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Quotes of the moment.
"When you get tired, think back to days like this when you regretted it. Think of the days you treasure. Receive strength from it and live on."
-Shin Jihyun(49 DAYS)

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

-Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." -Tom Robbins

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
- Ida Scott Taylor

Peyton: That's what he writes. But what he says is a totally different story.
Haley: Sometimes people write the things that they can't say.

"Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

— Lucas Eugene Scott
Music♪

IN HEAVEN BY JYJ
"Don't leave, don't leave.
Lies, lies.
Saranghae,saranghae."
Profile.



My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
One day, I will. ;)
Music is my soul.
Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
One biggest weakness, once truly and faithfully in love, there's no more "I'll find someone better." Love is the only way that could lead her to become a complete idiot.


SPEAK NOW.♥

Tuesday, March 31, 2009
'Pe-ro-be-lems' @ 5:55 PM
Telling or listening the problems. Which is harder?
Sometimes people refused to tell people about their problems for couple of reasons. One of it might be because they just don't want to talk about it or they only tell to people they trust. Of course you can't force people to tell their problems if they refused to. But... what if you expect that person to tell you about their problems but you end up getting to know about it from other people. Maybe terase sikit lar... Cus' sometimes you were hoping that the person would talk about it to you. But then again, we can't force people lar.
Other than that, there were alot of times when you thought your problem is the worst thing in the world or maybe you think that you have more problems from anyone else in this world. That's not true. Cus' you haven't heard from those who doesn't tell bout their problems at all. They might have a 10000000 times more problems than you are. I've been listening and watching a few people, and then look at my own problems. Cheh. Mine is not that serious compared to others. I complaint too much. I chosed to listen more now. Yeah, you might think I'm like a busybody trying to get to know about everyone's problem, but if you refused to tell it's okay lar. I won't ask anymore. Eventhough having to know bout your problem from someone else might disappoint me a little, but I won't merajuk for long lar. ;P Aku adalah insan yang pemaaf.
However... I realised, I should shut up more now. I don't mean I'll stop talking lar. Just no more talking bout my so-called minor problems. XD People struggling on their problems and I complaint bout my small matters. Banggang betol. X)
People around me are being sad right now. I wished I could make them happy. I wished I could have the magic power to make everyone feel happy. Hurm.. Maybe I should consider working as a clown. XD I wonder Tinker Bell's magic dust could make people feel happy or not?

I'm really hyper for these few days. (: Let's share the happiness to everyone.
SMILE. LAUGH.
Crying inside might hurt you, but it won't hurt other people. But I don't want my friends to be hurt alone. So, don't cry inside and come here, let me give you guys a BIG hug! :D Cus' that's what friends are made for.

I still can't walk down stairs. Baka ankle. -_-''
Training with Menaga, Pei Fen and Rebecca is the coach. XD I had fun. Gelak tak henti. But I love the fun. I run for fun. (: I'm not an athlete. I preferred freedom more. O_o; I guess the horoscope was kind of right when it mentioned that people with Taurus sign loves freedom.
I want you. But... I'm not sure whether you understand how. I don't want to change you. Neither do I want to be changed. Will this still work?
Monday, March 30, 2009
Bronze @ 5:48 PM
I don't like the colour. ^^; I preferred silver cus' of the colour though. Haih.
Yeah, did 'Shot Put' and 'Long Jump'. Got bronze for both sports. Ish. I'm disappointed with myself. And 'Long Jump' made me pissed off wey cus of the 'papan'! Baka papan! -_-;
Glad it's over anyway even though I tak puas hati.

And.... I think I sprained my ankle. -___-; Turun tangga pon sakit. Baka. Maybe lar. If it still hurts tomorrow, then memang lar... Aiyoh. Tahan jer lar for now.
And... I haven't done my MUET. Masalah betol. Nevermind, tomorrow confirm already. Only me, Shalomie and Vishnuu. Then, over! (: For now.

