♫ Lene's Eternal Happiness

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Strong Women are Sexy ;) @ 1:31 AM

Listening to: 하늘에서 내려와(Descend from the sky) by Miss $ feat. Oh Wonbin

:D Sweet song. This song makes me happy. I never realised that Wonbin from FT Island has a really soft voice.

Come to think of it, I realised that I really love movies/stories that has woman as the main character, as a fighter. I found women in action movies are really sexy, compared to those who wore sexy clothes. ;D I wished I could be as strong as them.

Drew Barrymore, Cameron Diaz, Lucy Liu
Hottest spies ever. ;D
I was always excited every time I watch their fighting scenes.

Zhao Wei, Shu Qi, Karen Mok
One of my most favourite Hong Kong movies.
Besides this, I love most movies that Shu Qi acted in. :D
She makes a good fighter.

Lena Headey as Sarah Connor
I admire her toughness.
I want to have that kind of strength!
And yet she still looks beautiful. O_O;

Milla Jovovich as Alice
She's hot.
O_o; And I love her outfit in the movie.
The 4th Resident Evil gonna be out this year. ;D

Michelle Rodriguez
Letty in Fast & Furious
Trudy Chacón in Avatar

Summer Glau as Cameron
Never missed out this hot cyborg.
Her randomness sometimes are really funny.

And I find this photo extremely cool and hot. Daebak!

Right? LOL I'm talking to Tiger now. She kept following me, when I ask her what she wants, she answered softly, "Meow..." Can anyone translate to me? XD I'm not very good in communicating with cats.
Anyway, I had tons of fun today, thanks to Hani. ;)

Bowling and karaoke-ing are fun especially when you're trying to release your anger towards certain people. LOL. The best part when both of us imagine the pins as certain people, we could hit it! :D The power of anger. I nearly lost my throat due to the screaming in the karaoke cubicle. Kekasih Gelapku, Ayat-ayat Cinta and When You're Gone brought an absolutely jiwang moment to us. :'( Love hurts like hell, I know. Just lucky I'm still alive though.
Thanks to Hani again. Good luck for both of us starting this Thursday. ;D

"God of Study" episodes are getting sadder and touching. I cried again today. The annoying part is the fact that I won't get to watch the last episode next week. *whines* Watch online only lar. And "Cinderella's Sister". TT_TT Chun Jung Myung♥ & Taecyeon...
That's all for now. ;D Going out with my WeeN unni tomorrow to hunt for some Korean food. LOL. We both seriously have to go to Korea together one day. Actually, if I could, I would want to bring my whole family though. First, gotta let some Korean wave get into umma and appa first. ;)

They have such thick hair. -_-;
Oppa(s), donate some to me. ;P

Jang Wooyoung♥, you're too adorable.
Park Yoochun♥♥, why do you have to be so hot?

P.S. Sarang hae

Monday, March 29, 2010

Without a Word @ 2:17 AM

Without Words/Without a Word
by Park Shin Hye
(Listen to the song HERE)

I shouldn't have done that
I should have pretended I didn't know
As if you were invisible, as if I couldn't see
I guess I should have never looked at you
I should have run away
I should have pretended I couldn't hear
Pretend that I couldn't even hear, as if I was deaf
I shouldn't have listened to your love

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love throws me away
what should I say next?
my closed lips were startled on their own
because it came without words

Why does it hurt like this?
Why does it keep hurting?
Except for the fact that i can't see you
And that you are not here
Otherwise, it's the same as before.

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love throws me away
what should I say next?
my closed lips were startled on their own
Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down.

Without a word, i waited for love
Without a word, I ache for love
I'm lost in confusion. I became a fool because I only look at the sky and cry
Without a word, separation finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
I can't be ready, having to send you off, I think my heart is startled
Because it came without a word.

