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-Shin Jihyun(49 DAYS)

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

-Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." -Tom Robbins

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
- Ida Scott Taylor

Peyton: That's what he writes. But what he says is a totally different story.
Haley: Sometimes people write the things that they can't say.

"Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

— Lucas Eugene Scott
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My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
One day, I will. ;)
Music is my soul.
Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
One biggest weakness, once truly and faithfully in love, there's no more "I'll find someone better." Love is the only way that could lead her to become a complete idiot.


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Thursday, January 15, 2009
Glossophobia @ 7:10 PM
Stage fright may be a symptom of glossophobia.

-__- Duh. Stage fright was my greatest fear. That's why when I want to get involve with music, I prefer to be the composer than the singer. However, I faced that fear last year and I just realised I still had this phobia, glossophobia.
One of the causes of glossophobia:


- a series of beliefs formed early in life some of which have to do with speaking (ex.What I have to say is not important) and some of which have to do with competence and failure (ex. If I fail, I'll be rejected; I'm not capable).

Five causal elements were found to be present in the experience of performance anxiety/stage fright:

(1) I perceive or imagine the presence of significant others who are able to judge me.
(2) I consider the possibility of my visible failure at a task.
(3) I feel a need to do well to avoid failure
(4) I feel uncertain as to whether I will do well.
(5) I focus on my own behavior and appearance.

Yeap. That is sooooo ME. Oh, and this statement describe myself the most:

Some glossophobics have been able to dance or perform in public as long as they do not have to speak, or even speak (such as in a play) or sing as long as they cannot see the audience or they feel that they are a character or stage persona rather than presenting as themselves.

source: Wikipedia

I need a mental treatment for this. Felt like taking drugs before doing any speech. Seriously. Today was an extremely stressful day. First was during Economics, and then, MUET. Ergh. I suck when it comes to all these.

"The average person at a funeral would rather be in the casket than doing the eulogy."
-Jerry Seinfeld

Sooo true. I hate hate HATE this!!!
Moving on.. lately Hani and me are kind of disappointed on certain things/people.

Hani: TT_TT Aku rindu 2008.
Me: Aku tau..aku paham. Semue da lain.
Hani: Ramai cam da berubah. Da tak cam dlu..
Me: Cepat betol berubah. Baru sebulan due tak jumpe. Lepas 10 tahun agaknyer memang lain da smue.

*sigh* Life. People changed. Lives changed too. I still need to overcome my stupid phobia. Ergh. When will I grow up? I guess I'm still traumatised by what happened last year during MUET test.

"Isn't there anything I'm good at?", this pessimistic question keeps repeating in my head.