2nd April, Fast & Furious is gonna be out in cinemas! *plans*
I'm soooooooo gonna watch it no matter what. ;)
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Lonely Teddy @ 11:03 PM
Brian said that I'm living a life like a teddy bear. XD Something like that. This is how he explained,

"You're like a teddy bear. The first person took you, then threw you on the floor. Then, another person picked you up from the floor, cleaned you and takes care of you. Then, it goes around again."

Well, I think it's something like that. X) I think it's cute though. Oh oh!! Watched "The Fast and The Furious". Paul Walker damn 'panas' wey. ;P Oh oh! But the green Mitsubishi Eclipse GS that he drove is extremely hot. Green is sexy!! <333


Sexy? It's MINE! *steals* :D But.. sadly the car explode. I blame that bad guy Johnny Tran!! TT_TT Poor car. Should just give me only. Eeeikh! (: I love the movie lar. My aunt loves it too. We were half awake already but still wants to hold it just to watch the ending. -__-; Sibuk jer NIGHTLINE tu. I want to watch "Fast and Furious"!! Out in cinemas 2nd April right? hurm... *plans* Hehe... I'm turning into a devil now. ;P No, you can't know what's my plan.

Oh oh! And... thanks to Ashwin, I got to know this cool band, Plain White T's. (: Yeap, it's a name of a band. I already have my favourite of their songs.

1. 1,2,3,4,
2. Cinderella Story

3. I Really Want You

4. Let Me Take You There.

5. You and Me
6. Hate


Nice lyrics and good music. :D
Btw,
Earth Hour was boring at my place. -__-; The people living at the quarters damn tak sporting. Not many of them off their lights. Only a few. So disappointing. I'm still proud that I get to join in though. (: April is coming up! Gosh, time sure passed so fast. O_o; And April is gonna be one busy month for me. Gah! *dies* And I still haven't done my MUET test! But, confirm this Monday! So yeah. Apekebende lar.*takes deep breath* and... *sleep* Hee. ;P Sleeping makes me feel calm.

This guy makes me feel even calm.
Park Yoochun, I'm missing you. ;)
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Raining Love @ 10:39 PM
I'm out of ideas to put what title for my post. XD
Today, the plan was celebrating Hani's birthday in McDonalds. And yeah, it went well. Sort of.
ALOT of challenges lar. Thanks to the rain that was heavy which had us wet our shoes and made us ended up walking in the rain by sharing umbrellas. XD Seriously, the journey from school to McDonalds felt like it's taking years. I shared umbrella with Arun that kept babbling to me not to get wet. Ish. Aku nak main hujan pon susah. Ashwin with Hani were leading us, behind was Hui Leng and Pei Fen, then me and Arun, and Yeong Shen, Siva, Suren and Kopal is walking everywhere. XD Yeah. They chosed to get wet. Ish. Teruk betol. ;P Kopal seksi giler. Hahahaha. Then, we arrived at McDonalds, brought Hani to upstairs and Franklin, Kavi and Thinesh were waiting with the cake and SUPRISE! XD Terkejut tak Hani? Hope you enjoyed today and were really happy. (: And of course, don't ever forget the dare I did to you. ;P Tiup tiup! Ape2 jadi, jangan simpan dendam sampai birthday aku plak. XD Dilarang meniru yer.

It was an enjoyable and tiring day. I need some sleep, and get ready for MUET test tomorrow. -_- Ergh. I hate this, but I don't care anymore. What's more important is, Hani, Iskandar and Franklin's debate tomorrow! XD Hani,Franklin & Iskandar, aja aja HWAITING!


Beautiful? (:
My love life is like a fairy tale.
Thanks to YOU.
생일 축하합니다 하니! :D @ 12:00 AM
Wahai kawanku! XD

Happy Birthday
NURFARAHANI BT. ABDUL HAKIM
Dear my crazy+horny+sexy+dorky friend/sayang/gila partner/sex partner/lesbian partner,
on this special day of your life, I hope:

- You will enjoy it to the fullest!

