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My name is Sherlene.
A girl who loves 동방신기 (DongBangShinKi) so much since 2005 but never met them even once. Even though they had been close to me a few times...
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Take it away from me, takes away my life too.
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Monday, July 7, 2008
どうして君を好きになってしまったんだӚ @ 5:28 AM

Doushite.... kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou?

Why....have I fallen for you?

I looove this song. I did mentioned it in my previous post right? The most beautiful song this year that I've ever heard. Sweet, beautiful.. and most important, meaningful. Even the drama version of the PV suits the meaningful lyrics. The PV shows a guy that went to the wedding of the girl he once loved. It's sad. You can see from his eyes, but.. he accepts the fact that the girl has found her happiness. Though..the song is trying to show that he regrets that he didn't hold onto her hands. T-T

Why have I fallen for you?
No matter how much time passes,
I thought that you would always be here
But you chose a different road

Why wasn't I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they won't reach you now

From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melted together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why have I fallen for you?
No matter how much time passes,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

For the day that holds a special meaning
For the day where we can stand with happy faces
For you looking beautiful while praying to god

Next to the person who is not me
There is the figure of someone truly blessed
So how am I supposed to see you off?

So why have I fallen for you?
We can't go back to that time, or how we were (I've thought it through)

Why wasn't I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You were supposed to be at my side (just like that)

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)

Credits: crescent @ boajjang forums+dbsker

You know what's a coincidence? When I first heard this song, I had this feeling of wanting to watch a J-dorama called "Proposal Daisakusen" that has Yamapi in it. And you know what? The drama, the situation is the same with the meaning of this song. Excepts that it has a happy ending. >_<>



Synopsis
Yamashita Tomohisa and Nagasawa Masami play a young man and woman who have been friends for seven years. Yamashita's character is obstinate and unskilled in love, but he has fallen for the lively and cheerful woman played by Nagasawa, who is about to get married. While attending the wedding ceremony, a sudden time slip sends the man back in time, giving him a second chance to make her his girlfriend.

Cast
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Yamashita Tomohisa as Iwase Ken

A guy that regrets he didn't get to make the girl he loves happy all this time when they knew each other. But, when he got the chance to change it, he works really hard to make her happy and show her how much he loves her. He appreciates the chances that was given. And learn alot of new things from it. A sweet, cute and funny but can sometimes be clumsy guy. But sometimes, really baka cus' he's slow in understanding the girl's feelings. Yamapi definitely suits this character.

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Nagasawa Masami as Yoshida Rei

A really cute girl that has a pretty smile. She can be stubborn sometimes and easily affected if Ken doesn't understands her. All she wanted is Ken to know her feelings and wanting to know Ken's true feelings. But, this girl is really strong.. she overcome her sadness really fast. She's not the type that would just give up easily. A really happy-go-lucky kind of girl and the day she first met Ken, she started calling him 'Kenzo'.

I finished watching the episodes including the SP. ^-^ Definitely a great drama. It's not all about love, but also the friendship of five of them. Ken, Rei, Eri, Mikio & Tsuru, the friendship they had since school, the moments are captured in the pictures. That's why I love Japanese drama. They don't just concentrates on love. They also concentrates on friendship. It's beautiful. Since the other 3 friends are also important, I'll post their pictures then. ^^

* Eikura Nana as Oku Eri

Rei's best friend. She's pretty and is popular in school. Always wished for a perfect boyfriend, but end up all the relationship she had always failed. She always treat Tsuru badly but actually her heart are touched for all the things Tsuru has done for her. And she was a good help in making Rei & Ken's relationship becoming closer.

* Hamada Gaku as Tsurumi Hisashi

Sweet kind of guy. Eventhough he's short and clumsy, he can be really sweet and romantic. His love for Eri NEVER changed. I can ensure that. He loves her more than anything, and whatever he said to Eri, he really meant it. He tried his hardestto make Eri happy eventhough Eri doesn't appreciate it sometimes.

* Hiraoka Yuuta as Enokido Mikio

He seems like the playboy kind of guy, but nope he's not. He has a girlfriend named Yuko and he really appreciates her till' the end. He also has the brain and he could find out that Ken went back to the past. With a few helps from him, Ken was able to change the past.

