Credits: I II III IV

Quotes of the moment.
"When you get tired, think back to days like this when you regretted it. Think of the days you treasure. Receive strength from it and live on."
-Shin Jihyun(49 DAYS)

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

-Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." -Tom Robbins

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
- Ida Scott Taylor

Peyton: That's what he writes. But what he says is a totally different story.
Haley: Sometimes people write the things that they can't say.

"Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

— Lucas Eugene Scott

"Don't leave, don't leave.
Lies, lies.

My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
One day, I will. ;)
Music is my soul.
Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
One biggest weakness, once truly and faithfully in love, there's no more "I'll find someone better." Love is the only way that could lead her to become a complete idiot.


Saturday, November 21, 2009
DongBangShinKi FIGHTING!!! @ 10:57 PM
I had to break my promise, about saying it was my last post in my previous post. As a die-hard-fan of DongBangShinKi, I can NEVER ever, ignore the big news. I'm supposed to be studying but I had to admit, I had just spend time about 3 hours and 40 minutes watching Mnet Asian Music Awards LIVE in Channel [V]. (: And I'll never regret it. 'Cus I get to share the moment together with my beloved idols that has been an inspiration in my life.

Before that, I want to congratulate 2EN1 for their winnings, they deserved it. And also G-Dragon. ;) And not to forget, 2PM. Like TVXQ, they had to go through hardships this year, and it could be an awful year for them but yeah, Artist of the Year, 2PM, I agree with the votes, you deserved it. And it's a shame that Jae-beom were not there to receive it with you guys. Jae-beom, I hope you are watching it right now. Your dongsae(s) missed you a lot. I was really touched seeing them crying. :( It's really sad to see a reward that is given to one group had to be received not by all the members at that special moment.

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When they started to play videos of TVXQ, I was stunned for a while and my sister said, "Omg. Lene don't cry..." and then I started crying. Yes, as I mentioned before, I am a die-hard-fan. And I miss them so so much. So much that it felt so great, so happy to see them, LIVE, seeing they are okay, though their expression showed sadness and pain, I know, it's because of the problems they are facing right now. And I do wished Changmin and Yunho to be there too. (though that would make me cry even more with tears of happiness.)

Xiah Junsu stated:
"It's been a long time. It's an honor just to be able to attend such a huge event, but being able to receive an award, thank you so much. This award is not for one single member, but because all 5 members have put forth so much effort we are able to receive it. Thank you so much to all of our fans in Asia for allowing us to receive such a huge award."

Micky Yoochun stated:
"I think this is the first time I've wanted to sing so badly. After becoming a singer, I was able to meet such great members, that's why I think we are able to be here. We will work even harder to expand beyond Asia. We hope for even more support than now."

Youngwoong Jaejoong

"I can't be happier because this award is coming directly from the fans of Asia. To our fans who are watching and possibly our two friends who are watching, I wanted to say that I love you."

creds: allkpop.com


Congratulations DongBangShinKi.
You guys deserve it. Never ever give up!

P.S. The voice recording from this website made me cry again. :(
Oppa! We will always remember the promise!
Monday, November 16, 2009
LAST post before STPM. ;) @ 1:14 AM
Listening to: 내여자(My Woman) by Bi Rain

Women fall for guys' promises and words. Always. And when the promises were broken, though it hurts the woman a lot, in the end she would end up forgiving the guy.(most of them) Believe me, women is always good in remembering things like this. O_o;

Guy makes a promise, the woman holds onto the promise, always. And then, it was broken. The woman got angry, got hurt, but yet in the end, she forgave him.

Weird? I know. It's unexplainable. I guess that's when the phrase "Love could make us become a
pabo" came in.

To me, this song which I listened every night before I go to sleep, means something to me.

A promise? I suppose.
What I knew is that this song is one of the reasons that made my trust for you grew stronger.


Hey baby,
I Love you girl!
You know what?
You are my sunshine

Baby girl
My happy girl
Your room is filled with me the whole day
You are in front of me every morning
Your face made me feel sweet

You are beautiful lady
You are always my pretty honey
You are so beautiful
The words I wanted to say, please listen to me

I am always your man, you are always my girl
You are my woman
Don't look somewhere else

You are always my girl, I am always your man
I am your man
You are my woman

Step by Step
Slowly approaching
Step by Step
Always waiting for you
You are beautiful lady
You are always my guardian angel
You are so beautiful
The words you like to hear I will say it to you
I am always your man, you are always my girl
You are my woman
Don't look somewhere else

You are always my girl, I am always your man
I am your man

I am ready now
Always thanks to the love you gave me
We both thanks each other
As long as we protect it
We will love forever

I am always your man, you are always my girl
You are my woman
Don't look somewhere else
You are always my girl, I am always your man
I am your man
You are my woman

English Translation by Rain-America.com
Credit: Rain-America.com

In addition, I always love music. I guess, that's what it makes this "promise" even special to me, huh? Gosh, I'm turning into a pabo too. ^^; Love is all about trust for each other, I guess.