- Stay happy happy happy always!

- Hope all your 'extreme' wishes come true! ;P

- Always remember that after your 'First Night', call me straight!

- Remember, you're one of the best psycho friend in my life! XD

- Remember to stay strong like you always did!

- No matter what happens, I'm always here for you!
(kalau aku hidup agi ah)
- Even though you're getting older, stay
gila! XD
- Remember 'Head & Shoulder a.k.a. Hani & Sherlene' (H&S)

- One day, we go Korea together-gether!
Ushar mamat Korea yg teramat jiwang.
- And lastly, WE MUST GO
DONGBANGSHINKI's CONCERT ONE DAY! WAJIB!

oh, and never forget those crazy+fun moments we shared while we're in BB. ;)

Lastly, Saengil-Chukha chingu-yah! ;D
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Kiss The Baby Sky (: @ 8:53 PM


KISS THE BABY SKY
by Tohoshinki(TVXQ)
Self-written & composed by Park Yoochun

TRANSLATION


You’ve always amazed me,your smiling face matches your inner self.
I won’t cry anymore,while hugging you,
I won’t say Goodbye
Even though ,previously, I pretended not to see you.
You’ll be fine ,you’ll still be in my mind.

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me.

Another day, on waking up, I suddenly became aware
in the photograph left behind, the two of us are always smiling.
Good day Good time ,enveloped by your heart
I want to reach out to the sky,kiss the blue sky,your sky.

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me.

Everytime I see your smile on the pictures
My heart can't imagine how it wants, its supposed to feel
I'm singing (its my voice)
All your hugs and kisses, love
Again we can go back to our good old days

All I do is reminisce this time
Today it was you and I
Darling I know you can give me no more
Every line you wrote, the smile
Time to move on

Never cry, Never ever hide yourself from me.
Please smile always in the future, just the way you have,with me

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me




ROMANISATION


Zutto boku ni wa mabushikatta
Sou egao ga niau kimi
Mou nakanaide
Dakishimetaku naru kara
Kimi ni
Goodbye Goodbye
Sayonara wa iwanai
Dakara saki ni se o mukeru
You’ll be fine still be mind

Baby sky All the dreams and hopes made of your eyes
Ashita mo kitto waraeru
Sonomama no kimi de ite with me

(How you guys been so far? You guys with me? C'mon)

Another day mezamete futo kizuita
Kesazuni oita shashin no futari wa
Itsumademo waratteiru
Good day, Goodt ime tsutsunde ita
Your heart
Sora ni te wo nobashi hanatsu
Kiss the blue sky, your sky

Baby sky, All the dreams and hopes made of your eyes
Ashita mo kitto hareru
Sonomama no kimi de ite with me

TVXQ
My Hero
My Max
My Uknow
My Xiah
and Micky
We're the one, eternally~

[RAP]
Everytime I see your smile on the pictures
My heart can't imagine how it wants, its supposed to feel
I'm singing (its my voice)
All your hugs and kisses, love
Again we can go back to our good old days

All I do is reminisce this time
Today it was you and I
Darling I know you can give me no more
Every line you wrote, the smile
Time to move on

Never cry, never ever hide of myself prime
Mirai wa kitto warau
Sonomama no kimi de ite with me

Baby sky
All the dreams and hopes made of your eyes
Ashita mo kitto waraeru
Sonomama no kimi de ite with me

Never cry, never ever hide of myself prime
Mirai wa kitto warau
Sonomama no kimi de ite with me

Baby sky
All the dreams and hopes made of your eyes
Ashita mo kitto waraeru
Sonomama no kimi de ite with me



KANJI

ずっと僕には眩しかった そう笑顔が似合う君
もう泣かないで 抱きしめたくなるから 君に
Goodbye Goodbye さよならは言わない
だから先に背を向けて You’ll be fine still be mind