I really love this drama. ^-^ And I think I'm starting to fall for Yamapi again after watching this drama. miane~ Yoochun oppa!>_< He's soo funny and cute! I love his acting! He always has his own styles in dramas. XD I love his "Annyong hase YO!" in that drama.


sweetest groom & bride!
lucky her to be "married" with Yamapi. >_<

Okay, now back to the song. ^^ Wait..actually let's talk about what's happening in school recently. *sigh* Like what people said.. dramas are dramas, and some dramas can never be reality. How I wished the school I'm in could at least let me experienced the friendship like in the drama. Well.. at least an honest and true friendship. What I can conclude about the school I'm in now, SMK Bukit Bintang, is a really scary school..MENTALLY. Mental abused is everywhere! Everyone seems to hate each other but still pretends to be nice to each other. I don't understand..I wonder how all of them could live like that. Pretending. In my previous school, if you don't like that person or already have a problem with that person, you won't be standing around "being" friends with that person. Backstabbing is EVERYWHERE. Seriously I tell you. It's everywhere. No wonder Farah, one of our seniors, warned us about this school. "Two-faces people is everywhere in this school," that's what she told us. And it's true. I hate this. Everyone.. almost everyone is pretending. It really hurts me since, the first time we arrived at that school, everyone was so nice, all of us get along with each other, like we've known each other for so long. And now.. it end up just like this. All of the moments we spent together, was actually an act? I don't know. Eventhough I'm holding a small post in the Form 6 Society, it effected me so much. Why? Friendship can be betrayed just because of a post? Humans are really scary. Especially those who don't appreciate friendship and treated it like SHIT. And here, you're telling me I'm immature? You should tell the back-stabbers that they are the one that's immature. I admit I'm immature in settling this problem, how bout them? No.. I realised. You're just good in saying others are immature. First, look at the mirror and if can, "reflect" your own heart instead of commenting about someone else. Everyone is NOT perfect. Think about that. I'll be revealing everything here.

First, after the election, we were all okay about it. And then, it started FIRST when Siva starts to ignore us and he himself told us, he don't want to be friends with us. He even treated us like stupid people. The worst about it is, when we went into science class, he shouted "I hate ART class! Get out from my class!" You know what? That doesn't sound like a joke at all. Why? Because before that we tried to talk with him but he ignored us. Is that a joke? Obviously NOT to me. NOT funny at all. It's called, "RUDE". Then, hearing by our own ears, some of the science class students are not satisfied about the election. It's true because the upper 6 and even the teacher knew about it. You can NEVER deny it. I heard they even want to re-do the election. *laughs* What's wrong with this people.. I really have no idea. Then, prefects..most of arts students went for the prefects interview since Brian told us he really need more girls. Then again, these thoughts of science students that are not happy about it cus' they started making faces when they saw us there. Not all of the science students. Please read this properly, SOME of them. Of course, they had made some of us felt so bad, that we wanted to quit to become prefects and also let go of the post we're having right now. Please be alert again for those 'SOME' students in science class, whatever jokes or games that you are playing with us, it's not funny at all. It affected all of us, and hurt most of our feelings. Then..of course after that..the "COLD WAR" started between us. I didn't planned to stop from becoming a prefect, but last Friday, they had a spot check. A sudden one. And you know what? Eventhough I didn't bring my handphone, I was angry. Really angry. Before this, in the meeting, they said there won't be any spot-check. But then, all the sudden there is. It pissed me off. I extremely HATE prefects so-called "tricks". And yea, I actually hated prefects in my previous school except the ones during my sister times, was still okay. I thought this school, the prefects are kind of okay, but then they made me hate prefects even more. They are annoying, and to be honest here, I don't like the head prefect. Somehow, he gave me this feeling of, he controls everything. Damn annoying! And he doesn't even smile much! Damn strict! I hate that. I hate the tense. So, I quit. I don't want to be given so much pressure because of the school rules. School rules are meant to be follow of course, it's obvious. But, just that some school rules are ridiculous and wasting the time to follow it. duh~ Not letting us form 6 to bring handphones to school is also stupid. It's a big problem to us, especially those who live in Kelana Jaya. Yea, then, the teachers would answer, you can use the public phones in school and.. you know what really makes me angry? That kind of excuse is sooo stupid because the public phones are sometimes broken!!!! It IS a big problem to me like last time I wanted to use, and both of it is broken. So, they still think the public phone is so so so good? =__= annoying.

So..that's almost all about the things happening in the school. And yea, I quit and will become a librarian though. More peaceful, not much problem and cheaper. >_< You have to spend so much to become a prefect. And here with the petrol and whatever things prices increasing. I don't want to spend so much money.

I'm angry right now but I'll forget about it after watching about TVXQ! ^-^ See..I'm smiling already. Look at these beautiful pictures for TVXQ's 23rd single どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?




beautiful.. all of them. I wonder what are they thinking in this picture. Yoochun oppa.. if I ever meet you..I don't know what will happen. I had the feelings that my love for you will add on and on even more.. and still.. I will always ask myself,
"Why have I fallen for you, Park Yoochun?"