Went to library yesterday with my sayangs, Hani, Pei Fen & Menaga. Was seriously studying at first, then our utility decreases. (like what Mr Gopal taught) ;P Oh, and I found a spot where I could study calmly in the library. Guess I'll stay there when I go to the library again.
Ending this post now, good luck to SPM & STPM candidates. (:

Oh, and
Happy 9-months. ;)

Baby boy,
I am always here
I'm waiting here,not going anywhere
You know that I love you that's why
You don't have to worry about me
No matter how far you go
This heart won't change
You know what I wanna say,right?
I'm waiting for you.

P.S. I love you.
November 16, 2009

Friday, November 13, 2009
It's not over 'till you said it's over @ 9:44 PM
Listening to: Wedding Dress by Taeyang (Big Bang)

At last. The song that I've waited for so long. (: As I expected the song is amazing. I've been listening to it the whole day. The music video is kind of touchy touchy. Poor guy.

Talk about wedding dress, reminds me of the show, We Got Married. :D

Alex & Shin Ae
Crown J & In Young
Hwanhee & Hwayobi
Hyun Joong & Hwangbo
(oh, I'm jealous!)
Andy & Solbi
(my favourite couple! :D)
I loooove the last photo. (:

Baby, I won't take anyone's hand besides you,
I'm always your lady,
I've always been waiting for you,
I'll always look only at you.

P.S. I'm angry. :/ But in the end...
I'm still soft-hearted.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Listening to: Meet Me Halfway by Black Eyed Peas
Love the lyrics of this song.


Dear papa,
54 years old... still young in the inside. XD
Stay healthy and happy always.
And hope you'll enjoy today's birthday celebration with the yummy yummy Baskin Robbins ice-cream cake. (while knowing the fact that your beloved children will be the ones finishing it :9)
You're the BEST daddy in the world!
Love ya so much~! :D
(yes, I'm daddy's little girl, got a problem with that?)

I cried so much that time huh? XD

I can't go any further than this.
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish.
I spend my time just thinkin' thinkin' thinkin' bout you.
Every single day, yes I'm really missin' missin' you.
And all those things we used to, used to, used to, used to do?

P.S. "I'm hurt" today. :(
Why you so bad?
Thanks to my sis for the ice-cream though to cool my burning heart.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Happy Birthday WeeN! :D @ 1:12 AM
Listening to: Haru Haru (Orchestra version) by Big Bang

Though in my previous post I mentioned it was my last, I just couldn't miss posting a birthday post to my one and only elder sis! :D

You're a great sister and I'm lucky to have you as my sister! ;)
My birthday wishes for you:

Hope your dreams come true!
Hope you get a job soon! :D
Hope you have a happy life in the future!
Hope you stay healthy always!
Hope you meet your hot hot idols! XD
And lastly, I hope our bond will never broke, ever.
Forever sisters yow. ;)

P.S. Sarang hae unni! :D
Friday, November 6, 2009
Graduation Day @ 9:33 PM
Listening to: Sempurna by Andra & The Back Bone

I blame this song and Kenangan Terindah by Samsons for making me cry like a small girl today. I wasn't supposed to cry today. -_-; But then, I had actually been listening to Sempurna this few days and when they played the song at the hall... I just... lose myself. Blame the lyrics and the music. Very... touchy touchy.

Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua

Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

This song... brings memories...
Anyway. this is my last post. When STPM is over, I'll continue blogging again. 'Till then, I'm gonna miss blogging. And today's graduation is full of tears. Most for the Form 6. And what's unexplainable is how much I cried today and yet during my last day when I was in form 5, I didn't feel anything. I didn't shed a tear at all. But this school... haha. I guess, that's the magical thing about BB to me. I'm gonna miss everyone, especially my family in school. :`)
Bye bye 'till STPM over.

In an ordinary fairy tale land
There's a promise of a perfect happy end
And i imagine having just short of that
It's better than nothing

So you'll be mine
Forever and almost always
And I'll be fine
Just love me when you can
And I'll wait patiently
I'll wake up everyday
Just hoping that you still care

P.S. Honestly, what I really felt is this:
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Insecurity kills a soul @ 7:59 PM
Listening to: The Reason by Hoobastank

This song brought back memories when I was 14. A popular song at that time. (: The message from this song is really deep.

The Form 6 Farewell Party was a big enjoyment. :D I'm glad it went well. The decorations were grand. Thanks to our mommy. XD The cupcakes are really cute. The balloons... scares me a bit but still okay. I love taking pictures. The urge of pressing the capture-button is always there. I need a camera. O_o; Owh, that would make me become more addicted in taking pictures. Anyway, the best picture I've taken today is this one.

Simply amazing. I guess no matter what, skies always gave me this good feeling of satisfaction in art. The balloons which are gold and white in colour seems to fit the picture with the sky 'cus in my theory of imagination, the gold represents the sun and the white represents the cloud. Haha. I'm such a dreamy kind of person, I know. Balloons scares me, but it is still cute though.

Being optimistic keeps me healthy and happy all the time. But somehow, what's hidden behind it seems like a lie. A denial. Trying to avoid the truth that would caused pain. But still, I'm okay. It just scares me at time. Well, insecurity is always my ultimate weakness. Falling in love TOO deeply falls at number two though. Too late to said that. What's left is facing it though, no matter how scary it is and how it haunts every night in your dreams.