Without words, it came
Without words, it's leaving
Like a passing fever
I think it might hurt only a while
Because it only left a small scar

The lyrics says it all.
P.S. Sarang hae

Thursday, March 25, 2010

If Only The Time Stopped at That Moment @ 8:25 PM

Listening to: 時ヲ止メテ(Stop The Time) by Tohoshinki(TVXQ)

TT_TT I shed tears as I listen to his voice again. Yes, Park Yoochun. I miss listening to his voice. This song makes me miss all of them. The lyrics... touched my heart. Haha. Or I'm just being corny. I love their voices here. It's been a while. Stars♥

I was mesmerised by the PV because of the concept that has stars. (: They even stand in a shape that shows the star, Cassiopeia. It's just so... beautiful. (: Plus, I'm a big fan of stars. I was kind of surprised and impressed when I saw Jaejoong in the beginning. If you look closely, he has tears in his eyes. I never seen him in tears before. It's quite sad when I look at it. Even though it might be an act, but it looks like he has expressed it very well. I took some caps. :D I miss watching billions of stars at my hometown.

You can watch the music video with subtitles HERE. Enjoy. ;) The CD is quite nice, all the members are in different colours. :D Anyway, here's some extra. (click to enlarge)

Toki wo tomete..!!

Please listen to it alot..!
Its a song that makes your heart skip a beat ^^
Byee ^^
- Jejung

Toki wo tomete is a really sad song.. makes you cry ^^*

Please listen to it alot~☆
-Yunho

Everyone~!!

Gokigen Uruwashu (* ^u^*) (How are you in very formal Japanese)
Is there a time that you wished time stopped out of all your memories??
P.S I am now
-Yuchun

Toki wo tomete!!

It really a soft and sweet song so I want
everyone to listen to it and relax. bye bye~ ^^
-Junsu

Toki wo tomete

You can't actually Toki wo tomete~ (stop time) HaHa
So try your best to not regret~
-Changmin

Translation: Rieko@sharingyoochun
Shared by: sharingyoochun.net + DBSKnights

LOL I love how random they are. Micky uses "P.S."! Hee. Love this guy.

Moving on... yesterday, March 24, 2010 was SHINHWA's 12th anniversary. It's kind of odd that I haven't heard any of idols these days takes Shinhwa as their role-models. I think Shinhwa is one of the BEST Korean idols. Besides that, I really miss Eric. :( His rapping is one of my favourite 'cus of his fluency in English and his voice. And his acting. Ohmygawd, he's hella one of the hottest Korean actor. He better go back acting when he's back from military! Dongwan and Eric would be out this year! Omg, can't wait! :D

hee. Sorry, I'm into Eric so much that I had to post some of his solo photos. ;D He's the reason I might fall for a guy soooo much older than me. ;P I love the last two photos. I love to see their friendship. Shinhwa is one of the group that lasted long, and it's great to see the friendship they had. Amazing. (: This was one of my fav song from them.

Seriously, most of their songs have friendship meaning in it. ;P To be honest, I fell for Eric after watching this MV, the way he raps and his voice when he speaks in English makes me go... "Ohmygawd. That is one sexy Korean guy." ;D There, I said it. Watching this now still makes me smile. Their head-movement dance in the MV is simply adorable!♥

Anyway, that's all. Hani and I got a job! I had the feeling it's gonna be a tiring one. O_o; Plus, I never work till that late. Gah~let's hope things go well. Oh, and I'm in love with Jung Yonghwa. LOL. Blame "We Got Married" and "You're Beautiful". I must be insane 'cus I had the feeling of wanting to buy CN Blue's CD. -_-; Oh God.
I should forget about my love for Yonghwa. ;P It can't be! He's so-not my type. Omona. Imma blushing right. O_O I should go to sleep.
Goodnight~!*stares at these two cuties*

I want to stop the time, and stay next to you forever
I look up at the sky, and wish with all my heart
One by one, I link together the glistening stars
And I ended up looking for the shape of you

I want to stop the time, and stay next to you forever
I want to hold you even more
While remembering every single thing about you
I had faith in only forever

Do you get it?
P.S. Sarang hae

Monday, March 22, 2010

Nothing lasts forever, it just lives in the heart @ 11:31 PM

Listening to: 가슴에 살아 (Living in the Heart) by Untouchable feat. Narsha

I grew fond with this song after listening to it every time on Music Bank. (: Nice song, sounds sad... well, I haven't read the lyrics yet though.