Baby sky All the dreams and hopes made of your eyes
明日もきっと晴れる そのままの君でいて with me

Another day 目覚めて ふと気付いた
消さずにおいた写真のふたりは いつまでも笑っている
Goodday Goodtime 包んでいた Your heart
空に手を伸ばし放つ Kiss the blue sky, your sky

Baby sky All the dreams and hopes made of your eyes
明日もきっと晴れる そのままの君でいて with me

TVXQ!My Hero,My Max,My U-know,My Xiah,and Micky
We're the one, eternally

Everytime I see your smile on the pictures
My heart can't imagine how it wants, its supposed to feel
I'm singing (its my voice)
All your hugs and kisses, love
Again we can go back to our good old days

All I do is reminisce this time
Today it was you and I
Darling I know you can give me no more
Every line you wrote, the smile
Time to move on

Never cry, Never ever hide of myself prime
未来はきっと笑う そのままの君でいて with me

Baby sky All the dreams and hopes made of your eyes
明日もきっと晴れる そのままの君でいて with me

creds: DBSKer
Monday, March 23, 2009
Happy Birthday Franklin! ;) @ 7:32 PM
Hee. I forgotten to publish this. ;P
Happy Birthday
FRANKLIN PHILIP SHEPHERDSON!
- bE hAPpY ALwAyS!
- hOpE All yOuR wIShes cOmE TrUe!
- bESt Of LuCk in yOuR LifE!
- aLwAYs rEmEmBeR tHaT yOuR oNE oF tHe bEsT PrEsiDeNT wE EvEr HaD! :D
- SMiLE! (:

Happy Birthday! Dah tua dah! Hahahaha. ;P
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Earth Hour @ 9:16 PM
I'm seriously looking forward for this...On 31 March 2007, more than 2 million Sydney residents turned of their lights and appliances between 7.30pm - 8.30pm for Earth Hour. The event generated enthusiastic support and participation, reflecting Sydney's commitment to reducing global warming. Earth Hour is the launch of the World Wildlife Fund and the Sydney Morning Herald's 12 month campaign which aims to reduce Sydney's greenhouse emissions by 5% in 2007.

At 8pm on the 29 March 2008 millions of people in some of the world's major cities used the simple action of turning off the lights for one hour to deliver a powerful message about the need for action on global warming.

And NOW, on March 28th, 2009 at 8:30pm, help make Earth Hour 2009 even bigger!
Malaysia is going to participate this year's Earth Hour.
KLCC, KL Tower, KL Central, Dataran Merdeka, Penang Bridge will have the lights turned off.
So Malaysians, join us by turning off your lights this Saturday.

I'm happy that Malaysia participated in this. (:
Empty Heart Without You @ 1:25 AM
Yuki sang me a song by 8Eight, titled 'Empty Heart'. I understand how she felt tonight. She let it out by singing,

"If I say that I'm in pain, it might really hurt.
If I say that I'm sad, I might start crying.
I just smile, I just smile, I just smile.
But people ask me why I'm crying when I'm smiling like this."

Even Peyton Sawyer pretends to be happy huh?

Everyday I cry then smile then cry then smile repeatedly. Why am I like this?

I should start smiling MORE now...
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Drugs @ 12:55 AM
Deputy director-general (enforcement and compliance) Datuk Mohamed Khalid Yusuf examining the Eramin-5 pills stashed inside the CPU shells

MY daddy! My daddy! ;D On the left is Mr Wee a.k.a. my otousan. Now you know where I got the good looks huh? ;P Anyway, drugs kept inside the CPU? XD People are getting creative huh?

School starting again this Monday.
*sigh* Time passed so fast.
I need more
sleep. More food. Give me drugs. XD No, no.. I'm not into that drugs. Love drugs...maybe? O_o; I think I over-dosed that already. *dies*

I LOVE TVXQ. They made me happy again. (: Maybe I need TVXQ Drugs huh?

