..I'm extremely depressed and in tension now.

Is it me or everything just went wrong today? Frustrated lar..! Firstly, at school.. the bad luck starts when they told me that our sport's house has changed. I was supposed to be in Seladang House(purple) but...... they changed me to Pelanduk House which is yellow that I hated the most. I don't hate yellow at first, but since my previous school's Yellow House cheated in the games and won first, it really pissed me off and I hated any sport's house which is yellow in colour. And now.. I had to be in 'this' STUPID house! I'm so angry!! I still can accept it if it's other colour..but yellow?! Why... of all the colours..it has to be yellow, the one I hated the most!! #@$!#%$!%!!! *sigh* This is still okay..till' when me and Hani duty today, we're the only two librarians that is on duty today. And we're not even librarians yet! One word. Crazy. I mean, how could you just let probationers handle the whole library. I mean, of course lar.. the teacher is in too. Still.. During recess time, if there's no help from the afternoon librarians, the library would be in chaos. I mean, those little kids..one by one came in, and when you realised, the library is full! And they are noisy! That's now what I'm angry about though, I think I just let a boy steal a book. I'm not quite sure.. but he was trying to touch the OPAC, and I like.. "eeii.." then, he seems angry, and walks off..holding a book. Damn! I'm so pissed off! What kind of attitude is that! And he even slams the door! I was so angry, plus with the kids in the library making noises, I started scolding them and gave them a really REALLY big glare as if I'm saying with my eyes.. "SHUT THE HELL UP!" >_< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Pei Fen, Menaga, Franklin & Iskandar. But.. They cancelled, maybe too tired to wait. Me and Hani went together only. ANd I have no idea where has Iskandar gone to. XD Had a Spicy Chicken McDeluxe and Hani had a Beefburger. What pissed me off in McD pulak..is that today is the 1st in the month, and I was so sure the Sundae cone was supposed to be 50 cents everytime it's the 1st in the month. When I ordered the sundae cone and I saw the price.. I was like.. omg.. Hani look at me and whispered, "I thought you said it's supposed to be 50 cents?" Stupid lar!!! I didn't know that they changed it already! So angry!! Luckily the other friends were not there, if not..aiyo..don't know what to explain to them anymore, cus' I was so sure it is supposed to be 50 cents. *sigh* a bad day! Me and Hani wanted to try the "shortcut" Iskandar said that we can use to go straight to Asia Jaya station. But...we got lost and yeap.. we turn back and followed the usual way, with our extremely tired legs. X__x Felt like fainting that time. Everything just went wrong today.

That's bout what happen at school. Went back home, excited bout watching "So You Think You Can Dance?" and was enjoying their performances. I'll just said this with full of dissapointment. CC won. And yeap..to be honest, I think she do not deserves it. She's good in dancing I could admit, but she's ONLY the best in ball-room dance. She even performed her solo dance with the Latin music, like she usually do. I mean, it's sooo boring to see her dancing the same thing. I thought the first thing bout that competition, you can't be good in only one dance, but different kind of dances. Like what the judges said. Oh yea.. forgotten bout that, the votes in the hands of Malaysians, but I was already worried when I see she has TOO many fans. And.. CC is kind of sissy a little.. Don't care lar bout her character, just that I'm not satisfied bout this results. Whatever.. In my opinion, the winner should be either the other 3, or maybe I'll say..Sim. I think she deserves it. She CAN dance and she dances different kind of dances. Even her solo dance was unique and different from the others. Interesting. Too bad..Malaysians didn't realised how talented she is. Damn! I'm still angry.. Why CC lar? Even Black deserves it.. Hong too.. ^^ He danced Rain's "In My Bed" for his solo.. XD I was kind of happy he chosed a Korean song! But Sim is the BEST. She's the one that's supposed to win. I don't care if any CC fans gonna read my blog and started cursing me or whatever, but.. Sim is the best. And yea.. CC don't deserves it. But..who am I lar.. to judge people. Whatever lar.. just that everything just went wrong today. I'm so depressed, frustrated, sad, angry..everything!