Watched this twice already. I knew that I'm going to love this movie, but I never knew I would love it so much. I guess, I didn't waste my time anticipating for it, great movie. To me, it kinda' reminds me of "Forrest Gump" a bit. Well, at least I do learn something from it too.

"My name is Benjamin Button, and I was born under unusual circumstances. While everyone else was agin', I was gettin' younger... all alone."

Believe it or not, that voice when this sentence were told, kept repeating in my ears. Seriously, this movie gave me goosebumps the first time I watched it. The disease he had does not exist, it's true there's no disease that could make a person aged backwards. But there is a disease where a baby was born old. It's called Progeria. Usually the baby doesn't live long. On the other hand, Benjamin lives his whole life, becoming younger until he dies in a baby-physical state. I think the main point about this movie wasn't the disease itself. In my opinion, it's more like showing people the importance of appreciating the life we had, loving ourselves, who we were born to be and also, we can never escape death. When I was explaining to my mom about the movie, something caught my mind. Instead of going through life like a normal person; born to be healthy when we were babies, having an easy life during our young age, enjoying it while we still can, and as we grew older, life gets even harder. We felt the difficulties of being an adult, having responsibilities of our own, handling things ourselves and most of us wished we could go back to our younger times. As life goes on, we became old, suffering and fighting with tons of diseases, not only our mentality were challenged, even our physical state has become a burden to other people and ourselves. At the end, we die either in an easy way or in a painful way.
In Benjamin's case, it's different. Everything was backwards. The suffering, the pain that we were supposed to go through at the end of our lives, he had to go through it as soon as he was born into this world. He grew up with the mentality of a small boy yet he had to face those physical sufferings that old people had to go through. It might look like a beneficial thing for him since he would grow younger at the end and he doesn't have to suffer when he dies, but it's not that easy for him too. To be different from other people in this world is always the hardest task that is given to any human being in this world. Some people couldn't accept him, including his own father. And as he dies, he dies alone. Instead of suffering physically, he suffered mentally. Reminded me of one conversation he had with an old woman.

Benjamin: I'm getting younger.
Mrs Maple: I feel sorry for you. You have to watch the people you love die before you.
Benjamin: All this time, I never thought about life and death...
Mrs Maple: We were meant to lose people we love. How else would we know how important they are?

To me, having the people I love die before me is my biggest fear. If I were Benjamin, I don't know how I could handle that. And Mrs Maple was right about most people would only realise the importance of the people they love when they lose them. Sad right? There's another sad part when Benjamin couldn't play with the girl who's the same age with him just because it doesn't look nice at all since he looks a lot older than her. Yet, inside his heart, he's still a child. It's really sad when he said, "What's wrong with me momma?" and starts to cry. :'( He's still a small boy. When a disable child were treated differently and he/she could feel it, it's really sad when they ask things like why they are different or what's wrong with them. That's why, no matter how different a child is, they are still children that wants to be treated the same like other children.
There's also a man that has been struck by lightning for 7 times. It's funny how he mentioned it a lot of times, but I believed there's actually a message to be told when this old man were shown. There was one time Benjamin came back home and said, "It's a funny thing about comin' home. Looks the same, smells the same, feels the same. You'll realize what's changed is you." The old man actually represents the situation where he's still the same person when Benjamin came back and everything was the same, it's just that Benjamin himself has changed. Other than that, the last time the old man said the same sentence, he said, "Blinded in one eye; can't hardly hear. I get twitches and shakes out of nowhere; always losing my line of thought. But you know what? God keeps reminding me I'm lucky to be alive." (: And he's right. He was struck by lightning for 7 times, and though he had to suffer a bit, God reminded him that he's lucky to be alive. How bout you? Do you feel lucky to be alive? Or do you want to try out getting struck by lightning for 7 times too? Think about it.

Favourite quotes:
“Life can only be understood looking backward. It must be lived forward.”
“You never know what’s coming for you.”
“You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went, you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.”