Oh oh! And I'm currently enjoying
Maki Horikita's drama, "Innocent Love". Interesting storyline. What's important about this drama, it has several things that I love. Music box, Piano, Winter-like environment, Utada Hikaru's song, and the line, "People always leave." (:

Gosh. Everything is related to me now huh?
*gets whack*
Kiss The Baby Sky
. I'm in love with this song. I love everything about this song. The lyrics, the music, the video clip, the meaning behind this song. And? The person who made this song, PARK YOOCHUN. ;D Yes. Him again. I loooove all the songs he made. Oppa, thanks. You made me happy again with your music.

Never cry, Never ever hide yourself from me.
Please smile always
in the future, just the way you have,with me

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.

Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up,
just like you are here with me

- lyrics from 'Kiss The Baby Sky'

You would always make my happy huh oppa? (:
I love you and thank you, Park Yoochun. ;)
Friday, March 20, 2009
People Always Leave @ 1:38 PM
"People always leave, but sometimes they come back"
- Peyton Sawyer

But what if they won't come back?
I think I know the ending of Yuki's love story.
Both guys deserved someone better. Yes. None of them end up being with her. And the reason Yuki is hard to love someone seriously, is because she has this kind of fear; afraid to be alone in the end. It's hard for her to accept someone fully into her life. Because... she is afraid that one day, that person would leave her... That's why the thoughts of getting married never came into her mind. Her future is, get a career, do something she love, take care of her parents and give them an easy life. Being with someone right now, seriously, she's afraid that one day that guy would end up hurt and disappointed because of her fear. Those two great guys that appeared in her life, they gave her happiness that she never experienced before. But she does not have the confidence to give them happiness. Does this mean... Yuki will never fall in love seriously? I don't know that. It's just that..for now... she thinks those guys deserve a girl that would really make them happy and love them seriously rather than a girl that has no confidence on herself and the person she loves. Maybe... she's just not the one for any of them. I'm really sorry...

I wonder am I treasuring the happiness I had now?
Peyton Sawyer's art are really beautiful and meaningful. (:
Love her even more!
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Fairy Tales @ 8:36 PM
"If I found happiness, I should treasure it. If not, it would be destroyed."
-Akiyama Kanon from Innocent Love


There's a one normal girl who's always believed in true love. She's not a princess and this is not a fairy tale. Her name is Yuki meaning 'snow' in Japanese. However, getting hurt all the time and rejected several times made her realized that true love doesn't exist. It's just those in stories or dramas. She gave up on love at that time. One day, she met a fine young guy who's taken her heart by just asking a simple question that is, "Why do you look sad?". It's still a mystery that how can this boy steals her heart so easily. He is actually way far from the type of guy she would fall for. He has the intelligence and a leader while she's just a normal girl that spends most of her time entertaining herself with music. She was madly and crazily in love that time. She showed a lot of love to him and even confessed to him. But, in the end it was just "Let's just be friends." Yes, they become friends. Time passed by... and she tried her best to forget bout the feelings she had towards him. It was a painful and sad experience. It just reminded her of those moments she had last time when she gave up on love. Out of the blue, another guy appeared in her life. He was around her all this time and yes, he was even closer than the other boy. It was then, she realized they have passionate feelings towards each other. They chosed to accept the feelings and started to date. It was beautiful, she never experienced those kind of moments before. However, she slowly realized that she still can't let go the feelings towards the young guy. At the same time, the feelings towards her boyfriend was starting to developed. Unexpectedly... the young guy came and told her that he still had the feelings towards her. At that moment, Yuki was speechless and confused. It was an odd situation for her. After that, she decided to end her relationship with the guy and back to single again. But... things weren't the same anymore. One by one problems kept coming. Every step she took gave her the consequences that would only made her feel angry towards herself. She had never thought things would end up like this. All this time...she thought an unrequited love is really painful, but a love that's need her to choose between to innocent guys who are honestly, truthfully in love with her is even more painful. No matter how many excuses are given, she's still to be blamed on these. It's the truth and yes, she admits it. "True love does exist, but not happy endings," that's what she thought. Again, she's just a normal girl, not the kind of princess in those fairy tales and yes, she met two guys that she even considered they are like a prince to her. What happen to her now? I wonder.

