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"When you get tired, think back to days like this when you regretted it. Think of the days you treasure. Receive strength from it and live on."
-Shin Jihyun(49 DAYS)

"At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

-Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer

"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." -Tom Robbins

"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."
- Ida Scott Taylor

Peyton: That's what he writes. But what he says is a totally different story.
Haley: Sometimes people write the things that they can't say.

"Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, or unsatisfied, or barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you."

— Lucas Eugene Scott
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"Don't leave, don't leave.
Lies, lies.
Saranghae,saranghae."
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My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
One day, I will. ;)
Music is my soul.
Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
One biggest weakness, once truly and faithfully in love, there's no more "I'll find someone better." Love is the only way that could lead her to become a complete idiot.


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Saturday, September 27, 2008
Pressure @ 5:13 PM
So.. yeap. I screwed up. Everyone knows about it already. The MUET test. It was a disaster. The topic was about natural disaster and it's definitely a disaster to me. I had to talk about why medical supplies had to be provided first. Before the test, me Shalomie and Vishnuu was nervous. Really. I never thought I would end up like that. Then.. something happened. That made me become quiet suddenly. And I don't know whether I was feeling nervous or angry. Everything were mixed up. I kept the confused feelings and just go in. Then, yeap. It started when Shalomie was presenting, and I was too amazed by her presentation. Then, the pressure came. And yeap, mixed up even more with the confused feelings. All my ideas, I couldn't write it out. The pen's ink is starting to finish. More pressure coming.Then..

"Candidate C you may begin."

The starting was okay. I was able to said it out. Then, there's come the points. I stopped half away. And quickly went to the second point. But, I couldn't go on anymore cu's I was too nervous. Everything just went blank. I hope I could just black-out that time. When I started saying "sorry" to the teacher, I realised tears coming out from my eyes. Damn. I hate it. But I can't stop it from coming out. It's embarassing. Crying for some small matter. But I just can't stop it. I don't know why. The confused feelings, the pressure.. Everything that I tried to hold on all this time..why does it have to come out at that time. I was really angry with myself that time.

Why? Why do I have to be so sensitive? Why can't I control it? Slowly, I'm beginning to turn into my old self. The girl who was hated by nearly everyone, cus she cries easily and has lack of confidence in herself. I'm beginning to start thinking the negative thoughts and it won't stop anymore. I realised. That's the only thing about me that I couldn't change. Why?

I don't want him to see me like this. I don't want him to hate me cus' I cry easily. I don't want him to hate me cus' I'm sensitive.

But I just can't. It's my true self. And history will repeat. :(
Damn I'm so stupid.