There's a lot more of my favourite quotes from the movie. I'll just post them up at my tumblr since tumblr has really nice post-settings for quotes. :D
Anyway, did you know that Changmin just got married?

Nah, joking. ;D It's for his latest drama, "Paradise Meadow". Cute huh? Lee Yeon Hee is sweet. Can't wait to watch the drama.
That's all for now. Gonna go job-hunting with Hani tomorrow. Oh, my sister, WeeN got her job already! :D Congrats to her! Besides that, Ashwin just started college today! Best of luck for him in college and my sister on her job. Yah~ next would be me and my up-coming future. Wonder what is God's plan for me. O_o;

Night night. If only these two guys gonna be in my future, pls? ;P

Nah, I'm not selfish. I just love them both. (:
They brought happiness in my life. Always.

Jang Wooyoung♥ & Park Yoochun♥
Be mine? ;)

P.S. Sarang hae

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

I'll Survive ;) @ 1:32 PM

Listening to: Alice by Avril Lavigne

Her songs never fails to get my attention. It's for the movie, "Alice In Wonderland". Avril looks absolutely beautiful in the music video. Should I go watch the movie in 3D? My brain needs some imaginary visions since the reality is getting difficult day by day. Aigoo. But I haven't watch "Valentine's Day". Plus, "Eclipse" and "The Last Song" is coming soon. O_o; That two movies is a MUST.

Anyway, like I mentioned before, I'm glad that I still have these awesome people around me. ;) Amazingly, I've been going out with my friends so often since the beginning of this year that I felt that I'm gonna miss them a lot after this.

ALOT. ;) These people are called 'friends'. Besides that, my life is filled of joy because of another group of people. They are called 'family'.

There's a lot of reasons that could make me give up on my life. There's a lot of reasons for me to hate this reality world. But, there's a lot MORE reasons for me to be here and keep going with my life. All of these people, they are a part of my eternal happiness. Anyway, it doesn't mean I didn't post your photos here, you're not part of it. You are. I just wished you could realise it. Instead of assuming that I've stop loving you. Like I said before, when I make promises, I keep it. When I said "forever" & "always", it's true. And when I said, "I love you", I meant it.

Thanks to these two person.
They were the ones who brought me into this world.
And I thank them for that. ;)

I'm giving speech as if I'm dying or something. XD Weird.
Mom and dad are starting to watch Korean shows with us. My dad was the most into it though. He even dance along the Korean songs when I watch Music Bank. ;D He even imitates Jiyeon from T-ara in God of Study, everytime she said, "Hubby!". Oh, surprisingly, he even ask about Suju's concert. *cries* I wished he ask this 2 years ago during TVXQ's concert. Surely can go already. Mom likes Minho after watching Dream Team 2. ;D She even said Yoo Seung Ho (Hwang Baekhyeon in God of Study) is cute! And dad said he's really good-looking. X) Oh yeah, maybe I should start finding a Korean son-in-law for them already? Hee. ;P Nah, I'll leave that to God. After watching "Dalja's Spring", I realised the possibility of me not getting married is possible. :X Age 33 years old, still not married. Yeah, like Dalja. But it's good that she has a good career. Maybe it's not that too bad since you achieved your dream-career. I want to. One day. Aja aja hwaiting! :D

Did I mention already? Hani and I passed our driving license! ;D Thank you God for your blessings. Thank you Uncle Lee for giving us a hard time when you're teaching. Your strictness gave us strength to work harder. (: However the ironic part after I went back from the test on that day, mom said, "Do you really can drive? Should take her to one big field and let her practise driving there". Yes, even though I already passed the JPJ test, I haven't passed the MOM test. ;P

Anyway, I miss these two guys. TT_TT Why is it that the groups that I admired the most had some problems and it's hard for me to get to see them in the net that often anymore. :( I hope they are doing fine.

JANG WOOYOUNG♥♥
Aww. That smile. ;)
He's actually a crybaby too. Be strong okay?

PARK YOOCHUN♥♥♥
Oppa ya~where have you been? I miss you. :(
Pls appear quickly.
I miss watching you do the thing you love the most, singing.
I miss listening to songs made by you.

P.S. Sarang hae