I wonder how many people in this world experienced the same thing like Yuki. And how many people in this world would understand her. And how would those people react or do when they are caught up in this situation. But, you can't just SAY it only, you have to experience it first. Some people would go... "IF I'm in her situation..I would..." Haha. EASY TO SAY, BUT HARD TO BE DONE. I guess, anything can happen in this world, especially when it involves LOVE.

"Life can be a drama, but a drama can never be alive."
- Wee Vian Sherlene

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town

I'll be gone to my own fairy tale, Neverland for now.
Sayonara...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
White Horse @ 9:07 PM
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
- Forever Love by TVXQ (damn emo. TT_TT)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
- Forever & Always by Taylor Swift. :D

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Best Place by SHINee O_o;

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Tanpa by 6ixth Sense (Tanpa his love. :()

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- Flower Lady by TVXQ

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
- Hey Stephen by Taylor Swift (huh?)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Are You a Good Girl? by TVXQ (omg. haha. XD)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- I'm Right Here by Soulja

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
- Summer Dream by TVXQ

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- Replay by SHINee

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- By Your Side by Aoyama Thelma

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- One Color by Mika Nakashima (Beautiful one. :))

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- HEY! Don't bring Me Down by TVXQ (hahaha. XD omg!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Last Greeting by Big Bang (woohoo. XD cool!)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- One For Me by SHINee

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
- Love's Way by SHINee

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- Love Story by Rain (omg.. this one is like..wow.btw, it's a sad love story)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- Afterglow by TVXQ

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
- Welcome Home by Ayaka

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- Real by SHINee

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- White Horse by Taylor Swift (: (just beautiful.)

I tag: ASHWIN and those I tagged in Facebook. :D Enjoy, music lovers!
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Loving me is hard ;) @ 3:37 PM
When you tell anyone about your problems that means you trusted that person right?
Does that mean if someone doesn't tell you your problems, they don't trust you?

What if your boyfriend/girlfriend?

Sometimes.. I felt like you don't trust me. Or more like... we're just nothing more than just a friend.

To me, to love someone and to be loved, we have to understand each other.

I really can't feel your love. You can say I'm too sensitive or anything.
All I want is your love.

Maybe... it's not love. It's just a feeling that you want someone to be there for you and you're just lonely right?
Then... don't admit this as love.
Cus' it's what actually what they called, "A friend that's always be there for you."
That's all.


Exams gonna end. Holiday coming right up! I'm gonna entertain myself these holiday and have some quality time on my own. Did MUET just now and I'm glad there's two interesting articles. Manga/Anime and William Shakespeare's Authorship. I never thought there are possibilities that some of Shakespeare's works doesn't belong to him. Tried searching about him online, and I just found out he was actually married to a girl that's older than him. XD He's 18 and the girl is 26. Such a big age gap huh?

Btw, One Tree Hill's episode on previous Sunday is really interesting. All of them talking bout what they want and each one of them tell about it to someone. Such an interesting episode. (: Again, I love Peyton. Oh oh, and Taylor Swift. I kept listening to her songs now. I just realised the girls I idolized has blonde and curly hair. X)

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing

Don't know why I do

Going Catholic High School tomorrow for Form 6 Games ice-breaking.
Oh yeah, the chipmunks bite my dad's finger that day. The hole was so deep that the bleeding won't stop. XD Poor daddy.

