoochun.Jaejoong.Changmin.Yunho.Everything is gonna be alright, right oppa(s)?Don't ever give up, I won't too.Always Keep The Faith.edit: Facebook application is getting scarily accurate. O_O; How did they know?
On this day of your life, Sherlene, we believe God wants you to know ... that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.
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Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.
P.S. I'm falling deeper deeper.
Insecurity conquers me sometimes...but...
You won't break my heart right, baby?