Graduation Day is tomorrow. No more school in my life anymore after this.
Goodbye to "The most awesome moments a person would spend in life".

P.S. And the reason is still YOU. ;)
Miss me?
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Applying the 80/20 Rule! ;) @ 8:59 PM
Listening to: You Can't Break A Broken Heart by Kate Voegele

I'm putting Kate Voegele in my list of "albums I should buy". Her voice is amazing. And yes, her songs are cool. :D Watched this movie, that I'd always wanted to watch. Interesting and you could really learn something from this movie. I learnt about appreciations and forgiveness. (: And how amazing it is to have someone that you could spend the rest of your life with. And of course, the 80/20 rule. ;)

Interesting quote from the movie 'Why did I get married?'
In most cases, especially in relationships, you will only get 80% of what you NEED and you will hardly get the other 20% that you WANT in your relationship. There is always another person (man or woman) that you will meet and that will offer you the other 20% which is lacking in your relationship that you WANT. And believe me, 20% looks really good when you are not getting it at all in your current relationship.
But the problem is that you will always be tempted to leave that good 80% that you know you have, thinking that you will get something better with the other 20% that you WANT.
But as reality has proven, in most cases, you will always end up with having the 20% that you WANT and loosing the 80% that you really NEED and that you already had.
Be careful in deciding between what you WANT and NEED in your life.

Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have. 'Wow, this girl in my office is a real looker. But it's not her Wynona Rider features that got me. I'm crazy about her because she's also understanding, intelligent, tender - so many things that my spouse is not.'

Somewhere along the way, you'll find a woman or a man who will be more charming or sensitive. More alluring. More thoughtful. Richer. Have greater sex appeal. And you will find a woman or man who will need you and pursue you and go loco over you more than your spouse ever did.

Because no wife or husband is perfect. Because a spouse will only have 80% of what you're looking for. So adultery takes place when a husband or wife looks for the missing 20%. Let's say your wife is melancholic by nature.

You may find yourself drawn to the pretty clerk who has a cherry laugh no matter what she says: 'I broke my arm yesterday, hahahaha . . ..'

Or because your wife is a homebody in slippers and pajamas, smelling of garlic and fish oil, you may fall for a fresh-smelling young sales representative that visits your office in a sharp black blazer, high heels, and a red pencil-cut skirt. Or because your husband is the quiet type, your heart may skip a beat when you meet an old college flame who has the makings of a talk show host.

But wait! That's ONLY 20% of what you DON'T have.

Don't throw away the 80% that you already have!

That's not all. Add to your spouse's 80% the 100% that represents all the years that you have been with each other. The storms you have weathered together. The unforgettable moments of sadness and joy as a couple. The many adjustments you have made to love the other. The wealth of memories that you've accumulated as lovers.

Adultery happens when you start looking for what you don't have.

But faithfulness happens when you start thanking God for what you already have.

But I'm not just talking about marriage.

I'm talking about life!

About your jobs.
About your friends.
About your children.
About your lifestyles.

Are you like the economy airline passenger that perennially peeks through the door of the first class cabin, obsessed with what he's missing? 'They have got more leg room! Oh my, their food is served in porcelain! Wow, their seats recline at an 80% angle and they've got personal videos!'

I guarantee you'll be miserable for the entire trip! Don't live your life like that. Forget about what the world says is first class. Do you know that there are many first class passengers who are miserable in first class -- because they are not riding in a private Lear Jet?

The main message???

If you start appreciating what you have right now, wherever you are, you are first class! ;)

creds: to whoever that made this.

Form 6 party is tomorrow. :D And the next day we're going to graduate officially through a ceremony. If only Seaport did the same thing last time. Anyway, I'm looking forward for it though. Gosh, time passed like...I don't know. A split second. I felt like it was just yesterday I came to this school. 1 and a half years. My friends kept telling me they don't want to cry this Friday. Well, we'll just see what would happen. Me? I'm a crybaby like always, but... I don't know. Haha. We'll see. Moving on, Minzy from 2EN1 showed her sexy abs! I so-want that too.

Awesome-ness. (: I'll work harder after STPM.
I don't want to talk about the issues that DongBangShinKi is going through now 'cus I don't like talking about bad news. No matter what I read in the internet or the rumours I heard, I won't believe it until they confirm it and just keep with the promise they made to the fans. Stay together, Always Keep The Faith.

Everything is gonna be alright, right oppa(s)?
Don't ever give up, I won't too.
Always Keep The Faith.

edit: Facebook application is getting scarily accurate. O_O; How did they know?

On this day of your life, Sherlene, we believe God wants you to know ... that a successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.
In God We Trust
Always with the same person, but deeper and deeper every time. Each time on a whole new level you together open in love and discover the truth of your beloved anew. There is no limit to the beauty of your beloved. If you think you've reached the end, stop generalizing.

P.S. I'm falling deeper deeper.
Insecurity conquers me sometimes...but...
You won't break my heart right, baby?