Let me introduce.
This is Tidus.

A toy penguin who travels the world. Most of the time he's posted overseas, occasionally he goes with someone.
The aim is to get as many photos of him in different parts of the world as possible.
This is actually an idea from my friend in Australia, Emma Hennessy. (:
Visit his BLOG and FACEBOOK group.

He has been to Japan! I'm so jealous with this penguin right now. And that picture of him was taken when he was at Siberia, Russia. I love that picture. SNOW!♥♥

I guess, that's all for now. Gonna go study for Business Studies. I prefer this subject than Economics though. :D Tomorrow last paper!
Not to forget, congrats to all
SPM & STPM 2008 candidates who got great results and good luck to all of them on their next journey!
There's a looong way to go! ;)

Yoon Jae-Ha & Park Eun-Young
from Spring Waltz.
(casted by Seo Do-Young & Han Hyo-Joo)

Kiss kiss. (:
I'm desperate for love.
Gonna watch all those Korean & Japanese love dramas on holiday! X)
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Top 10 Lucas & Peyton Moments @ 12:47 AM


Watch this and you'll envy this couple. Because I did, and yeah.. I think they are the most perfect couple for each other. (: This video makes me smile and the words... wow. Gave me a deep feeling. I love Lucas & Peyton. They are meant for each other. :D

I love the scene when Peyton made some cookies...and yeah.. she actually doesn't know how to cook I guess. X) And they had a food fight in the kitchen. Sweet giler. ;P And and..also the part when Lucas said "It's you." after they won the basketball game. That's the most beautiful scene. Go watch!! From starting till end. 10 to 1.

Besides that.... It seems from this video... Lucas reminds me of someone.
The way he looks at Peyton, the way he jokes around... his caring and protective character. And what's most important... he even used words that are similar with someone...
Especially in the second last scene.

"No matter how long it takes, I'll wait for you."

Sounds familiar... and besides that, he did said some other things...that are quite similar too. ;) I know, you know.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Taylor Swift @ 7:23 PM
Taylor Alison Swift
(born December 13, 1989)
is an American country-pop singer-songwriter.

Can you imagine? Listened few songs by her and I realised, none of it doesn't interest me. All this time... I thought I would only love her popular song, "Love Story". Turned out... I spend some time listening to other songs by her and... here's a new list of my favourite songs.

1. White Horse (Hani might love this song. :D )
2. I'm Only Me When I'm With You
(this song is for YOU. Yes, the guy I love. YOU.)
3. You Belong With Me (Hani might gonna love the lyrics here too. ;P)
4. Forever & Always
5. Breathe
6. The Way I Loved You

7. The Best Day

8. Fifteen

9. Beautiful Eyes

10. Our Song


I think I just found myself a new idol. (: She's really amazing. Most of her songs are like a story. And seriously... Meaningful lyrics. She really made fell in love with her beautiful lyrics and good music. It's not easy for me to love both lyrics and music in a song. Usually I cared more to music than the lyrics. But, I really can say... Taylor Swift is one talented girl. I respect her and envy her at the same time. (:


MUET's test is postponed to tomorrow. So yeah. You know what... I don't want to be anxious about it anymore. Whatever. Seriously. Move on. Face it. I have a lot more other things to be anxious about. Plus, next week is examination week.
Life is always full of challenges huh? But what's important is how you go out there and face all the challenges. ;)

“What I’ve learned is not to change who you are, because eventually you’re going to run out of new things to become.”
-Taylor Swift

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Lonely fool @ 7:28 PM
Even though it seems I have everything...
I don't want to be a lonely fool...


Okay. Now I'm addicted to Sisqo's 'Incomplete'. Thanks to Jonghyun. (: I preferred Jonghyun's version. His voice is amazing. :D Gah! I miss him and his voice!

Let me see.. today's good and bad news. Good news is that they are starting this "English Day" every Wednesday. No, that's not the thing that made me happy. The good thing is, they are going to play English songs in the morning that day. Yeap, the whole school can listen to the songs. Cool right? Reminds me of Korean and Japanese schools that I watched in dramas. X) I've always wanted to have my school to play songs loudly, till' the whole school can hear it. Music, music. I'm really happy music could be with me when I'm at school. It makes me calm and happy. (: Thanks to Siva and Kavi for suggesting this great idea. I think I'm the only one that's really delighted about this though. ^__^ Okay..now..the bad news. We're having MUET's Speaking Test tomorrow. *10000x sighs* Aiyoh. *takes deep breath* I'm gonna be okay. I'm gonna be alright. Just face it. I can never avoid it anymore. Aja Aja FIGHTING!!
You. You're gonna be there for me right? Supporting me. Thank you. (:


Moving on... went to
University of Malaya yesterday. They had Pertandingan Pidato Antarabangsa in Bahasa Malaysia. Seriously... Interesting. X) I enjoyed some of it. Well..the Japanese guy and Korean lady are the ones that excites me the most. Overall... it's really interesting to hear their pronunciation and some even had a hard time. Some couldn't pronounce properly but... I love their confidence and bravery. (: Some did some funny acts and there also participant that sang songs in Malay. To tell the truth, I wasn't concentrating much in what they said. I was more interested in their pronunciation that makes me curious how they actually speak in their language and also their unique traditional clothes. And also... their feelings when they are performing. Whether they are confident or nervous or happy or...anything. Hee. I guess... I'm just that type of person that is curious about something else besides the knowledge they had. Different people, different knowledge to share.... that's what most people said. But to me... different people, different opinion and also different interests. And yes... the way you enjoyed the performance is also different. What I know... I cared more bout those participants' culture, way of performing and feelings at that moment. Some might only interested on their clothing. Some maybe just enjoyed listening to their way of speaking. Or maybe some of us went there to had fun with friends. Hey, that's not a crime though. As long we didn't go too far. Plus, we can't force people to pay attention in things they are not interested in. Different people, different situations, different character. Humans are NOT all the same. I realised it even more yesterday. I enjoyed the performance and enjoyed spending time with my friends. Balance right? XD

different people, different culture, different feelings.

Kopal. Siti Hajar. Mawi. Suren. Hani. :D

Korean Unni and me! (:

Hee. I won't forget when I said, "Kamsahamnida." to unni, and she replied, "Sama-sama." Great experience. (: Can't wait to go Korea even more now. Anyway, did I mention that daddy bought two new members for the family? XD Chipmunks!

Too bad they can't sing. ;P And can't hold them too cus' they'll bite. :(

That's all I guess. Wish me luck for tomorrow. -__-;
I'll be okay. I'll be alright. I NEED YOU. :(

and.. I can't believe I'm missing Jason Mraz's concert now, NOW!!! Omg! This sucks. :(


Yoochun oppa... TT_TT I miss you.
My life is incomplete without you. ;)
SuperHuman @ 7:04 PM


SUPERHUMAN
by Chris Brown feat. Keri Hilson

Weak
I had been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I could barely speak?
Barely eat, on my knees

But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see through the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love


I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman

Strong
Since I been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I had it all along
I can see tomorrow

Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see
How love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love

I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

Superhuman
I feel so superhuman
Superhuman
I feel so superhuman

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going gone away
My only weakness is you, only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do anything
Going, going I'm gone away! Love!

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing
To me with your love

I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

Superhuman
Superhuman
Monday, March 2, 2009
Must all hearts be broken? @ 12:14 AM
"Albert Camus once wrote,
"Blessed are the hearts that can bend; they shall never be broken."
But I wonder if there's no breaking then there's no healing,
and if there's no healing then there's no learning.
And if there's no learning then there's no struggle.
But the struggle is a part of life.
So must all hearts be broken?"
- Lucas Eugene Scott